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He was holding me tightly within his arms, his kiss deepening by the second. He kissed me as if he was starved, his heavy tensed arms pressing me against his towering body. "I miss you" he breathed, his sleepy chocolate brown eyes calling out for me. He hesitantly pulled away. I watched the muscles in his back shift, his shoulders moving. Heat was pooling in my cheeks, traveling down my neck and back.
A moan escaped my mouth as his lips came crashing into mine once more, fingers burying in his soft hair as his hands gripping tightly at my sides before traveling down. He gripped the backs of my thighs, squeezing to indicate that i must now wrap them around his waist, which of course i did. Adam's tongue snaked into my mouth, making my knees week in the process. He lifted me up with ease, huffing towards his large office table, placing me down gently atop. My lips parted for air but his lips didn't leave mine for a second, teeth and tongue lacing at my neck, fingers digging roughly into my waist. This time wasn't going to be soft, he was yearning for me all to much, all those stares across the kings' room, gripping onto my hand whenever he could. He wasn't going to be gentle, And i didn't want it to be.
My hips ground against his, his grip on me tightening in response. I sighed at the appreciation the specific act brought, repeating it once more. Adam hurriedly took off his jacket, hesitantly separating himself from my skin. The front of his pants were straining, his breath hot against my neck, sucking against to mark me. I tugged at his hair harshly, slightly pulling his head backwards, making him groan and tense against me.
"Off." He demanded, his all too familiar head of the King's tone coming to play, his eyes darkened as he aggressively tugged at my top.
I did not struggle so much online and in store to find this top in my size just for him to rip it off at this moment. I swiftly removed it on his command, pulling his lips off of mine long enough to aggressively tear off the very expensive and the one good bra that finally fit me, off my chest . With the zip buzzing and the pants sliding down, Adam pressed me close to him.
His eyes stared into mine, the huffing of our breath echoing in the room. Adam's hands gripping on my hips and guiding himself onto me. He groaned when the friction was perfect for the two of us.
He cussed at the sound of my desperate moans. I felt him lined at my entrance, hips jerking in anticipation. Without a second to waist, he found himself stretching in, eyes rolling up in my head as he filled inside, deeper and deeper prompting him to growl against my neck. I let out a shaky sigh, unable to hold still as my legs twitched, wrapped around his waist, my fingers digging deep into his large and tensed back.
"I missed you" i cooed, lips parted against his ear. And that seemed to have set him off. He was rough and fast and perfect, the sounds of my breathy whines filling the room. The chair behind Adam creaked backwards, skin slapped against skin, our bodies moving fluidly, his darkened eyes searching for mine desperately. His lips sloppily landed on mine once before, before tracing down my neck, leaving no place unmarked.
He placed both his arms on either side of me, situating himself so he could push better, his biceps tense.
"Adam..." I whined, making him growl in reply. My body twitched and jerked, as he continued to thrust, not giving me a chance to even catch myself.
We've definitely done this in his office before, maybe twice. But not like this, not as needy and desperate as we are right now for each other.
Pressure built until i came suddenly, his body going at it still as he finally came crashing towards me, breathing heavily, placing his head on my neck. My legs were writhing and twitching, wrapped around his warm body. I gasped, nails scraping against Adam's back before he was stilling against me.
"Fuck" he whispered darkly against my ear, indicating his own finish. He gently pulled out, leaving me spent and exhausted. "Let's go home"
From here onwards
We took a shower immediately as we got home, There was no way that tonight he was gonna be apart from me. He was gentle throughout, placing kisses on my face whenever he could, his chocolate brown eyes smiling along with his lips. Taking all of me in.
I could tell he was yearning for our time together, following me around like a lost puppy. His fingers entwining with mine, leading me around wherever he wanted to go.
"I couldn't even sleep here without you" he sighed, resting his head on his pillow, shutting his eyes as we both lay on our bed. "What do you mean?"
His eyes were still shut, my hand was draped over his chest, moving rhythmically from his breathing. "I slept on the guest room since you left, it hurt to be here, it smelled too much like you" he fluttered his eyes open to look at me. Placing a gentle kiss on the tip of my nose.
I could feel my heart sink from his words. I always wondered if he missed me like i missed him. Sleeping alone at night, not having him to turn to and be snuggled within his body felt a huge gap inside my chest. I laid out all the pillows i could find in Erika's apartment to fill the other side of the bed so it doesn't feel too depressingly lonely. "Will things be better?" I hoped, looking up to meet his gaze, my tone sounding weary from the heavy moment we had in his office.
He exhaled deeply, my hand placed on his chest moving accordingly, "I don't want to promise anything to later disappoint you..." he changed his position wherein his entire body was now facing me, "but we're going to try, i will be there okay?" He declared, his hand brushing through my hair. The two of us slowly but surely drifting asleep together, after what felt like decades of being apart.
As i have probably been too obvious a year ago when i was starting my relationship with Adam, i have severe trust issues. A therapist would say, it's from my childhood. But I don't need to pay like $40 dollars an hour to figure that out myself.
