August
I wasn't worried about nothing or nobody after I told Kim to put that post out for me and Aaliyah birthday celebration. All I was worried about was the smile that would be on her face the whole day, having a good ass time with my girl and my friends and not caring who sees. I'm not going lie and say that I didn't see the hurt in Breezy face but if he knew about me and Aaliyah past he would understand. I tried for years to stay away from her because I thought that she hated me for pushing her away, once I found out Breezy was getting her attention I fell all the way back and I was somewhat hurt. I kept trying to get Trey to tell him to leave Aaliyah alone but he said it was none of his business. I respected and accepted that maybe she was better off without me. But as years went by I saw that pain in her, saw that she wasn't herself and prayed for her. She was the realest girlfriend I ever had and I can say I will never let her go again, she going be my wife one day.
Right now I'm living in this moment, this feeling of love, to have her sleeping beside me. She decided to stay with me since I begged her and told her that I would be lonely in this house. Besides that the media been following her every move so she wanted to feel safe. Every time I wake up to her a smile can't help but to appear on my face, she brought out the best in me these last few months, just hearing her laugh is contagious. The way she looks at me with those beautiful brown eyes sets my mind on fire 'cause that shit makes me want to make love to her, and I noticed that lil green spot in her eye that sparkles every time she smiles. How she bites her lip when she's frustrated, I've noticed more and more about her everyday, she has evolved into a beautiful well spoken person. Her soft voice just makes me feel so calm or how she rubs on my head to make me fall asleep. That baby voice she does when I leave the bed or how I just could be downstairs and she be feeling lonely.
How she pokes her lip out when you woke her out of her sleep because you just moved over so she can sleep peacefully. I can't fight the feeling of kissing and touching on her when she's laying next to me. She looks so beautiful peacefully sleeping with her hand over her face, that jasmine scent she use in her hair and body be intoxicating that every morning I wake up licking and sucking on her bottom lips until she explodes. I just keep falling deeper in love with her emotionally, physically, and mentally. I feel like the most blessed man ever to have her in my life, like nothing can stop me, I'm invincible. She been working too hard lately, I gotta take her away from L.A. I know I been doing so much for her but she deserves it and I don't want nothing in return but her love for me.
Yesterday when she came running in the house I didn't think nothing of it, thought maybe she had to go to the bathroom. But when I walked to the bathroom to see if she was good the door was locked, I thought the worst when she didn't answer me so I kicked the door down. She was sitting on the floor silent so I hugged her. When she said, "We're having a baby" my heart dropped, I never thought that I would be in this situation, never thought that I would have my own family, never thought I would be in love. Never thought I would have her back in my life, never thought that I would experience being an actual father to my own child. I knew that how much love we were making we would make a baby, remember I said make up for lost times.
She been tired so I got her to sleep in for today and asked Gi-gi to take over, I think she more than one month pregnant, maybe two months because her body trying to adjust to carrying a life inside of her. Damn my baby, having my baby when she gets bigger we gotta lay low for a while to keep her mental, body, and soul right so she won't be stressing. The last thing we need is to lose our baby, us, or ourselves. I'll fight the world for them to be happy, still can't believe there's a new life inside of her stomach. I was watching her sleep again, when she was moving her shirt lifted a little showing her stomach. I laid my head on her and kissed her stomach, wrapped my arms around her body softly kissing her stomach still.
