OK, so umm, man, despite the title making you think that this might be some heartwarming chapter, I'm not going to lie, it's going to be make-up sex, so I mean, I guess enjoy? Cause you and I know that, bitch I suck at story building and shit; this is why I should've stopped at five chapters and left. Damn.
‼️This chapter includes explicitly detailed accounts of the gays. READER DISCRETION ADVISED‼️
###Atsushi's POV:
Shivering from the cold and the good 45 minutes we took crying outside in public while holding each other in the snow, we nestled closer and closer to the warmth of the heater and each other as neither of us spoke. We had somehow found ourselves at a hotel after giving up on every navigational system to guide us to either of our homes.
The silence was interrupted only by the occasional whistling of the wind outside the window. I rested my head on his shoulder, and he wrapped his arm around me, also leaning onto me. Still, neither of us spoke, but we did need to talk though, and we both knew that, but the fear of saying something wrong loomed over us. Deciding to take the initiative, I breathed out, " I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said what I said."
"No, I'm sorry I got too worked up over something that you hadn't even had enough time to think about. I shouldn't have snapped."
"I- hah, I guess we're both in the wrong, huh?" I chuckled slightly under my breath while Akutagawa smiled as he gripped his arm around tighter. "Yeah, I guess we were."
I find myself leaning further into him as a warm feeling rose to my head, and I found myself smiling. I really couldn't be without him, and I knew he felt the same for me. It was nice, the feeling of being loved by someone wholeheartedly.
###3rd Person POV:
Atsushi closed his eyes, and a tear trickled down his face as he gently smiled. The tears that landed on Akutagawa's hand made him nervous for a second as he tenderly cupped Atsushi's face wearing a worried expression. Atsushi held onto his hands as he tried to stop his tears.
"Atsushi, are you ok? Is there something I can do?" Akutagawa's expression became softer as he saw him smiling, but Akutagawa couldn't help being a bit tense.
" I'm fine, haha, just happy, really. I like you, Akutagawa. I'm sorry it took me so long to realise." Atsushi smiled.
His ears and cheeks were tinted red as Akutagawa heard these words and suddenly felt quite flustered as he muttered the exact words back while hugging Atsushi, " I feel like we did all of this in the wrong order." They both laughed before a silence enveloped the room again.
The atmosphere soon changed as the warmth of confessions were replaced by a rising heat, which had been suppressed until then between them, but now started to affect the two in the room. They were close enough to hear each other's heartbeat and the silence and sudden change in the air had their hearts beating faster than usual as a nervousness seemed to be present in both of them, which hadn't previously been there before.
The two found themselves eventually drawn to each other's lips - occasionally looking at each other's eyes for a look of approval - as their faces drew closer until their lips pressed against each other. As Akutagawa's tongue traced the borders of Atsushi's soft lips teasingly, blush seemed to have already reached from the bottom of his nape to the tip of his ears. Atsushi's mouth slightly parted as they welcomed his partner's tongue inside - as they intertwined with each other - Atsushi began to feel the heat reach his lower parts as he felt a bulge press up against his trousers.
Before long, Akutagawa had pinned Atsushi to the floor effectively on top of him as he enjoyed the view of his partner breathless and flushed red from merely a few kisses. Atsushi's gaze tended to wonder as he struggled to keep eye contact for long due to the accompany of embarrassment that followed along with it. Trying to divert Akutagawa's attention, he brought himself to follow his cool hands as they traced the person above him, shuddering at the sudden icy touches: starting at the neck, his hands carefully glided down over Akutagawa's firm chest as he swiftly began to undress him - reaching lower and lower while draping his fingers across the distinct and slender features of the man above him before reaching his member which throbbed as Atsushi's fingers rubbed against its tip.
A groan was released as Akutagawa's breath became more hoarse. Atsushi wrapped his fingers around the stiff member as he began to stroke it, consistently applying pressure as he reached the lower, more sensitive area making Akutagawa groan yet again as his eyes remained half-closed, as Atsushi continued to stroke him. Before long, precum had already begun to leak down, lubricating and further stimulating Akutagawa; Atsushi smooth movements didn't let up in speed or pressure as he continued to fondle the twitching member as his own grew damp in his boxers.
He was shocked as his wrist was suddenly grabbed, pulling his unwilling hands away from Ryūnosuke's member. As he looked up at Akutagawa looking for an explanation, an impatiently rough whisper sounded by his ear,
" Together... I wanna cum together."
Hearing this, a sensation of embarrassment seemed to fill Atsushi as he felt a hand grasp his member, making him shudder. Having sat upright, Atsushi pulled his member to Akutagawa's as he massaged them together between his trembling fingers and Akutagawa's warm ones. As Akutagawa groaned into Atsushi's neck, they both shuddered as they came onto each other.
