Burnt skin was all I smelled
Filling my nostrils with the stench
As I woke from my unconscious state
My arms red bloody and burned
Marked forever
The wounds stung
Burnt skin and ashes stuck to the flesh
I hissed like the fire I had used
When I cleaned the burned skin
My teeth clenched
My eyes tearing
I took the now black metal
Washed it cleaned it and hid it away
A tear ran down my cheek
As I remembered no one noticed it
Noticed my screams
Noticed my cry's
Noticed my pain
I opened a window And looked down
A five story jump
Maybe that would kill me
I took the crumpled letter
I'd written long ago
I laid it upon the fireplace
And climbed out the window
I stood on the stairs looking down
I gulped loudly and swung one leg over
I swung the other too and soon I followed
I fell down fast
No yells were heard
No scream of fear
I fell towards the concrete
And my world fell black
'Goodbye everyone. I'm sorry if I made you sad.'
My last thoughts were blurred
And the last I felt was relieve