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"Soooo you good"? Diddy asked Ryan eating her mangoes that she had in a bowl
"Yea" she mumbled
"Okay .. let's talk aboutttt" he trailed off
He was trying to get her mind off the situation cause he ain't like when she was mad .. cause when she mad she be mad mad
"How many boyfriends you had in the past"?
"2"
"Bodies"?
"2 , how many girlfriends you had"?
"1"
"Bodies"?
"2"
"Hmh , what happened to yo ex"? Ryan asked
"We broke up cause i cheated on her" he said making Ryan look at him funny
"I was young that was before i had JJ"
"Everybody make mistakes .. i guess" she frowned making him laugh
"Ian like that nomo tho"
"I believe you"
"What happened to yo ex"?
"This was before Kaash , he was mad weird like on some abusive controlling shit"
"Ion know bout y'all but i had to go asap , so i just left him alone, blocked him and tried to go on not my life"
"He ain't never come back"? Diddy asked
"Nah he was mad tho when i popped out with Kaash"
"Nigga tried to hit me once ong i decked him in his shit so fast" she shook her head making him bust out laughing
"Don't take this the wrong way but i feel like you had a past if you get what i'm tryna say" Diddy said
She looked at him and twist her lips to the side
"I wasn't no hoe or nun but i'd admit i was a li fast but i feel like that's why i am how i am now"
"Mature"?
"Yea" she nodded
"Ouuu i wanna know" he said getting comfortable
"Mhmm it's embarrassing like i really was out here being fast"
"It's okay you a changed woman now , got a job and shit looking all professional" he said making her laugh
pay attention IF ITS IN CURSIVE ITS THE PAST BUT IF ITS BOLD ITS THEM TALKING OR HER EXPLAMING IT MORE TO DIDDY YOU SHOULDNT BE CONFUSED BUT IF YOU IS I PRAY FA YOU AND ILL TELL YOU WHEN THE FLASHBACK IS OVER BUT PAY ATTENTION BITCHES -piimpdaddykiraa
FLASHBACK
"So girl you seen Kaash"? Lay asked a 16 year old Ryan
"Yea" Ryan shrugged
"Girlll he be checking for you and you be worried bout Jamari ass" Lay smacked her lips
"I heard bout Kaash , he cute and all but ian worried bout him" Ryan said drinking out of her wendy's cup
"Ouu girl Kaash and his homeboys coming over here" Lay said propping her titties up making Ryan frown
Ryan already had naturally big titties so she really never had to do much
"Wassup Ryan" Kaash said sitting next to her
"Hey" she said looking at him
"I lowkey had the biggest crush on Kaash" Ryan told Diddy
"I could tell now get back to the story"
"What you gettin into later"? he asked licking his lips
"Uhhh nothing"
"Mhm you tryna come to this house party"? he asked
"Who's"?
"Mines shawty"
"Hmh i'll think about it" she said knowing damn well she was gonna go
"Ight it start at 8 come by yk show yo face and shit" he said looking her up and down
"We'll be there" Lay said
"Ight imma fuck with you lata tho Ryan" he said making her nod
Him and his friends dipped
LATER THAT DAY ..
"What should i wear"? Ryan asked Lay
"Ouuu that it brings your ass out more" Lay said
"Really Lay"? Ryan smacked her lips
Ryan often tended to hang around the wrong people growing up
"Duhhh"
Ryan shrugged and took the outfit out
"Ryan" her mother called out
"Yes"?
"What y'all up there doin"?
"Nothing momma"
"Mhm ight now , ms grace told me about that party happening later on you better not be planning on goin"
"I'm not— i'm goin to Lay's for a sleepover"
"Okay y'all be safe"
Ryan rolled her eyes and closed her room door
After Ryan got dressed and did her hair her and Lay left
AT THE PARTY
"Ouu girl i'll be back there go Ricky" Lay said talking about her boyfriend
Ryan rolled her eyes and walked around the very big house the party was hosted in
"Aye you made it"? Kaash asked grabbing her arm
"Boy you almost got slapped" Ryan frowned turning around
"Girl chill out , but you look good" he said
"Thank you"
"You wanna drink"?
"Ehh ion drink much"
"Loosen up , i gotchu" he said making her a drink
He made her more of a fruity one since she doesn't drink
"It's good"?
"Yea" she nodded
"RYAN THIS WHAT WE DOIN"!?
Ryan looked at mad Jamari and rolled her eyes
"Really why you yellin"? she asked
"You out here being hoe , see i knew i shouldn't have fucked with yo thot ass"
"I honestly don't care" Ryan shook her head
She didn't even like Jamari, she was tryna make somebody jealous and it didn't work but she kept him around for company since she really didn't have anybody
Yea she had her parents but they wasn't there for her mentally , and Lay was her only "friend" so she kept her around
She sometimes would lean on Jamari for company not knowing how dumb it made her look
She really just needed somebody to be there for her and be her friend
The boys at that school would only try to talk to her to get in her pants which never worked
"I got something foe yo hoe ass" he said walking away
"You really fucked with his ass"? Kaash laughed
"It's not funny don't laugh"
"It is cause really— Jamari"?
