OCEAN:
My eyes were barely opening, I didn't want them to open... I just wanted to stay sleep. As my eyes slowly opens, I can tell today is going to be the nice day. I can tell by the sun was beaming through my window. I loved waking up to a sunlight lit room, it was so relaxing to me.
I heard my room door opened, and then I saw a fully dressed Olivia enter.
"Um so you guys playing hooky today?", Olivia sarcastically asked.
I wondered why she said 'you guys', I turned over to see a sleep Louey. He was sleeping with his back facing the ceiling. My eyes kind of widened, I forgot he was here, and I didn't even mean to fall asleep in the same bed as him.
"Look you can walk the Hall Of Shame later... but you guys are going to be late if yall sleep any longer", Olivia told me.
I rolled my eyes at her small joke, then sat up, "We both are suspended for a few days", I told her.
Olivia amusingly smirked, "Wait... why?"
"Kinda for doing what you saw us doing last night", I told her.
"Oh my gosh, was you guys like doing it in the Janitor closet or something?", Olivia asked hoping to get the good details.
"Janitor closet? Girl no... and we weren't doing anything but kissing and being late for class", I told her.
"Well damn, suspension just for that?", Olivia asked.
"That's what I said, this school be odeeing" , I told her.
Olivia smirked, "Wow... but anyways I'm off to school, I came in to tell you that I'm getting a ride from Dan"
"Oh...okay. Be careful I guess", I told her.
Olivia looked at me oddly, "Um ok? And oh yea....heads up...MaryAnn is down stairs, so I'm not sure how this whole Louey thing is going to turn out", she mentioned.
I sighed, I defiantly forgot that MaryAnn is still doing her hours here, and is basically on nanny control.
"Thanks... I'll think of something", I told Olivia.
Olivia exited, I got up from my bed and locked my door just in case.
I then noticed Mr. Snuggles was on the floor, I picked him up and placed him on the bed next to Louey. I was about to walk to my bathroom until I heard my bed moving. I looked back as I saw Louey start to shift while slightly waking up. I guess he noticed Mr. Snuggles next to him. He took it upon himself to push Mr. Snuggles off the bed.
I silently gasped. No this Niggaa didn't.
"Excuse you... don't be pushing him off the bed", I said loud enough for him to hear me.
Louey didn't say anything... he just stretched his body over my entire bed, getting more comfortable as he still laid on his stomach.
I rolled my eyes, "I'm going to take a shower... then I guess you can go after, ima go get some unused male products from my dad's room... he has plenty of stuff like that", I said to Louey.
Louey didn't response, I wonder was he sleep or was he being grumpy with me. I walked over towards him, and then lightly smacked his back.
"Boy I know you hear me talking", I said to him.
"Damn Ocean...", he mumbled, "Can a nigga have some peace for some minutes", he told me.
I hit his back again, this time harder because of his comment.
Louey chuckled, "Damn girl I'm playing...but seriously... just a few more minutes... go shower, I'll wake when you done", he told me.
I playfully rolled my eyes, "Yea okay... don't make me hurt you Louey", I said then went to go get some body wash and stuff for Louey.
When I left my room, I heard MaryAnn downstairs; she was playing some Spanish music, and probably cleaning. I snuck my way to my dad's room, when I entered I looked around his room, viewing everything. Everything seemed so organized and neat. I walked over to his closet, and then opened it... I saw a lot of folders and papers.
I sighed to myself... "Okay so it's not in here".
I walked in his bathroom and saw all of his products. Good thing I noticed there was some products that weren't opened yet. I took them, and then exited his room. MaryAnn was still doing her job and making it easier for me to sneak back in my room.
When I got in my room, I looked on my bed to see Louey wasn't there. I heard my shower running.
I sucked my teeth; I know this boy did not jump in the shower before me. I looked at the male products in my hand. I should have never went and got these shits for him.
Without fully thinking, I walked to my bathroom door and then pushed opened the door. As soon as the door opened, my eyes widened. Louey stood there butt ass naked, as my eyes gazed at his man-hood for a quick second.
"I'm so sorry!", I finally said now looking up at his face.
I didn't know whether to run out or... should just stand there like it's nothing.
