y/n pov
it's been 4 days since everything happened, I am currently writing a note for Boruto, yesterday I spoke to Naruto and asked him for permission to travel to all the villages Takashi told me about and he agreed he just said I should inform Shino-sensei
I finished writing the note and put it on Boruto's bed, I take one more look around before leaving and heading towards the Academy, I also told Hinata and she packed me some lunch for when I get hungry and I haven't arrived at any villages yet to rest
landing next to Shino-sensei I see the others on the water
''just focus on massing chakra at the soles of your feet'' sensei tried to motivate them, I cleared my throat to get his attention ''y/n you late''
''I am sorry sensei'' I bowed ''I came to tell you I won't be coming to the Academy for a few weeks or even months'' everything around us went silent
''I see, Naruto told me something about this'' Shino- sensei turned to look at me and nodded ''please don't tell Boruto just yet'' I bowed again
''why not? '' I heard a familiar voice behind me ''are you going to leave without saying goodbye''
I looked behind me and saw Boruto standing there with his arms crossed and an angry expression on his face ''yes, I didn't want to tell you because I knew you would try and stop me''
''So you didn't care if I had anything to say, you always do this you act reckless and don't care if you hurt someone else in the process'' he spoke in a stern voice, I could feel everyone's eyes were on us
''I don't want to tell you because you always act like this'' I turned my back towards him getting ready to leave
''well it's too late to do anything now so just leave, just go and do what you always do, go put yourself in danger, I won't be there to protect you, and I mean you just got out of the hospital a few days ago''
''I don't need you to protect me'' I said but instantly regretting it
''ever since you linked your chakra, you have been acting as if you're stronger than us, you're not y/n, you're probably leaving to read some more scrolls, to help you get 'stronger', well then just leave'' he said everything sarcastically except the part about me leaving
I felt a pang in my heart, without saying anything I disappeared
Boruto pov:
sometimes I am such an idiot, and say the stupidest things, and push away the person I care for, after everything happened at school I couldn't get y/n out of my mind and can't believe what I told her, going home and heading towards my room I see a note on my bed
'dear Boruto if you are reading this, I already left, I didn't want to tell you in person because I was scared I would change my mind and not want to do what I need to do, so that's why I wrote this, I am sorry I couldn't build up the courage to tell you, I will be going to different villages to get some information on my clan, I will be going to the village hidden in the stars, the hidden waterfall, and the hidden mist. I need to learn how to control the linked chakra otherwise, it will kill me, but don't worry I won't die that easily there are still things we need to do, please don't cause any trouble while I am gone'
I smack my face with both my hands feeling like a total idiot, I lay down on my bed and stare at the ceiling, a lot of things running through my mind but I fell asleep before I could think of anything
the next day Himawari was sick, and I don't know how it happened but I was sitting down with a piece of paper in front of me, I was busy writing and telling y/n about whats happening and telling her Himawari is sick, after writing the letter, I threw it inside a box that was next to me, and sigh as I lay back in my chair
'I can't send her a letter if I treated her awful right before she left '
I went to go lay on my bed again remembering something y/n told me when I took her back to the hospital before I kissed her on the head and before we even entered the hospital
'the stars they seem so close but are yet so far, sometimes things in life feel like a star like they are so close but so far at the same time ' she looked at the road below us as we walked
'where did this come from all of the sudden? ' I nudge her on her side and she looks at me with a small smile
'like there's this special person, they feel so close but every time something always goes wrong and then they just go further away then they were already '
y/n feels so close right now but so far out of reach, I imagine I am in a black room and I see y/n walk in front of me, and every time when things go good, I open my stupid mouth and everything goes wrong
y/n pov:
the day after I left I made a small camp in the woods, I took out a paper and started writing to Boruto what has happened so far, although nothing happened, as I finish I stuff the letter in my back-pack
'I can't write to Boruto after what happened at the Academy', I lay back and look at the night sky, as I look there was a shooting star, closing my eyes I make a wish
'I wish I can find out what is wrong with me, everytime I am around Boruto I always say something stupid, I wish I can figure out these feeling I feel'
I open my eyes and sat up eating something before getting cozy and then called it a night, since I was tired of all the traveling I did yesterday, I woke up quite late packing up everything I then started my traveling again, it was just past noon when I felt a few familiar presences nearby, I quickened my pace and see Naruto, Cho-Cho, Sarada, Sakura, and this other guy
''Naruto what are you doing here'' I walked closer, it looked like they just fought, I look over at Sakura and I see her healing herself, or she healed herself but is still a bit weak
''ooh hey y/n I didn't think we would run into you'' he laughed as he scratched the back of his head ''it's a long story actually''
I walked closer to Sakura and took out a kunai, the other guy then got in a fighting stance and Naruto looked at me and told the guy to stand down, his name is Sasuke from what I heard he was hesitant but did what Naruto told him, I stopped in front on Sakura and cut open my hand with the kunai
''I see you healed yourself but not completely, and you are low on stamina'' I put my thumb on the blood, and then put it on her arms where I saw some scratch marks, I put my thumb on her shoulder pulling it down to her hand, a line of blood following, I then put my finger in the blood again, and did the same to the other, healing some wounds they had and the blood gave them some more chakra as well
I learned that the blood can not just only heal but give chakra as well, Sasuke was staring at me the whole time, and I mean I get why you don't get to see someone heal someone with their blood every day
''thank you y/n'' I hear Naruto say from behind me, after I finished I turn to look at Naruto
''I hear you and Boruto aren't on good terms right now'' Naruto put his hand on my shoulder, I looked at him and nodded
''yeah some stuff happened''
I then grabbed my back-pack and pulled out a burger, I stopped at a village, a very small one and they had burgers so I thought I should get Boruto one, but I knew I would have to eat it, but now I don't have to since naruto is here and can take it to him
''Please give this to Boruto tell him it's extra spicy'' I said shyly as Naruto took the burger out of my hand
''of course'' he gave me a thumbs up and a big grin
I then bowed and told them I needed to continue my travels and said goodbye
Boruto pov:
once again I am sitting in my room writing a letter to y/n, but I just throw them in a box, there are about 3 letters now, every time something happens I write it down, it's so weird though as I was writing I hear a knock on my door, I put down my pen and open it so see my dad standing there
''here'' he put out his hand that had a burger in it ''we ran into y/n and she asked me to give this to you, she said it's extra spicy''
I took the burger out of his hand and thanked him before closing the door and heading back to the letter I was writing, eating the burger
'even after what I said she still gets me a burger, this girl, she always surprises m-' my thought was cut of when I felt my mouth on fire
''she wasn't kidding when she said it was extra spicy'' I put down the burger and look at the letter, writing down that I tried the burger and it was spicy, I think I am writing the letters to comfort myself, I don't know anymore