"Mmm Aug what are you doing?'-Aaliyah
"Loving on you and kissing our baby"-August
"Well you better stop because I'm already tired enough"-Aaliyah
"I know I'm just loving this moment, I promise that I won't do nothing else to your body. Besides that your body has to adjust for our child. All I want to do is cherish you"-August
"You do enough for me Aug that's why I had a whole day planned for you yesterday but I feel so sick I won't be able to do it now. You gotta get catered to sometimes too. We're in a relationship now, I have to show you as much love as you show me. Besides that we made a child together that's the best blessing ever to me and I appreciate all that you do for me. If it wasn't for you I wouldn't know what love is, I'm glad that we can experience this together. I love you Aug and I don't care what nobody say about us, we were meant for each other. I know that you were protecting me back then but I'm glad that we're here now"-She said crying and started smiling
"Aaliyah you do more than enough for me, you show me so much love that I be high without Mary Jane, having you here by my side is all that I need. Yes it's a beautiful blessing that I won't ever forget, you made me a father and even though I'm still shocked, I'm happy that I can raise a child with the love of my life. I always gotta make you happy because I'm making up for everything that I lose, I love you too and fuck what anybody say about us we good. Yeah we here and that's what matters right now. Including this baby inside of you."-I said kissing her stomach again
"God you're amazing"-Aaliyah
"Yeah so are you but your phone been ringing off the hook, did you even make it to chill with Trey?"-I said handing her phone to her
"I don't see why, no actually I reversed to the pharmacy so yeah you know the story"-Aaliyah
"You goofy"-I said shaking my head
"You made me like this but what you doing today?"-Aaliyah
"We gotta make an appointment for you or see if you can get seen right away"-August
"I don't want to get up I feel so drained like my body giving up on me"-She whinned
"Sweets your body adjusting to our baby, its all good I got you. Come on get up beautiful, I know that, we both know you want to know what's going on with our baby"-August
"Now you're goofy but okay, I do, I do. Just give me 5 more minutes please Auggie?"-She said giving me those puppy dog eyes
"Nope you not going get me this time, besides only Yungin' can give me those puppy dog eyes"-I said laughing
"Bye Yungin' ain't as cute as me"-She said fake hurt
"You need help getting dressed too or you got that on your own?"-August
"I think I got it smart guy"-She said putting her finger up and going into the closet
"Keep being smart you going remember how we made that baby"-August
"Yeah, yeah, yeah"-Aaliyah
I admit that I'm excited to be a father, let alone with Aaliyah, so I'm going do everything that I can for her and our baby. Who would've ever thought that I would be a father at 28, settling down at this age. I mean I would do this over and over again with Aaliyah, relive the moment I met her, relive the moment I told her to leave, give her the ring that's around her neck, married her right then and there, had a few kids while living out there in Paris. As a kid we always had plans, whether it was saving money up to leave Atlanta or traveling the world together. One plan that we had the most was getting a place out in Paris away from everybody, any time we lay low that's where we will go away from fans, paps, people that's trying to break us down and the bull shit. The fact that Trav got us that place out in Paris speeded that process up, when she gets 5 months we going move to Paris and have peace.
"You ready?"-Aaliyah said knocking me out of my thoughts
"Yes ma'am, you look beautiful by the way. Skin glowing beautifully, Trey was right though he ready be a first time uncle for our baby."-August
"Thank you and oh blah ya'll don't know me"-She said rolling her eyes
I grabbed her hand and we walked out to my new Jeep that Aaliyah got for me the other day, I made sure she got in then got in the driver's seat and drove to her doctor's office. I made sure that nobody saw us and we went to the back of the building without anybody noticing us.
"Good morning, how can I help you?"-Denise
"Dr. Rayne expecting us"-Aaliyah
"Yes right this way"-She said quietly getting us to the back
I had my hoodie on to cover my tattoos, and hood on to hide myself, she got us to the back in a room where she told us to wait for Dr. Rayne to come in. Good thing that they had the ac on because this hoodie was making me hot, I helped Aaliyah on the chair and she held my hand while we waited for her to come in.
"You good sweets?"-August
"Yes just nervous"-Aaliyah
"You have no reason to be, I'm here with you and everything going go as planned because we have God by our sides"-August
"Yeah you're right, I just need to relax"-Aaliyah
We heard a knock on the door and Dr. Rayne came walking in.