Louey didn't say anything he just smirked.
"Here!", I said to him practically shoving the products in his hands then quickly exited. I was feeling so weird, why the hell didn't I just knock like a normal person would do?! I just set myself up for that.
Really Ocean?
I went and sat on my bed to think for a second.
Omg, I can't believe I just saw him naked
I was just feeling so silly, and then for some reason, the image of Louey's
Manhood popped in my head. I squeezed my eyes shut trying to erase the image. But the image wouldn't go away and it was seriously driving me crazy.
Okay Ocean it's not that serious, it's not like you haven't seen a penis before...
After talking to myself, I was convinced that it was okay... I mean things like this happen.
I stood up and walked over to my dresser to get my clothes and under clothes ready, then I decided just to shower in Olivia's room. It was a risky thing to do, but I just wanted to hurry and shower.
After a few minutes rambling in my dresser drawers, I made my way out my door with all my clothes and items in my hand.
MaryAnn was still playing her music; I smoothly walked into Olivia's room and then I placed my things on her bed. I walked towards Olivia's bathroom and entered. Our bathrooms are the same in size, but different in style.
I turned on the shower water, and then waited for the water to heat up as I began to strip out my clothes.
I got as I let the steaming water hit me, I really needed this shower, I loved morning showering.
Everything was going normal until out of nowhere, Louey's Manhood once again popped in my head. Again, I tried to erase it, but the more I tried to forget about it the more I visualized it.
It's like I couldn't help it, and the more I thought about it, the more hot I was getting. My hormones then began to take over. I haven't had sex in days, I mean it was a good thing because I didn't want any sex from Donald, but it also was driving me a little nuts.
Thinking about sex was only making me hotter, but I got more hotter thinking about having sex with Louey. I know I shouldn't be thinking about that so soon, but at this point... I couldn't control my thoughts.
I let my hand trace the outline of my Vagina lips as I bit down on my bottom lip.
I then began to massage my clitoris as that same image of Louey stayed in my head. I moaned softly and closed my eyes as the excitement creep up on me. As I continued to rub my clit in a circular motion, the throbbing increased. I imagined his Manhood rubbing against my wet pumping vagina. The water was still hitting my bare skin as the steam relaxed me. I still stroked and stroked as my moaning began to increase in volume... I was telling myself to shut up but my mouth had its own brain at the moment
Mmmmm Louey...
Saying his name made me hotter, and at this point I wouldn't care if he was to walk in this bathroom right now... my vagina wanted him... I wanted him. I felt an orgasm trying to creep up on me that's when I speeded up the pace.
Please...
The strokes and the image of Louey were driving me wild to the point it was now unbearable. Then it began to lead me into this wonderful orgasm. I felt my thighs shaking and my knees felt like they was ready to give out, but I kept my strength high. I huffed then became breathless for a moment. I removed my hand from between my legs while taking time to recollect myself.
WOW
I can't believe you just did that Ocean...
After that, I then began to wash, and then at least 20 minutes later, I was done with showering and stuff. I now felt a tad bit weird after realizing that I actually masturbated...thinking of Louey. I just ignored my actions and act like nothing happened.
I stepped out and began to lotion and get dressed. I was wearing my peach long sleeved V-neck and pair of black tights right along with my black Steve Madden sandals, they weren't my favorite but they were cute. My hair started to wave up, so I just put it in a neat pony tail. I didn't bother to put on any makeup. I looked in Olivia's full body mirror and was satisfied with my final look.
I walked out the room, I noticed MaryAnn wasn't playing music anymore, but I did notice the sweet aroma of pancakes. I guess she's making herself some food.
I entered my room to see a well-dressed and groomed Louey. He looked at me and smiled.
"What?", I asked
"Oh nothing", he said to me as he took a seat on my bed.
"Oh...well okay", I said awkwardly then changed the topic, "What's our plans?"
Louey looked at me; I can tell he was thinking about something.
"Um...I meant to bring this by you... my mom kinda want me to come for breakfast", he told me.
"Um oh...okay...so I guess I'll meet up with you after", I told him a tad bit disappointed; I was actually liking the idea of us hanging out all day.
