2 years after the breakup
New Chapter.
New page.
New story.
But....
Same life.
All I see was sadness in every eyes of people even mine.
I dare to smile for it the way, it is the mask I wear in every moment I am with others.
They believe so they don't ask if I am ok.
That's may goal, to make them believe I'm ok, so no one need to be sorry to me.
It is my life.
Sorrow, Loneliness, Anxiety, Trust issues and Emotions.
What if I continue to live as the Jea I want?
It is my life and my story.
I will write it as I wanted it to be, as I want my book of life to be.
This story is not about us.
This story is not about Jazen,
but this story is about me.
Myself.
My life.
My dream.
My choice.
And this is the path I want and the new chapter begins here.
Should I call it
The
What If's of Tomorrow season 2
and here it goes......
Normal life.
Normal routine.
The choice I made 2 years ago................
If you want a tea here it is.
Jazen and me are still continuing to be the best of friends we clarify it and as it should we have now are different chapters and here goes mine.
December 19, 2022 (The day before the Christmas party)
2 years passed, still felt the existence of sorrow in my eyes.
Maraming nangyare.
This is where I feel to hate myself and
Louise and Riku broke up.
Annika and his bf, Aziel are legal with their parents.
The tropa is still the tropa.
Riku is still my friend but not Louise's .
The squad or should I call the ninja tutles, Riku, Louise, Haru and I break off because of some happening but I'm still friend with them.
Zeke is still in the other school.
Kuya Kaiden is still my best friend.
Talli, Gianna and Elara has their own love lifes.
Harika continuing to be a single but I hope she will find the right one.
I became closer with Terrence since he's like making a move on me.
Kenneth, I am not so much close to him but we talked when needed.
Kieffer still is not showing but I got some news that he's part of the varsity of some team in Manila and continue pursuing highschool there.
Yes you might be confused.
I am still the muse of the 2 batches and Haru is still my partner. It likes the same life in my Grade 7 but now I am in Grade 9 and Riku, Kaiden and Haru is now in Grade 10.
Mam Maricel: Class I know you've all heard that Haru is in the hospital.
Jea: hoi gaga bat dko alam 'to anyare sa kanya
Louise: Let me explain
Jea: puta parang breakup
Louise : ayaw nya pasabe mag-aalala ka daw
Jea: gf ba ako?
Louise : feelingero talaga un
Jea: ansama mong dimunyu ka
Louise : sa true lang
Mam Maricel: So we've decided to replace Jairo as the new escort of the 2 batches.
Jea: puta sino yun
Louise : tanong naten mamaya, I mean ikaw lang pala magtatanong
Jea: sge iwas pa
Louise: eh walang ya ayq sya makita
After class..
Jea: sino ung Jairo
Riku: Nakarating na pala sa inyo ung balita, Asherton Jairo Clarke, in my batch, introvert, and especially is my best friend, new comer last year.
Jea: alam mo pagdating sa mga tao andami mong alam
Riku: well goodluck sa pagiging comfortable sa new escort mo
Jea: tangina
Mam Maricel: oh Jea buti nakita kita we have a meeting later after class
Jea: ok po mam
Louise: magkakajowabels ka na ata
Jea: d ko need love yourself charot new jowabels dis
Louise: nakakatawa joke mo
Jea: pakyu
I tried one sort of relationship and it is with Haru but it didn't end up so well but he said sorry and we're fine, we became friend once again.
Strong wind, cold, passed to me as I turned my head and saw his smile again until...
One boy came through my view, his hair is curly, he's short more like my height, he's laughing with Riku.
Talli: huy arat na
Jea: gago nambibigla ka naman eh
Talli: sadyang mabiglain ka lang
We walked to the canteen to buy some snacks and sit while waiting for our teacher.
Annika: may plano ka na bang lumablayp ulet?
Jea: gaga ka ba? Malamang I just missed the feeling of being loved malay naten diba
Louise: so reto na?
Jea: sure if ok lang friends muna tas if by chance un nga edi G ako syempre
Riku: bat di si Jairo?