"Good morning Aaliyah, August. What's going on today that you had to come in right away?"-Dr. Rayne
"Good morning"-We said in unison
"Well uh"-She said nervous
"Everything okay? You know you can always talk to me?"-Dr. Rayne
"She's pregnant"-I said speaking for her
"Really? Wow, that's amazing Aaliyah. I remember you told me a doctor said you wouldn't be able to conceive so those procedures we had done for you help I see. I'm happy for you, you been through a lot, well lets check your vitals first and then check on the baby after we get a sample from you"-Dr. Rayne
Damn so its true she couldn't have kids at first, how is it possible that now she can with me? Procedures? Man I wish I could understand what a woman went through and been there for her through it all. She walked into the bathroom and I just sat there going through my phone when my mom called me.
"Hello?"-Sheila
"Hey ma, what's up?"-August
"So you wasn't going tell me that sweets pregnant?"-Sheila
"We just found out yesterday ma, we at her doctor's appointment now to make sure. I promise I'm not keeping nothing from you besides you already know I had to make a baby with the love of my life"-I said laughing when Aaliyah came out of the bathroom
"Oh god you really said that to your mom"-Aaliyah
"Boy stop but I'm happy for you guys, I'm even more happier that yall are back together. Because I haven't seen you smile in years and I'm glad she's the reason. You better marry her now yall have a child coming."-Sheila
"Yeah but she been saying sweet stuff about you, she loves you just like I love you"-I said hugging her
"Aww yall so cute, call me and let me know what's going on"-Sheila
"Aight ma, we love you"-August
"Love yall too and congratulations"-Sheila
I hung up and Aaliyah sat back down then the doctor came back in.
"How you feeling Aaliyah?"-Dr. Rayne
"Nauseous, tired, hungry"-Aaliyah
"Well you're vitals are all good and the test came back that you are indeed pregnant. Congratulations are in order."-Dr. Rayne
"Thank you"-We said in unison
"So lay back and lets check you for your first ultrasound, lift your shirt please. This jelly is a little cold. Just relax, okay now I'll move the wand around. It takes a minute to find the sack."-Dr. Rayne
Aaliyah was getting frustrated because she was biting her lip, I grabbed her hand and started rubbing it to comfort her then she calmed down.
"Okay, you see that little circle right there that's the egg sack, your baby is growing. So it seems to me you are only two months pregnant Aaliyah. I will print the sonograms for you to keep and we can make your next appointment. You'll need to drink a lot of fluids, consume more food than you do now, take some prenatal vitamins to make sure your baby is progressing properly, get more rest, stay stress free and most importantly you are providing for two now so you have to think of not just yourself also the baby you are carrying. So stay out of the public eye for a while, I need you and baby to stay stress free."-Dr. Rayne
"That's a lot to take in"-Aaliyah
"Don't worry I got you, you're not alone in this sweets"-August
"Good thing you have him, I'll be right back with the sonograms and your papers to leave then I'll let you know when your next appointment is."-Dr. Rayne
"Thank you Dr. Rayne, I really appreciate you for helping me beat the odds and I thank you for seeing me right away. If it wasn't for you I wouldn't be here today"-Aaliyah said on the verge of tears
"No it was you, God and this man that beat the odds. But you know I will always have your back Aaliyah, remember I told you that miracles happen well that happened for you. Again congratulations and I'll be right back."-Dr. Rayne
"Thank you"-We said in unison
"You okay sweets?"-August
"Yes I'm more than okay, I'm so excited. I can't believe we are going to be parents"-Aaliyah
Dr. Rayne came back in and gave Aaliyah the sonograms, I signed the papers and we walked outside back to my Jeep. Her next appointment was next month but she still had to call her doctor to check in just in case something happens, I made sure that she got in and then pulled off back to our house, we was halfway there when Aaliyah phone was ringing like crazy. I picked it up for her because she was gushing over the sonogram pictures and put it on speaker to hear screaming which broke Aaliyah out of her trance.