"She wants me to bring you", Louey quickly added.
My heart dropped for a moment, I wasn't expecting to hear that part. Why would she want him to bring me along? When did she even mention this to him? Did they talk about me? Wait... doesn't she know who my father is? What did Louey tell her?
So many thoughts were running through my head. I guess Louey noticed.
"Ocean, if it's too much she'll understand...", he mentioned.
"I mean that's surprising but I'm not sure about it. I don't want to sound all weird but meeting someone's mom is really a big step", I tried to explain.
"Well you've met my Grandma, to me that's more huge than meeting my mother", he replied.
"Louey, I met her as 'Miranda' not as Ocean", I explained.
"But all she saw was Ocean, she saw you... it's not like you were acting like Miranda... you were you and that's the best part", he told me.
What he was saying did make sense, I mean besides the small lie about me being his girl named Miranda, everything else was real... and his grandmother seemed as if she enjoyed my company.
I sighed, "Louey...I don't know... wouldn't this be weird, isn't she's a part of this whole family feud?", I asked.
"And she's willing to give you a chance", he told me.
"But, why? It's not like we date or really have something...", I squeezed in.
Louey looked as if he was annoyed now.
"So we back at this again Ocean?", he asked annoyed.
"Back at what? It's true", I told him.
Louey shook his head and then he stood up and grabbed his bag as if he was about to walk out my door. I stopped him, for two reasons, I didn't mention MaryAnn to him and plus I didn't like that he caught an attitude with me. I don't know why but it bugged me when he gets like this.
"Okay Louey wait, stop", I told him, he stared at me waiting for me to say something else.
"Is that what you do every time you are upset? Walk away from the issue?", I asked him.
"I'm not purposely doing it, I just think why waste my time", he replied.
"Well if you really feel like that, then okay...leave", I told him catching an attitude.
Louey sighed, "Why do we always have to argue... I don't get it... we're not even in a relationship and we argue like we are".
"Well we wouldn't if you'll stop walking away from things and just try to understand me", I told him.
"I understand Ocean... you don't want to meet my mother because we aren't together and we obviously don't have something, according to you", he told me.
I sighed "Okay, listen... I'll admit, I'm just a little...scared. I mean to me it's a big deal... I've never met a guy's mother before", I finally confessed to him.
Louey looked somewhat shock by my comment.
"...not even your Ex's? Well 'Boyfriend's'... I doubt you even broke up with him yet", Louey blurted out.
I rolled my eyes, "I did break things off with him", I lied, "But that's not the topic right now and no not even his mother", I replied.
I wasn't sure if Louey believed the first part but he just sighed and then he put his hand on my waist guiding me to sit on my bed along with him.
"Ocean I like you... I like you enough to have you meet my mother; it's a big step to you...and for me too... I don't just bring any girl to see my mother, especially one that I'm supposedly supposed to stay away from", he explained to me.
That actually made me feel somewhat less nervous and more calm. I was really touched by what he said, I know most guys talk crap... but for some reason... I believed him.
"Am I that special?", I said playfully then smiled.
Louey smirked, and then he leaned in to kiss me. As his lips touched mine, it's like a shiver was sent down my spine. Louey then removed his lips from mine.
"Special Enough", he said to me.
I couldn't help but blush.
"So you ready?", he asked.
"Uhhh...yea...One more thing though", I said to him.
"What?", he asked.
"Our house maid is downstairs", I told him.
"Damn... so how we getting out of here?", he asked me.
I sighed, the got up... and was thinking... I exited my door and to hear MaryAnn singing, but there wasn't any music playing. This lady was always singing... music or not.
In seconds for some strange reason I heard the front door open and then closed. My heart dropped for a second until I heard a Spanish male voice. For a second I was afraid it was my father.
My face frowned though as I heard a conversation between the two of them, I mean I couldn't understand them due to the Spanish speaking, but I was wondering why the hell is there a man here.
I kneeled to see if I can see anyone below. It was some Spanish looking guy, he had roses in his hand. I watched him as he grabbed MaryAnn and roughly kissed on her neck as she giggled. I also noticed that MaryAnn wasn't in her uniform anymore; she was wearing a tight sparkly black body dress with a pair of heels. Her hair was down; she actually looked younger at the moment.
