Friends....... They come an they go, it's true, friends..... End, they love you and they blame you, you need them because without them your a social outcast, you don't want them because they don't always agree with what you say or how you feel, but the point is when you lose a friend you feel like you can't live without them, When I lose a friend I feel like everything is my fault.... Dose anyone else ever feel like that? I mess up everything.... Friendships... The trust... the love.... It's all gonna crash an burn, i can't make it out of this torture sell, ( lack of better words) I can't run away because it runs right behind me, I can't hid because it knows all of my hiding places, I am a prisoner in my own head..... My mind wants to kill me..... And it dose but it doesn't stop, it just repeats itself and repeats itself, I just wanna grab a chair and rope sometimes,but.. I'm not a foolish girl, but sometimes it seems like the only way out, I'm not gonna lie, but I know I can't.... I know it's not my place to end it all, that's why I give myself a reason to stay, no matter what it is, even if it's stupid, like: I'll say to myself nope, "who's gonna make incredibly funny jokes like you", take it form me, DON'T DO IT! don't end something that can turn out to be so beautiful.
The story is my life
By TheUltimateGinge
I am a book, and you are now reading my pages... enjoy it before the book closes and the story is over.... More