Harry
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Face it
You want it, you crave it
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Esme followed me home and I made sure she was okay to drive, she was definitely weirded out and she didn't look okay when we got out of that stupid ass house but she told me she was fine and she needed to drive her car home to my house and I let her because I know she never wanted to come back here ever again
when we got home Esme said she got a text from Ember saying Niall was throwing a party so we should all just go there instead of going to her place and I asked Esme if she was okay with going out, I didn't want her to force her to anything right now but she told me she wanted to get her mind off of everything and I agreed, we need some sort of distraction for now we can deal about our shit later
Esme told me the party started at nine and it was only 4 so we had a couple of hours, I saw her sit on the couch and I sat next to her and she looked over at me, "do you think Patrick is going to go on tour?" she asks me and I dread the reality of the question, it's a big possibility that he would
"I don't know if he would be there for the whole tour, but he may pop in and out" I say the truthful answer and she nods looking disappointed, I would be too
"I really don't want him to come" she whispers laying her head on my shoulder and I wrap my arm around her stomach, "I don't want him to come either, I don't want him anywhere near you" I say stern trying to get my point across and she nods kissing my cheek but her lips move as quickly as they came and I feel a longing of wanting her closer to me
"how are you feeling goldie?" I ask her and she turns her face to mine and I take in her hazel eyes almost getting lost in them, "not the greatest if I'm being honest, wish I was stronger every time I see him I wanna punch him but he makes me feel less and less, that scares me" she opens up and I run my hand along her shoulder down her arm to her fingertips trying to comfort her
"I'll be here for you, always goldie- you know that if he ever comes near you I'll kill him right" not joking with my words and she notices I have a serious face, "I know you will but I don't think that measure is necessary, I want you here with me and not in jail" she smiles and cuddles into me and laugh
"where's rip?" she asks and I look around not seeing him, "rip wanna treat?" I call out and not even seconds later I hear his heavy footsteps walk into the living room from the bathroom and she laughs next to me, she stands up and I point to the bacon treats that are sitting on the counter, she opens the bag and Ripley goes nuts, running circles around her and she laughs harder which causes me to smile
"sit" she commands in a sweet tone and he does and she smiles bright, "good boy, can you lay down?" she asks and he does just that, rips a smart dog when he wants to be otherwise he's just a lazy asshole but I love him for it
she hands him the treat and he doesn't even chew it, it just goes down his throat and she pets his head, she walks back over to me and sits down on my lap, Ripley follows behind her and he lays down by my feet, I wrap my hands around her waist trying to move my hands away from her ribs I know they're still sore, even if she won't admit it
my eyes move to her lips and she stares at mine, I move my eyes to hers and she leans forward taking my lips into hers and moaning lightly which drives me mad, I don't know what I'll do if this goes anywhere further
I feel her lips on mine for longer than before and I run my hands through her hair and she moves her hips to straddle me and I groan into her letting myself slip, she makes me crazy
a couple seconds later she pulls her mouth away from mine and she blushes looking away, she doesn't get to be shy after all that, I smirk and I shake my head, "keeping doing that goldie, we won't make it to this party" I say to her and her eyes find mine once again and she bites her beautiful light pink lip, "this sounds like a better idea than the party" she says with confidence and I look her up and down feeling my breathing getting heavier as I feel her press down on my crotch
"we don't have to go then" I smile but she giggles and shakes her head, "we can have more than one distraction a night baby, we can go to the party and who knows maybe theres a surprise for you at the end of the night" she shrugs using her words and I feel my mouth drop open slightly which causes her to smile knowing she has all the power
"but who knows, it's just a maybe" she shrugs getting off of my lap and sitting perfectly next to me and I look to her and I shake my head, such a tease
I see her grab one of the remotes and she turns on the tv, going to my Netflix account she turns on an episode of criminal minds, "I'm ordering pizza" she whispers in my ear and she gets off the couch walking into the kitchen with her phone in her hand, I hear her ordering and I look down to ripley and he's on his back waiting for someone to scratch his belly
I pick him up and I set him on the couch and I scratch his belly and he sticks his tongue out and squirms around, "she's special right?" I whisper to him and he doesn't answer back but I know he's thinking the same thing I am, "it's dangerous I know but I think I can risk it for her" I say and he licks my hand
"you know it's kinda weird to talk to your dog" I hear Esme's voice and I snap my head towards her as she walks to me with her phone in her hand and she sets it down on the coffee table and she sits next to me, "were you talking about me?" she asks and I scoff, "don't be self centered goldie" I whisper and she laughs, "I'll take that as a yes" she says and turns towards rip, "you can tell me all the details later" she says pointing to rip and he scoots over to her and she rubs his belly
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"Es" I yell out looking at the full body mirror thats in the living room next to the swing and I don't hear an answer so I call out again and I fix my yellow shirt I have over my white undershirt, I look at my outfit that consists of black skinny jeans, brown Chelsea boots, a plain white undershirt, and a yellow shirt with white doves and different color clouds. I run my hands through my hair and I hear heals clink down the hallway and I turn to see my golden girl standing in front of me
I see a tight red dress with white flowers, she has sleeves on the side that barely do anything and she wears a pair of beige heals to go with it, her outfit is simple but it's hot as fuck. her hair is down and it flows around her nicely, she walks closer to me and I my eyes find hers
"how do I look?" she asks and I'm speechless and it makes her smile, I let out a breath and she looks down and laughs, "I could say the same about you harry" she says using my name and I like the way it sounds coming out of her mouth
"let's go shall we?" I ask her holding my hand out for her to take and she does, I feel her hand grip mine and I look over to her, she opens the door and I shut it behind me, I unlock my car and she gets in the passenger seat, she turns on her playlist and the song that was on before is playing again, wave of you by Surfaces, I've grown a liking to this song and it reminds me of her
she looks over to me and she has a smirk on her face and I look back over to the steering wheel in front of me, I turn on the car and we drive to Nialls, I hear the songs shuffle and I grab onto her hand and I place it on the center console between us as I speed to Nialls, it's comfortable with her
about 15 minutes later I pull up to Nialls house and I see hundreds of cars parked all along his street, how do his neighbors not get mad at him, I park and Esme opens her car door, I open mine and she meets me and we walk up the steps together, when I open the door I see a load of people flooding the house and the only source of lights is the black lights around the house, we bump into people but they don't even notice us as they are in their own worlds
I walk up the stairs to the loft and I see Niall sitting staring at this girl in front of him but he doesn't seem to be making a move on her yet, I see Liam and Louis next to him Ember is on top of Lou and he looks like he's on top of the world right now and Liam is chugging a bottle of vodka, Zayn is sitting on one of the counters and he's making on the girl who's sitting next to him, Niall see's us make our way to him and he hugs Es
"hey Esme how've you been?" he asks squeezing her to death and she smiles but I see her hand fly up to her ribs, "great Niall ready to party" she says and he cheers handing her a shot of clear liquid, she takes it and downs it shaking her head at the taste and she hands it back to him
I see Niall hand me one now and I throw it back down my throat feeling the burning liquid of our friend tequila, I hand the shot back to him and he sets it down on the counter, "go party love birds, see you in a few" he says shooing us away, I feel Esme grab my hand and she brings me closer to her
"let's party baby" she whispers and I smirk at her
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