I wonder was she going out, but it was too early for a date...well maybe not for old folks. MaryAnn then led the guy to sit on the Sofa as she turned on some Latin jazz music.
I then heard Louey voice behind me.
"Sshhh", I said to him.
"What are you doing?", he asked me.
"Look", I told him as Louey kneeled to see what I was seeing.
Before I can even think of something, Louey said something.
"Wait...is that MaryAnn?", he asked.
My eyes widened, "Wait you know her?"
"Yea...she use to watch me and my sister a while back", he said as he got up.
I looked lost as hell as I watched Louey make his way downstairs.
I looked at Louey like he was crazy as I followed him downstairs asking him what in the hellwas he doing or thinking.
And what did he mean "Sister"? I never knew he had a sister.
Once we were down the stairs, Louey and I both just stood there.
"Louey what are you thinking?", I whispered to him.
"Just chill", he told me.
In seconds after, we were both noticeable; then MaryAnn pushed the guy away from her.
I stood there with my arms folded, as MaryAnn looked as if she seen a ghost. She looked at me probably wondering why the hell I am still in the house.
Then she looked at Louey and widely smiled.
I was so confused, and everything just seemed too unreal at the moment.
As she smiled, she walked up to him with open arms.
Louey and MaryAnn hugged as she began saying things in Spanish while squeezing him to death.
Then she pulled away from the hug as she took her hands to cup his face. She then dramatically kissed both of Louey's cheeks.
She and Louey had small talk as I and the stranger guy just stood there watching them. It's like they were talking for a minute now. I was just patiently waiting to be acknowledged again.
Finally MaryAnn looked at me, she came up to me explain how she knew Louey. I just smiled as she told small stories from the past as a nanny.
Then she also finally introduced the guy to both me and Louey. The guy was nice and apparently MaryAnn's mystery guy.
After our small meet and greet, and somewhat reunite... me and MaryAnn made a deal with each other. I agreed to keep my mouth shut about this guy being here while my dad was gone if she'll do the same with me. I even explained my suspension, she wasn't too happy to hear about that part, but she promised to keep quiet about it.
I was happy to know we were on the same page, it took some pressure off at the moment.
We left the house minutes after; Louey didn't have his car so we had to take the bus. The bus came in like 6 minutes of waiting.
When we were on the bus I was a bit paranoid, I just felt weird being with Louey out in the open.
Louey sensed that something was bothering me.
"Are you still nervous?", He asked me assuming that I was still thinking about meeting his mom.
I gently smiled, "Uh... a little".
Louey took my hand, and gave it a tight squeeze, "You don't have to be, okay?"
I just nodded my head. We relaxed during the bus ride until Louey notified me that our stop was the next stop.
When our stop came, we exited off the bus. We had to walk small blocks to reach his home.
During the walk I and Louey decided to chat.
"Oh yea, I never knew you have a sister", I said to him.
Louey looked somewhat uncomfortable; it took a moment for him to even reply.
"Um yea...", he said dully, "She doesn't stay with us anymore", he told me.
"Oh okay... do she visit you guys often?" I questioned.
"We visit her more", he said to me quickly as if he was trying to dismiss the topic.
"Oh okay that's nice", I said to him, he seemed bored with the conversation.
Louey got kind of quiet. We were still walking to his house. I decided to let that topic die down because it seemed like it was getting us nowhere.
The walk was beginning to become awkward, so I bought up something else.
"After we relax at your house, do you want to go out somewhere?", I asked him.
"Somewhere like...?", he asked me.
"I don't know...just out", I told him.
He chuckled, "You asking me out on a date or something?"
I couldn't help but giggle, "Will you say yes?"
"Depending...", he smirked.
"On what?", I asked him.
Louey took a second to speak, then he smirked at me.
"We go as a couple", he said.
I gave Louey this look; I wasn't expecting him to say that. I was actually expecting him to say something corny like he sometimes does. I felt put on the spot... but for some reason...it was okay.
"Are you asking me to be your girl or something?", I asked him.