Jea: dko pa nga namemeet gaga
Riku: edi imeet weak mo
Jea: ta ako lalake? Gago
Louise: ang babaeng takot sa first move
Jea: kahiya kaya
Jea: layas nga dto Riku tagaibang batch ka bat ka andto
Riku: palibhasa walang jowa che
Jea: tanginamo wala ka na den remember
Riku: tanginamo
Louise grabbed my hand and run because it's so uncomfortable for her when we talked about them.
"Class dismissed" our teacher said.
Annika : arat gala
Louise : bawal sya may date
Annika: hala di ako informed sino yan
Jea: gaga meeting with the escort puta
Louise: gudluck sa date!
I threw them a middle finger gesture as I walked going to the faculty room.
Mam Maricel: oh Jea nan dito ka na pala Jairo this is Jea..
I felt the strong cold breeze again as his head turned around with hus body and faced me.
Mam Maricel: Jea, this is Jairo
Jairo: hello, nice to meet you
Jea: he...
My words shuttered that very first scene with him.
Jairo: ha?
Jea: ah wala nice to meet you
He scratched his head as his smiled to me.
That very gloomy, black, and sorror world I filled in as I lost a person in my life was turned colorful and bright with his smile. That doubt every moment I had when I am with a man was faded also by his smile.
I was startled.
Mam Maricel: uhm so pabayaan ko muna kayo magusap para nakapaget to know kayo
Jea and Jairo: thank you po
Jea: so balita ko besprend ka din ni Riku
Jairo: dko talaga sure if lalake yun ah kasi napakachimoso nya
Jea: alam mo true ka dyan HAHHAH
I felt comfortable at first talk.
Jea: introvert ka ba? Pansin ko lang tahimik mo eh
Jairo: oo kaya goodluck on keeping up with my silence
Jea: waw english kakanosebleed pre
Jairo: pre na pala ngayon
Jea: bakit gusto mo babe? Char
Jairo: speed
Jea: sakto lang lapit na pala ng pasko
Jairo: oo nga tas new year na ambilis
Jea: kailan kaya pwede bumagal yung oras?
Jairo: bakit mo naman gugustuhin bumagal yung oras?
Jea: gusto ko sana bumagal sya pag masaya ako para lubusin ko na
Jairo: ipatigil ko na ba ngayon para pasayahin muna kita
Jea: banateriest yawa
Jairo: malay mo ako talaga
Jea: gaga kakabreak ko lang 3 weeks ago
Jairo: wala sa tagal ng oras ang magsasabing pwede ka na magmahal ulit if you're ready then be it.
Jea: tignan naten
rain starts pouring and I don't have an umbrella.
Jairo: oh payong mabasa ka pa sanay na ako sa ulan
Jea: kahiya naman
Jairo: sus
Jea: ika sus
Jairo: gusto mo lang ako makasama sa isang payong eh
Jea: eh kung dun di ka mababasa why not?
Jairo: akin na nga buksan ko na tas hatid na kita sa pupuntahan mo
Jea: tutal naman mas matangkad ka
It was so comfortable talking to him like that.
We talked for the first time but it felt like we've met before.
Jairo: walang silbe tong payong ayan oh nababasa ka pa
Jea: gago ginaganyan mo payong mo
Jairo: oh jacket para di mabasa uniform mo
Jea: sure ka dyan?
Jairo: malamang
He smiled as he handle to me his gray cottoned jacket that fits with my blue jumper uniform.
Jairo: oh parang nakaporma ka pa
Jea: may date kasi ako char
Jairo: waw sanaol
We walked going to the tutor center for as I said it was part of our routine to meet there and go home together.
We reached the mall and decided to buy some "Palamigs" or so called "juice".
Jea: yes naman melon
Jairo: umiinom ka palang ganyan
Jea: malamang sarap kaya, libre mo naman din ako nung kikiam oh favorite ko
Jairo: waw di ka maarte
Jea: sino bang nagsabing maarte ako
Jairo: feel ko lang bat ba
We ate while I'm smiling cause it's my fav meal then...
"Jea gusto mo pa ba ng kikiam bilhan pa kita" a man inserted while I looked shook as I turned around and saw his face with a smile".
End of Chapter 18 season 2