Harry
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Woke up rich, real bad bitch
All grown up, still feel like the kid
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I felt someone pushing me awake and I groan, I don't want to be woken up I was finally having a good sleep for once and maybe that was because Esme was in my arms
esme
oh fuck, I open my eyes quickly and I see Esme's face inches from mine and she smiles when she sees me looking at her, "wake up" she smirks and I feel her nose move against mine, I find my eyes drift down to her lips and she notices, fuck
she smirks and I look back to her eyes, she giggles and I'm glad she's in a better mood than earlier, I feel my arms smooth up her back and she takes a breath, "what time is it?" I ask and she turns to the side table, I see her phone light up when she looks at it, "it's four-forty-five" she whispers and I sit up rubbing my eyes, "what time are we going to the club?" I ask and she moves next to me
"I think 6?" she says and I nod, I feel her move closer to me and turns her forearms up looking at her fresh scars, she looks up at me and I look at her, "I feel ugly" she says and I grab both of her wrists gently, I move my head down to them and I leave two small kisses on each scar, she looks at me and I feel myself move closer to her lips but I feel a hand come up to my chest and I look down at it
"I-I uh I'm sorry" I stumble my words and she looks at me, "no, no it's not that I don't want to, its um its just really soon" she says sweetly and it doesn't hurt my feelings, I know she wants to but I get its too soon
she stares at me and I stare back, "I-I should probably get dressed and find Ember" she whispers moving away from me and I nod not wanting her to go but not wanting to hold her back
I see her walk out of the bedroom and I get up as well, I walk into the living room and I see Ember and Louis sitting at their kitchen counter, I eye Louis and I smile at Ember, she looks over to Esme and I hear them whisper to each other, I say goodbye to Esme and that I'll meet her at the club since I need to change, I see Louis walk me out of the apartment and I shut the door behind me
"what the hell happened?" he whispers and I shake my head, "Victoria and the events leading up to that call she got from her it had to be a lot at once, it's the only reasonable explanation" I say and he leans against the shut door
I'm not gonna tell him about what she did thats her own privacy, "do you think she'll be alright?" he asks me and I nod, "I'm sure she will be as long as we are with her" I shrug and he doesn't say anything, "this has to suck for her" he says with a monotone voice and I nod, "she's going through a lot, thats why she's going tonight to take her mind off of things" I say and he nods, "I have to change but I'll see you there" I say and he nods tapping my shoulder, I wave bye and I walk out of the building
I drive back to my house and I see Ripley scratching at the door, I open the door and he attacks me with his kisses, I push him into the house and I give him his belly rub for a few seconds before walking up to my room
I look through my closet and I find one of my newer looks I was given by my stylist, I throw on the purple and black glitter shirt and I leave the top buttons open right to my butterfly tattoo, I put on a basic pair of black dress pants and some black boots to go with it
I walk down to the first floor and I feed Ripley and he finishes his food within two minutes, he's definitely a little on the chunkier side, I open the door and I walk out to my car starting. I drive fifteen minutes to the club we're going to called catch one
I turn on my music and I drive through the traffic of LA as the sun is going down little by little
I pull up to the club and I park on the side of the building, I get out and I see Niall and Liam standing by the bouncer laughing with him, I walk up and I put my sunglasses in my collar of my shirt and I get to the big man
"name?" he says getting serious and I look at the boys, they laugh and I look at him, "Harry, Harry Styles" I look him up and down and he shuts up standing back and unhooking the velvet rope
I see the laser lights flashing red, pink and blue all over this big ass club, I see the dance floor on the side of me as I walk in and I hear the bass of the songs play, I look up and I see a balcony all along the second floor with rooms on each side of the four walls probably private rooms for the strippers is what I'm assuming
I look over to the velvet couches in the corner next and behind the bar, I see the velvet rope and the sign attached to it, VIP, I look to Niall and Liam behind me and I look at the guard who's standing next to the rope, "Harry styles" I say my name and he opens up the rope, guess I'm popular here
I sigh as I plop down onto the couches, I see Niall and Liam sit next to me and a couple minutes later, Zayn, Louis, Ember and Esme trail behind, I order us a round of shots and I see Esme sit next to me and I take in her beautiful outfit
she wears a pure white short dress with flower detailing on the top, she wears white shoes and her hair is tied up, the dress is a little thicker on one side because of her wraps holding her ribs steady
she sighs and I hand her a shot of straight vodka, "you taking one?" I ask her and she grabs it with no hesitation, "of course I need one" she mumbles and she holds it in her hand, I pass them around until everyone has one, we cheers and we take the one shot of many tonight, I feel the burn soothe down my throat and I shake my head at the taste, I see Esme and she does the same looking at me, "it's so nasty" she whispers and I laugh
"it will make you feel better for a little bit though" I say and she nods leaning closer to me, I feel her warmth spread around me and I order another round, the waitress walks off and a few minutes later is back with a new tray of shots
"let's get fucked up tonight!" I hear Niall say and he takes his shot, I laugh and I take mine the burning at a less now, I see Esme and she still shakes her head in disgust which makes me smile, my golden girl purest soul
"feeling better love?" I ask her and she smiles into me and nods, "yes mhm" she smiles and I know the drinks are hitting her now and somehow I knew she would be a lightweight
I order one more round and they come again I pass out the drinks again and I see Louis do a body shot off of Ember and they starting making out on one of the couches, I see Esme look at them and she smiles, I see her down the third shot and she doesn't make a face, she moves closer to me and I wrap my arm around her, I hear a new song start and she looks at me standing up
"come dance baby" she mumbles and I shake my head, "I don't dance goldie" I say and she giggles, "you will now smiley" she yells over the music and I give in, maybe it's the alcohol maybes its her
I feel her grab my hand and we walk to the flashing lights in front of us and the sea of people, I hear the song continue and the bass pumps through us, she wraps her hands around my neck and she dances in front of me that makes myself tighten in my pants, get a grip harry come on
she looks in my eyes and bites her lip as she dances in front of me and I try to dance with her but I'm not the greatest at following along kind of just do my own thing on stage
"Harry" she says my name and I look down at her, and she smiles at me, wanting the attention on her and only her so I do, I watch her for the rest of the song and she looks so incredibly hot as she dances all over me keeping her grip on my neck
the song dies down and she looks back to me again, "can we go back to your place I think Ember and Louis need to sleep in their own bed with out me bothering them" she says and I nod, "course let's go say bye then" I whisper and she grabs my hand and I squeeze it, we walk back to the VIP section and I see Niall and Louis and Ember sitting down taking more shots, "were's Liam and Zayn?" I ask them and they point to the bar where Liam is making out with some girl at the bar and Zayn is making his rounds with every girl in the place which would make sense for him
"we're gonna head out" I say and Ember looks at Esme, "your sleeping by him tonight?" she asks and Esme nods getting shy, "Have fun and wear protection" she smiles and I see Esme flip her off, I laugh and Esme looks at me, "see you tomorrow" she whispers to Ember and she kisses her forehead
I lead her out of the club and I start my car, "you tired Es?" I ask her and she nods lightly, "a little maybe it's the alcohol though" she whispers leaning her head on the window of my car, "do you have disinfectant at your house?" she asks me and I nod. "for my cuts and my ribs" she says and I nod understanding what she's trying to say
I feel her hold my hand on the console as I drive and she feels very comfortable, like this Is a daily thing and it terrifies me but it feels right with her
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