"Will you say yes?"
I chuckled, "Depending"
Louey smirked, "On what?"
"If our date goes good", I told him.
Louey laughed, "I like how you did that".
"I'm smooth right?", I asked him.
"You aight, ya skills need more improvement", he told me.
I laughed, "You stay hating"
"Girl... I don't know what you chatting about... Louey never hates", he chuckled.
"Whatever", I said.
I laughed with him and then in seconds we were by his house.
Louey walked up to his front door and used his keys to open. I was behind him entering his home with him.
When we were inside, this woman was smiling; I assumed it was his mom. She walked up to us.
"My baby", she said then kissed Louey's cheek.
"Ma", Louey whined as if he was embarrassed.
His mom then looked at me and smiled.
"Hello how are you?, I'm Louis mother", she said to me.
"Hi it's nice to meet you", I told her smiling.
"Come in, come in and sit down...I made homemade lemonade and made some small sandwiches for you guys", she told us walking into the kitchen.
"Ma, you didn't have to do all of that", Louey said while closing the door behind him.
We both walked over to the couch and then took a seat.
His mom was bringing the food and drinks over to us.
"Because I just wanted to, you guys must be hungry... did you guys eat?", she asked as she set the stuff on the coffee table in front of us.
"We actually didn't", Louey said then he picked up one of the mini sandwiches.
I just sat there awkwardly.
Louey's mother sat across from us on the other couch. She then noticed I didn't touch the food.
"Don't be afraid to dig in sweetheart", his mom said to me.
I smiled and then picked up one of the small sandwiches, now that I felt like I had to.
"So guys...what's up?", she said to us.
"Ma' please don't try to sound cool", Louey said to her.
"Oh boy hush... and I am cool so I don't have to try", she mentioned.
I smiled as I bit into my sandwich.
"So how is your father?", his mom asked me.
That question seemed a little awkward but I still politely replied.
"Oh he's fine, he's out for a few days", I told her.
"That's nice to hear, are you enjoying the stay?", she asked me.
"Yes it's nice", I told her.
"That's good, how's school...", she asked me.
"Um...school is good minus the suspension part", I lightly giggled.
"Oh yea, I was alarmed about that by Louey", she said to me.
I just smiled.
His mom continued to stare at me with a smile, I felt so awkward, I guess Louey saw how the awkwardness made everything so weird, so he decided to speak.
"When is the next Check up at the doctor's", Louey asked her.
"Tomorrow actually...soon I'll get to know the sex", his mother replied rubbing her stomach.
"Omg congratulations", I said to her.
"Thank you sweetheart, I'm surprised Louey didn't tell you", she said to me.
"Forgot", Louey said still stuffing food in his mouth.
"Of course you did", his mom said to him.
I giggled.
"Louey will finally have company, I know he's tired of being the only child", his mother mentions.
I turned to Louey and gave him a confused face, he noticed but he simply ignored it by changing the topic asking about his mother's night.
I sensed something was up, but I let it go... for now, although I was itching to say something because I didn't like to be lied to... but why would he lie about having a sister?
"Well my night was okay, I mean after your father calmed down", she told him answering his previous question.
Louey shook his head, "As a therapist, he needs to talk to himself or something", Louey told her.
"Louey stop, don't talk bad things about your father...especially in front of guest", she told him.
Louey sucked his teeth, "I didn't say anything bad, I stated facts, and you know it ma'", he replied back to her.
"I know I know, but let's just move on from that", his mom tried to convince.
"Move on from it? That man should be the one that's kicked out and no wanted here, all he do is try to control everyone", Louey spoke.
She just shook her head, "Louey that's still your father, which means you still will have to respect him... meaning respect him when he's here and when he's not"
"I always respected him, he never respects me and he damn sure doesn't respect you... Talking to you like you're his servant, physically disrespecting you, having you all stressed out knowing you're pregnant. He's an asshole and you know it ma', I don't understand why you let him make you look so silly and foolish", Louey said bluntly with a lot of bass in his tone.
I was shock at the way he was speaking to his mother, but maybe it was just his anger getting to him. I can tell his mother was shock by his comment to.