Ive been in a relationship since i was a teenager, which meant everything to me. I was immature and too hopeful. Too hopeful that i was met with disappointment and betrayal far too many times to count that unfortunately caused me a lot of trauma, and stupidly left me to do things to myself I'm not that proud of. But time went by and our relationship with it. Moving well into my earliest 20s, we both grew up, but nothing changed.
I was still met with betrayal and disappointment, destroying every ounce of my trust that i keep building over and over again, due to my faltering and hopeful love for the person who keeps wrecking every bit of who i am, just to salvage the toxic relationship. I finally got the courage to leave though, and two years later of finding myself again, becoming who i really am, building myself up, i met Adam, i met the Kings. I couldn't be more happier.
Adam knows about it now, he even threatened to hunt him down, which is really not a surprising reaction from him. At first i thought he was joking, but seeing his face clearly showed otherwise. I had to convince him I've already forgotten the dudes face, it's just nothing but an ugly chapter in my life.
There are remnants of those trust issues still inside me from all those years ago, which initially made it hard for me to let Adam in. And i still have that even now. Will things be better?
I don't know. But right now, for the first time ever, Being in his arms again, I don't care that I don't know.
I'll take that leap of faith.
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I met the girls in the Kings' room the next day, immediately after Adam went off to work, the girls screaming in my ear.
"FUCK FINALLY" Rhi cheered, wearing a yellow pantsuit that complimented her skin, her hair sleek and straight, wavering behind her hips as she paced back and forth the bookshelves. "Does this mean you two are back together?" Erika pouted, her hands clasped together as if she were praying, her hair in a cute messy bun and her white satin blouse mildly glistening from the rays of the sunlight crashing through the glass panes. "Yeah" i bit my lip, failing to hide my wide grin.
We spent the new few hours talking about each of our relationships, how our men either did something nice or something absolutely annoying. But usually its always the latter, especially with Edward. "Sometimes i wanna kick his ass out" Rhi's fingers tracing her temple, gesturing as if she had a headache.
"That tall fucker farted inside the duvet and then covered me with it this morning" she groused, her whole body tensed from the experience. Prompting us to laugh at the mere thought of him caging Rhiannon inside fart filled bedsheets. "I'm gonna call my lawyer and have her ready in case i kill him anytime soon"
Meanwhile Erika ran us through her wedding plans once more, although she still doesn't know when she wants to get married. "It's such a commitment though? What if i want another boyfriend?" She whined, stomping her feet on the ground like a child being told no.
"Oh my god Erika you love James?" I exclaimed, surprised but also not surprised at the fact that the only reason she's not preparing the wedding anytime soon is because she's trying to cling on whatever left of the singlehood. "Being a wife sounds nice though" she sighed.
"Throw me a huge bachelorette party okay? With like 10 ripped strippers" i shook my head, of course she wants strippers. And even if she didn't specifically ask, i know Rhiannon would bring strippers herself. Explicitly men and women because lets be honest, women do it better, and prettier.
"Ahh of course you'll are here" Edward's voice boomed into the king's room, with Liam following behind. The familiar warm smile on his face upon his blue eyes landing on me. Striding his way over, plopping down on a beanbag next to me. "Hello beautiful" he whispered. "Wanna head to Goodman's later?" His eyes were searching for mine, elbow resting against the top of the beanbag, his demeanor was cool and confident. "Umm yeah why not?" i whispered back,
"Godfrey's ball is coming up in a week" Erika reminded the group, going through what seems to be the calendar on her phone. "He needs to start coffin shopping, not hosting balls" Edward joked, his girlfriend hurling a pillow at his unwarranted but nevertheless hilarious jokes. I mean... that man IS like 90 something.
Gradually the room started to fill out with us conversing with each other. It feels just like how it used to be a year ago, all of us finally together in the same place.
I could feel Liam sitting close to me, although he was engrossed in a conversion with Rhiannon sitting opposite to him. His hand reached out to pat my head playfully, indicating although his attention was towards her, he's very much aware of my presence.
The doors to the King's room slammed open, Adam storming inside. Grabbing all our attentions as we swiftly turn to see him walk in like a proud lion. He doesn't falter to let anyone know that he is the head of the Kings. His expression monotonous, he walked directly over to me. "My god" Rhiannon let out, a disgruntled expression on her face.
Placing both his hands on the side of the beanbag, creating a sort of a barrier between Liam and i, his lips hurriedly crashed onto mine. All tongue and teeth, shamelessly grabbing my lips with his, in front of the gaping members of the King's. "Such sinful behavior in front of children of god?" Edward mocked.
"I'm here to take my girl" he announced, his lips hesitantly parting from mine, giving me a wink before he stood back up, his hand grabbing mine. "Anyone have a problem?" Jaws clenched, his eyes darted towards Liam, and back at me.
I swiftly stood up, heat pooling in my cheeks, feeling entirely too shy from the sudden kiss. "Adam w- what are you doing?" I whispered to him.
"Let's go, i wanna take you somewhere" he cooed, his hand gripping tightly onto mine, leading me as he walked towards the door. "Uhh" utterly confused i turned back to see an expression I'm still unfamiliar to see on Liam, unamused and even clenched jaws. But the girls however, had teasing expressions on their face, a hand over Erika's mouth to show her surprised expression.
I shrugged, yeah this seems on brand for Adam. At least he's here.