The next morning I get up to a screaming shanti and a running roc."Ugh can't get any sleep around here! " I yelled "well look who's up " rock says while kissing my cheek "sorry just a bit cranky, didn't get much sleep " I laughing a bit. "Didn't get much sleep huh? ,you were snoring pretty loud" he said laughing harder than I did "yeah.. " I said giving him a weak smile "baby you okay? " ," hm? ,oh until yeah you know just excited for today let me get dressed and Ill meet you downstairs in about 30 so we can leave" I smile standing up from the bed "alright, by the way.... you should really put clothes on " he said laughing and I walking out. "I swear to - fuck! "
*30 minutes later *
"Mommy mommy! Look what daddy made !!!" Shanti yells showing me her Mickey mouse pancake " daddy made that baby? You sure it wasn't from a box? " I said while laughing. "Haha very funny, hurry eat up my princess, and queen we have to leave in 10" roc says while kissing our cheeks handing me a plate "shanti baby go in the living room and eat while means mommy talk " , "okay daddy " she said skipping out the room "Hey! Stop that damn running " I said laughing weakly. "So did you talk to security? " I said "nah we're going to meet them there none ofthat right now, What's wrong baby? If getting married isn't something you dont wanna do then we don't have to-" I cut him off " no it's not that.... well it is I don't think I'm ready, I mean at first I was all for it but now ....now I don't know " I say looking down at my pancake. "Hey, looking im not going to force you to get married to me if your not really I guess I'm just going to have to accept it we did kind of rush it with Everything that happened ... maybe another time? " he says whispering the last part. I think is this really what I want? Do I want to just be known as a girlfriend or hurt the love of my life? I think I'm going to just go with it too much time.and love was put into this I can't end it all now "you know what..... I am ready, just the blues talking. " I say smiling "really?!" He says back smiling even harder than me. " yes baby I'm sure " I said laughing at him being shocked "well we should leave wouldn't wanna be late now would we? " he says grabbing me by the waist kissing me twice "I think your the one that's going to make us late, shanti come on time to go!! " i guess only thing left to say it ..let the wedding begin.