***
###Atsushi's POV:
Honestly, you'd think this man who walks around coughing every five minutes would be sickly... But what the fuck is up with his bloody stamina?!
"Ngh... Akutagawa-"
I just came, and I feel like I'm drained of energy, but why the hell am I on a bed now? I thought we were going to stop there but why the hell is he licking such a place now?!
"W-wait...Stop-"
Trying to push him away or closing my legs were meaningless, considering I didn't even have the will to do so. Besides that, this guy probably enjoys seeing me embarrassed as my continued pleas to stop were pushing him to do more.
His hot tongue, which persisted at my entrance, abruptly entered inside of me, causing me to flinch as the pleasure started to suppress my morality again. I felt my mind going blank just as I was brought to release; however, Akutagawa's hand grabbed my throbbing cock as he placed his thumb on the tip and gently pressed down to stop me from cumming. Just as I was about to protest, he came and whispered in my reddened ear, "Not yet."
Following this, his fingers penetrated inside me as my hole gladfully sucked them in. He brought his long fingers to knead and explore until he found the prostate, which he did so rather quickly. As moans escaped my lips, he used his own to kiss and mark me, starting from my neck and slowly moving down, all while keeping a firm grasp on my leaking member. At a certain point, this became torturous as he stimulated me constantly but never allowed me to release, all while showering me in kisses—a cruel love.
"Akutagawa- Ngh, it hurts." I could feel the tears forming and my fingers falling limp as I tried to move his hands away. Suddenly, having seen my expression, almost unwillingly, he removed his hand from my member as I came yet again from his touches.
As he remained to gaze at my current state again, I could feel the embarrassment and relief redden my face as I brought my tired limbs closer to me before being spread open once more as he smiled, "You should be loose enough now."
###Akutagawa's POV:
I've realised that Atsushi is straightforward to please and finishes quite quickly too. As much fun as it was to see him indulging in self-gratification as he moaned and trembled under my touch, I wasn't such a nice person as to stop when he got tired or overstimulated. His pleas turned me on all the more: seeing him now beneath me reddened from his cheeks to his shoulders, I couldn't help but smile at this beautiful man who was before me and from now on by my side.
I brought his legs to my sides as I leaned forward and positioned my member at his pink welcoming entrance. As I pressed forward slightly, it seemed to suck me in as it twitched and tightened around my cock. I couldn't help but groan as I went in further slowly, as to feel every part of him, as he moaned and wrapped his legs around my waist. As my cock entered him up to the very hilt, I slowly pulled back out. His fingers intertwined with mine as I then suddenly thrust into him, earning me a surprised moan as his insides squeezed around me and his hands gripped mine as he shivered.
Not giving him a moment of relief, though, I repeatedly rammed my cock into him after slowly pulling out. Continually searching for his sweet spot as my cock dug deeper into him. Suddenly, I felt his arms wrap around my neck as he brought me in for a kiss. I could feel his moans as they reverberated inside my mouth; our tongues entangled themselves around each other. And our breathless pants filled the room as our bodies pressed against each other. The pleasure seemed to cloud my thoughts; his nails dug into my back as I relentlessly thrust into him, getting faster and harder with each time, leaving him breathless and red.
"Ngh~"
His sweet whimpers sounded gently by my ears as he suddenly clenched around my cock as to say he was close. I felt my own member twitch as I also reached the climax; his legs pulled me closer into him, telling me not to pull out - and as such, we came. As my cum filled him to the brim and his own was released onto himself, his legs fell back to my sides, and this man now lay before me, exhausted.
I couldn't help but frown a little as to his noticeably low stamina in bed, but it didn't bother me for long as it was something we could quickly fix. However, his current weary state stopped me from going for another round. Instead, I was simply happy to be with him again - the last few weeks were quite painful, but seeing him now, I couldn't help but smile.
***
After having had wiped him down, given him a shower clothed him and changed the bed sheets, we lay back onto the bed as the clock ticked away at 2 in the morning. The wind blew outside quite fiercely, and Atsushi, who was already drifting to sleep, had snuggled up next to me, nestling himself into my warmth, and I did the same back. Although his eyes were barely open at this point, they remained to gaze into mine with an affection that radiated a beautiful tenderness as he spoke once again, " I love you, quite a lot Akutagawa."
"...you can't take that back now, Jinko. Promise?" I smiled.
He let out a lighthearted chuckle, and as his eyes closed and just before he drifted off into his sleep, he whispered, "Yeah, I promise."
The End.
Authors note y'all this has been a series of inconsistent updates, nefarious plot and some wtf moments. I was initially content with the first five chapters, but for some fucking reason, I decided to make more cause I fucking hate myself. Anyway, it's been long and arduous, and the flow and feel of the story went down the wrong path as soon as I also felt less motivated to continue this - ultimately, the lesson learned today is not to write when I don't want to cause it shows in my writing. I still hope you all enjoyed reading this, though and stay safe.