"Louis Brown you will not talk to me like that, And you will most definitely not talk bad about your father, yes he may have his ways... but he does a lot for you and I both! So you will respect him and you will respect me and watch your damn mouth in my house!", she yelled at him.
"You're getting mad because I'm telling you the truth?", Louey asked gaining an attitude.
I just sat there, trying to make myself invisible.
"Louey...we will not talk about this right now...I'm pretty sure your guest isn't interested in our personal problems", she said to him.
"Oh so you do notice that there are problems? But you just rather ignored them", Louey said.
"I'm not repeating myself Louis...so enough! Stop talking right now!", she yelled at him.
Louey angrily got up and was about to head to the door. I sighed as I watched him doing what he always do; walk away from his problems.
Louey's mother also stood up about to say something but then she stopped as her eyes widened.
I looked back at Louey to see the door opened with some man standing there as if he was about to enter. He was in the doorway just staring at Louey as if he was ready to hurt him.
The room got quiet, I then stood up a little worried and confused.
The guy smoothly walked in as Louey slowly stepped back, they both had a stern starring contest until Louey's mother said something.
"Harold, Baby... you're home already?", she said sounding a bit more frightened than happy.
I then understand that this guy was Louey's dad. I felt so uncomfortable and I was hoping things would be okay.
Louey's dad, still quiet, slowly walked in shutting the door behind him, then threw his keys in the key holder bowl.
Louey was still eyeing his dad, but his dad was now eyeing me.
"Honey...this is Ocean", Louey's mother mentioned.
Louey's dad looked at his wife, "Why are they in my house", he calmly asked.
Before Louey's mom could respond, I heard Louey suck his teeth.
"Yo Ocean lets go we out", he said to me.
I quickly walked over to Louey, I was happy he said that because I felt so unwanted.
Louey didn't open the door yet, he was now looking at his father...as his father looked at us.
"Louey let's just go", I whispered to him.
Louey ignored me, "This is my mother's house too by the way... she could have whoever she wants over"
"Louis don't!", his mother said to Louey.
Louey's dad ignored the comments as he turned to look at his wife again.
"I'm not gonna ask again... why the hell are they in my house!", he yelled out loud.
Then out of nowhere he roughly grabbed Louey's mother and pushed her towards us...
"Get them the hell out!", he yelled.
Out of nowhere Louey was trying to head in his father's direction, but I tried my best to stop him.
"Yo stop putting ya hands on my mom's yo", Louey said as he tried to get near his dad.
I held Louey arm, "Louey stop... come on let's just go", I said trying to stop the situation from increasing.
"Nah I'm not just gon leave after he over here man handling my moms", he said to me as he tried to get to his father.
"Louey baby, just go, I'll be fine, please stop", his mother said and was now helping me hold Louey back.
"I don't know why he's being held back, he better get the hell out my house before I give his ass a real ass whooping in front of his little b*tch", Louey's dad replied.
My eyes widened, I was so shock and felt so disrespected, I can tell that made Louey more pissed off, but now wasn't the time to entertain his madness.
"Louey no!", I said to him as he pulled away from me and started walking up to his dad, but then Louey's mother was now in front of Louey's dad...
"Harold stop!", she yelled.
I stood in front of Louey, facing him...
I took his face into my hands...
"Louey listen to me...it's not worth it! Let's just go!", I told him.
"Nah man, f*ck this", Louey said not trying to listen to me, he was trying to move me out his way.
"Louey please listen to me", I said to him.
Louey finally looked at me, I felt his body calm down a bit.
"Please it'll be better if we just go", I told him once more.
Louey's dad was still yelling, "You better get your son!", Louey's dad said to his wife.
"He's your son too! Harold, stop it!"
I was still in front of Louey doing my best by talking to him.
Louey looked at me, then he looked at his father with a disgusted facial expression...
"On some real... Suck My D*CK!", Louey lastly said to his father.
My eyes widened, I have never saw this side of him. I was a bit speechless.
His father was yelling more now.
"Let's go Ocean", he told me as he guided me out the door, but before we exited, Louey grabbed a set of keys; I guess they are his car keys...we both exited.
