As I slowly turn around
:: Boo
I scream my lungs out
Nhlamulo :: "laughs" I really didn't know that you have a squicky voice
Me :: you not funny
Nhlamulo :: sorry
As I look at the photographs their is my pictures and pictures of two girls , they probably look young like around two years or so . And I'm curious to find out who are these kids
Nhlamulo :: you probably asking yourself who are they ?
Me :: yes and the fact that you have me pictures it's creepy
Nhlamulo :: they were just ...
Ties are streaming down Nhlamulo's cheeks . Is he crying. Like seeing a men cry is so uncomfortable I feel like I'm guilty for no reason
Me :: they were what
Nhlamulo :: they were just two years old they were innocent , they didn't do anything bad
Me :: I'm sorry
(I sat patting him on the back)
Nhlamulo :: they were my kids
(Nhlamulo had kids truly speaking that's a turn off , like I'm not ready to have kids at all I'm not)
Me :: I'm sorry . What happened
Nhlamulo :: they died in a car accident
Me :: sorry , they in a very good place now and they watching over you
Nhlamulo :: I won't forgive myself for not protecting them
Me :: forgive yourself it's part of healing and growing
Nhlamulo :: but I'll survive I'm a man after all
(I attack him with a hug , honestly I didn't know why but I felt like he needs one )
Nhlamulo :: thank you
Me :: pleasure
Nhlamulo :: I really needed that
Me :: so are we going to ignore the fact that my pictures are in this room
Nhlamulo :: we'll talk about that one later in the relationship
Me :: relation-what now
Nhlamulo :: a relationship
Me :: "laughs" let's forget that
Nhlamulo :: so now that you are here I'm planning on having eight kids . So will you manage ?
(He ask confidently , calm with a deep kinda lazy voice that just makes my heart beat faster)
Me :: what did you just say
Nhlamulo :: yes eight kids
Me :: I only want two kids which are only boys
Nhlamulo :: why boys
Me :: because I grew up without a brother
Nhlamulo :: but Oratile is here
Me :: so you know Oratile
Nhlamulo :: yes I do . Where is he by the way
Me :: Cape Town at school
Nhlamulo :: ohh . All your siblings are away I'm sure you lonely.
Me :: no I'm not , I'm so close to my gran that she's my best friend , mother , motivator , sister and my nightmare . All in one
Nhlamulo :: "chuckles" that's not the best package at all
Me :: it is not , but I'll leave
Nhlamulo :: so you love taking pictures
Me :: yes ... no
Nhlamulo :: are you giving me a straight answer
(He asks strictly and with that voice of his)
Me :: okay . I love taking pictures but the pictures I saw here were just for a lingerie line so they asked me and I agreed firstly it was awkward but now I'm used to it
Nhlamulo :: so you get naked around men
Me :: "laughs" yes . people who take photographs are mostly gay so don't worry
Nhlamulo :: what if they take you away from me ?
Me :: "chuckles" no they won't plus we not ...
Nhlamulo :: we not what
Me :: let's leave ,so I guess it's a good night from me
Nhlamulo :: good night sweetie
We went to our room . I got in and went straight to the bed I was exhausted my body was aching
NEXT DAY
I woke in the morning I really don't know what's the time . I got out the covers , made the bed as I'm naked Nhlamulo knocks
Me :: I'm busy
Nhlamulo :: you can use my toiletries
Me :: ohh thanks
After he left I wore my clothes and went downstairs
Nhlamulo :: morning sweetheart
Me :: hi
Nhlamulo :: here's some breakfast
Me :: no need for that I gotta go home
Nhlamulo :: it's still early
Me :: my gran needs me
Nhlamulo :: no she doesn't
Me :: who are you to tell me that
Nhlamulo ::I am Nhlamulo and I just told you to go take a shower , I'll be waiting for you here
(He say calmly with that voice of he's , he sounds intimadating and scary at the same time. I slowly went turned around scared as hell because of this guy)
I went upstairs and took a shower , brushed my teeth and wore my clothes . I wanted to go home but I really slept peaceful . So I went downstairs
Nhlamulo :: you done
Me :: yes , can we go now
Nhlamulo :: just eat your breakfast then we'll go
I ate my food even though I was tired shame . We left went home . Now we were at the gate
Me :: thanks for the ride
Nhlamulo :: I'm going in with you
Me :: theirs no need for that
As I was about to answer dude was already going into the house . I ran when I got in I found him chatting with my gogo
Gogo :: so you were at Nhlamulo's house
Me :: uhm
Nhlamulo :: yes gogo
Gogo : that's great
Me :: WHAT?
