My frustration with wattpad is sO REALLL (ﾉಥ益ಥ）ﾉ┻━┻
here's a songfic because they're easy to write and I just give up ;u;
| Akashi Seijuro |
I got a heart and I got a soul, believe me I will use them both
He never payed attention to the other girls - well, he never payed attention to girls in general. They were tiring and a total nuisance to deal with. But, there was always a but, somehow you were in a relationship with him. Somehow you loved him to the point where you became dizzy when he was close. He was going to put his everything into your relationship - he was willing to put his heart and soul into what there was between you and him.
We made a start, be it a false one, I know
You were just a fling - that was what he told himself in the beginning. You were just a summer breeze, someone who would eventually pass and fade away. He was sure, he was positive that the erratic beating of his heart and the instinct to protect you was nothing really. Akashi, I-I like you! He did too - he liked you so much and he finally realised how crazy he was about you.
Baby I don't want to feel alone.
He needed your warmth and your care. You were his alarm clock and his coffee. You were everything.
So kiss me where I lay down, my hands pressed to your cheeks, a long way from the playground
He was sick of everyone expecting so much. He was tired with everyone being afraid of him, but what could he do - he was even afraid of himself. He was afraid that one day he'd stay the way he was, afraid that if he made everyone he loved run away, he'd never forgive himself. I'll stay forever, Seijuro - even if you hate me one day, I'll always be somewhere in your heart. You'll never forget me.
I have loved you since we were eighteen, long before we both thought the same thing - to be loved, to be in love
He can remember every single outline of your eyes and lips, the first things he sees and touches in the morning. He knows when your angry and when your upset, he can tell everything and he knows that you hate it - because you don't know as much about him than he does about you. He tells you when you're bawling into his shoulder that he was completely in love with you when the two of you were eighteen.
All I can do is say that these arms were made for holding you, I want a love like you made me feel
He knows that he was the first to fall in love. When you were still clueless and a broken-hearted girl he was head over heals for you. He knows that those eyes of yours looked at someone else when all he could see was you. But none of those things matter anymore, because you're finally his and he'll never let you go.
When we were eighteen.
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I KNOW THIS IS SO BAD OMG THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU'RE IN A ENTIRELY DIFFERENT MOOD BC ANOTHER SONG IS PLAYING UGH
my feet hurt so much because i went shopping and i wore these converse heel thingys and they scraped the skin on my toes //crying (lesson learned ಥ_ಥ)