She laughed but stopped feeling everybody eyes on her
The music and everything stopped
Kaash picked his phone up hearing it ding
He looked at his phone and looked at Ryan
"Ou—" he covered his mouth
"Ryan ryan ryan" Lay said jogging over to her
"What"? Ryan asked confused as ever
"Look" Lay shoved her phone in ryan face
Ryan looked at the video and her heart dropped
Everybody started laughing and pointing at her
"Damn you went out bad Ryan" Diddy said trying not to laugh
"That's not funny Diddy but back to story" she said laying on him
"Omg Ryan everybody got your nudes that's embarrassing" Lay frowned making a face as if she was disgusted
"Ian know Ryan got down like that"
"Shit me either you think she'll let me hit"?
"Shoot her ass out here doin all this she might"
Ryan eyes filled with tears as she pushed through the crowd trying to get to the bathroom
"AYE AYE AYE PARTY OVER YALL GET OUT" Kaash said making everybody smack they lips
Once everybody left he made his way to the bathroom
"Ryan"
"..."
"Girl bring yo ass out this bathroom" he smacked his lips
She opened the door and wiped her face
"That's you in that video"? he asked clearly surprised
Ryan didn't even know how Jamari got the videos if it was in her "my eyes only" thing on snapchat
Truth be told he grabbed her phone while it was unlocked and was going through it to see if she was cheating on him and he came across it and sent the videos to himself since he knew she wasn't gonna send it to him
"It's okay youon gotta answer it , you want me to handle him"? Kaash asked
"What you mean"?
"Like i could off the nigga if you want , i never really liked him" Kaash said leading her to his room
"That's okay" Ryan mumbled
"I mean whenever you want me too i'll do" he shrugged making her nod
"But umm— shit ion know what to say" he mumbled laying across his bed
"From the looks of it you was just flicking the bean that's a normal thing why you embarrassed"? he asked making her frowned
"Okay bad choice of words my fault , but frl its a normal thing why you trippin"?
"Cause everybody seen it"
"At least it's pretty— i mean shit what you want me to say" he made a face
"Calm down , another girl gone get exposed in 2 weeks and the spot light gone be all off you and onto her" he said trying his best to make her feel better
"I guess" she mumbled wiping her face
Her phone started ringing and she seen it was her father
She answered it
"RYAN ELIZABETH RODRIGUEZ WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS"!?
Her parents was the definition of toxic , they wanted to disown Ryan for every little thing she did
"I-"
"RYAN THIS IS UNACCEPTABLE YOU OUT HERE SENDING BOYS VIDEO OF YOUR BODY WE TAUGHT YOU BETTER THAN THIS"
"That's not what happened"
"THEN WHAT HAPPENED, YOU KNOW WHAT BRING YOUR ASS HOME AND WHEN YOU GET HERE IM TALING YOUR PHONE , COMPUTER , TV , AND MATTER FACT THAT DOOR COMING OFF TOO SINCE YOU WANNA BE GROWN AND YOU CAN FORGET ABOUT HANGING OUT WITH THAT LAY GIRL"!
Ryan hung up the phone not wanting to get yelled at any more
"You got tuff ain't it"? Kaash made a face
"Your really no help"
"Ian tell you to date Jamari ass— you know what my fault" he laughed
"Get yo stuff we gone get something to eat before i take you home"
FLASHBACK OVER
"And that's how we started talking" Ryan shrugged
"I mean you wasn't really being fast"
"That's all i told you trust and believe if i you was my daddy you would've wanted to beat the fuck outta me"
"What age you got pregnant with Santana"?
"16"
"Girl— that's the age you met Kaash"
"I told you i was being a li fast okay not to much on me"
"But it's all in the past , ion really regret anything cause if it never happened i wouldn't have Santana"
"I love how much you care for Santana like ion know it's jut something about it" Diddy said
"Like"?
"Ion know it's just .. it's the independentness , single motherness , hard working ness fa me .. it's giving" he said making her laugh
"Thank you" she laughed
"I like the way you is with JJ , youon see to much single fathers that actually take care of their child"
"You see me" he popped his imaginary collar making her laugh
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wassam😼
thoughts ?
ryan past ? 😟
jamari ?
would y'all claim ryan as being fast in the past ?
i finished that paper too LMFAOOOOO shit was raw asf 😭
what's y'all playlist called ?
conspiracy theories y'all believe ?
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-piimpdaddykiraa🅿️🚹🚹Ⓜ️🅿️