I heard his dad say something about a car, but me and Louey already exited and were now walking to his car.
"Omg... did you just tell your father to suck ya penis?!", I shockingly asked him.
Louey didn't answer, I assumed he was still pissed off, so I didn't sweat it.
Once we were next to his car, he unlocked the doors.
Louey angrily got in the driver's seat as I got in the passenger.
He looked beyond pissed.
"Louey you should calm down a bit before driving", I calmly told him as I put on my seatbelt.
Louey started the car, it seemed as he was ignoring me.
"Hello earth to Louey", I said to him.
He still didn't say anything he just put on his seatbelt as he adjusted his seat.
"Are you seriously ignor---"
"Got dammit Ocean shut up!", he yelled at me as he hit his steering wheel.
I looked at him as if he was crazy, I couldn't believe him at the moment, I couldn't believe he just raised his voice at me and yet told me to shut up. The only person who has ever spoken to me like that was Donald. I couldn't hide the fact that I was now hurt and pissed off. I wasn't going to have this...Donald is enough disrespect.
I quickly took off my seatbelt and then opened the door and got out after slamming shut his car door. I started walking off.
"Ocean", I heard his voice, I guess he got out the car too.
Seconds after, he caught up to me, and then tried to stop me from walking by tugging on my arm.
I forcefully yanked away from him and turned around to face him.
"How f*cking dare you!", I yelled in his face.
He didn't say anything, he didn't look upset anymore...he now looked sorry but I didn't care.
"Look Ocean I'm sorry", he started.
"I don't care how sorry you are, how you dare talk to me like that?! I'm the only person who is trying to make sure you are okay! In case you forgot, I got disrespected too by your damn father, but you don't see me flipping out on you! I'm the one helping you out! Taking you into my HOME! And you talk to me like I'm some random b*tch?!", I yelled at him.
I then notice that my face was a bit wet from a few tears that must have escaped. I hate getting emotional, it always led to tears, I can't help being a cry baby.
"Ocean please... I know. That's why I'm saying sorry, I'm a d*ck head for even raising my voice at you. You are completely right... you're the only one who actually cares and I'm so stupid for taking my anger out on you... I was just frustrated and honestly embarrassed that you just witnessed all of that bullshit", he said to me.
He tried to touch my face.
I moved my face from his hand, as I stood there still pissed and hurt.
"Ocean you know I care about you... and you have every reason to me mad at me right now, but please...don't stay mad at me", he said to me.
I still wasn't trying to hear him. He doesn't understand how that just made me feel... All I could think of at that moment was Donald. I felt more tears building up, ready to fall.
Louey then stood directly in front of me, I looked at him with my teary eyes, and then out of nowhere... he began to lower until he was on his knees.
"What are you doing?", I asked him with an attitude still.
"I'm apologizing. You're hurt and you're crying...and it's killing me to know it's because of me. I'm the real asshole right now... and you shouldn't waste tears over an asshole. I'm really sorry Ocean", he said to me.
"Louey get up", I told him as I looked around to make sure no one was watching.
"Not until you stop crying and forgive me", he told me.
"I'll stop crying but I am not forgiving you", I told him.
"Please?", he begged.
"I said no!... now can you get up! Are you crazy?"
He just looked at me as if he just lost hope.
"Okay", he said as he got off his knees.
He looked at me and I looked at him back. I saw it in his eyes that he was sorry but I just didn't want to forgive him so easy because that isn't okay. The more he looked at me, the more I felt myself giving in. That was my problem... but for some reason... Louey made me feel different about it.
I was standing there for a minute until I finally decided to speak.
"If you ever talk to me like that again... Don't you ever look my way again. I'll ignore you so hard that your existence will become questionable", I told him.
Louey then began to sense forgiveness as he gave me a small smirk, and then tightly hugged me.
I sort of giggled while being suffocated by his hug.
"Okay okay... you're kinda killing me here", I said to him as I tried to escape his hug.
Once I did I began wiping my eyes.
Louey then smiled... "You got me acting like a little b*tch out here".
I giggled.
"So does this mean our date is still on?", he asked me quickly.
I playfully rolled my eyes and then slightly smirked... while walking away heading to his car.