"Oh my god congratulations yall"-Kiana
"When the fuck was you going let us know you was pregnant bitch?"-Keisha and Jaselina said in unison
"Right I'm supposed to be the god mommy"-Lilly
"We knew she was knocked up by now the way her skin was glowing"-Jessie
"Well excuse me for trying to keep my stress level down for not telling nobody and we just found out yesterday so bye"-Aaliyah
"Somebody's getting mood swings already"-Keisha
"Keep her calm Aug before she starts crying with all them emotions going on inside of her"-Jessie said laughing
"Wait, hold the fuck up how did yall find out?"-Aaliyah
"Lavell was over here smoking with me and said something about yall having a baby"-Lilly
"And what was Lavell doing at your house?"-Aaliyah
I was laughing because I knew that after giving him her number they would hit it off quickly, especially after me and Aaliyah's birthday party they was tonguing each other down like it was their last time on earth. Like they were making babies for a new population.
"None of your business, thank you but I knew you was going be pregnant"-Lilly
"Don't change the subject, you better be using protection because the way yall was tonguing each other down after Aug and I party like it was yall last time on earth, like yall was making babies for a new population. Tell Lavell he officially part of the family, I'm going let papa and mama know that they got a new son-in-law. Matter fact you better go get you a pregnancy test because I know Lavell probably be fucking you like he be eating cheeseburgers. He never without food in his hands, shockingly he stocky as fuck. Little big ass, so speak up shawty."-Aaliyah said going in
I was laughing in the background along with all Aaliyah's girls, she really was going in on Lilly like she was doing a stand up comedy. No lie Aaliyah real life be funny without trying to be, I shook my head and pulled up to our house. Aaliyah grabbed her phone and was still talking to her girls while I grabbed her bag then locked up the Jeep. By the time I turned around she was already in the house, I closed the door behind us and locked it. While she was still on her phone I got a email from my label showing five of my songs that went platinum, double platinum and gold. Ya boy still hitting numbers, I swear I love my fans man. I didn't realize Aaliyah was off the phone until she stood in front of me.
"What you smiling for?"-Aaliyah
"I'm highly blessed that's all, ya man music just got more platinum, double platinum and gold records. It means a lot to me that my life is unfolding the right way, the way that God wants it to be. On top of that blessing me with you and this baby."-August
"Wow Aug that's amazing, I'm so proud of you. You deserve it because you have worked so hard to get where you are today, your fans love you. I always told you that you will be something special to the world someday, look at you now, showing people that there's no failure in life because you never gave up. I love the man that you became, its more greatness in you and I'm happy I'm here to watch it evolve out of you. No I'm blessed to have a man like you, that no other woman can have"-Aaliyah
"See that's why I love you, you always get me and thank you beautiful I appreciate you. But you wild I gotta give my fans apart of me too, they going be mad if I don't show my face on the gram"-I said laughing
"I love you too and bye I see another detailed paragraph under one of your pics I'm fighting"-She said laughing
"They do be like a chapter book"-I said laughing
I love how we can just laugh about something or how we can have a deep conversation and she be simulating my mind with her words. We be on a different level than I ever been on with any other woman, I love that she makes me feel all gushy inside. I promise that I'm going to marry her soon, if not now sooner than you know it. I needed her back in my life, its like blessing after blessing just keep coming my way. Yungin' came running in the room and Aaliyah picked him up like a baby, she was giving him so much love that I knew she would be a great mother when our baby comes. I appreciate Kim for getting her a puppy, I took a picture of her and for the first time in my life I posted her to my Instagram with no caption. Never have I posted anything about my life unless it was just me or my family, events I was having or my music. I'm really in love, she's my addiction and I can't get enough of her. I locked my phone back and we went out back to look at the view, she was leaning against me as I wrapped my arms gently around her stomach. We sat there in silence and I somewhat fell asleep with my head in the crook of her neck.