Gogo :: yes plus Nhlamulo is a very good boy
Me :: really now?
Nhlamulo :: "chuckles" I'll have to go ma
Gogo :: bye son
I went to my room left them in the kitchen ,
Gogo :: ain't you saying bye
Me :: nah
I got on my bed and rested . I'm tired
NEXT DAY
I woke up around 11:30 . I set in room
Gogo :: I hope you awake
Me :: I am
I got out of my room Uncle T was there sitting in the lounge
Uncle T :: that's my girl
Me :: hi
Uncle T :: I'm.sure you just woke up right now
Me :: maybe you right
Uncle T :: you know that I'm correct
Me :: okay
(Say shyly)
Uncle T :: why don't you come to dinner tommorow at my house
Me :: uhm , I'll think about it
Uncle T :: just come plus you'll have time with your childhood besties
Gogo :: She'll definitely come
Uncle T :: thank you daughter
Uncle T left with my dad .
Me :: gogo you didn't have to you know
Gogo :: you would have said no
Me :: I was gonna come up with an excuse
Gogo :: sorry but you going
Me :: yea , because of you gogo
Gogo :: I'll even pick an outfit for you
16:00
Me :: gogo I'm going to G's house
Gogo :: don't come back late
Me :: bye
I left and met with G on the way
G :: hey bitch
(Says hugging me)
Me :: hi G
G :: why you down , you should all and about
Me :: I'm just normal
G :: so did you have ...
Me :: have what
G :: have sex with Nhlamulo
Me :: hell no I didn't , I'm not that type of girl , you know
G :: you lying to me
Me :: why would you think that , especially about me , have you forgotten that I'm a very good girl
G :: Nhlanhla told me
Me :: do what's happening between y'all
G :: we ...
Me :: y'all what
G :: we dating
Me :: WHAT?
(Asks screaming)
G :: yes we are
Me :: good luck on your relationship
G :: is that a shade
Me :: "laughs" no
G :: okay if you say so
As we passing the shops I see Nhlamulo and Nhlanhla but something disturbing is happening . Keke is kissing Nhlamulo and he is busy touching her on her thigh . Nhlanhla comes running to us
Me :: let's walk fast
G :: babe I'm boyfriend is coming to me
Me :: Keke is kissing Nhlamulo
G :: oh shit ! Let's go
We walked fast . But Nhlanhla reached to us
Nhlanhla :: hello ladies
G :: hey baby
Me :: hi
Nhlanhla :: so what's up
G :: just life
Nhlanhla :: what about you Lutah
Me :: nothing , G I gotta go
G :: what about the outfit
Me :: I'll figure something out
(I say walking fast )
G :: without my help
Me :: yes
I walked as fast as I can , I don't want Nhlamulo busy following me coz that would really piss me off . I got in the house
Gogo :: you back so early
Me :: yep
Gogo :: food will be ready in a second
Me :: okay
I went to room went to my desk free some sketches .
Gogo :: food is ready
I went to eat
Gogo :: so what are you going to wear
Me :: for?
Gogo :: the dinner
Me :: pants and shirt
Gogo :: not on my watch
Me :: what am I suppose to where
Gogo :: something elegant and classy don't forget you 25 years old not 17 years
Me :: oh ! So I dress like a 17 year old
Gogo :: yes , Haven't you seen yourself
Me :: "laughs" ouch gogo , I took that one very personal
Gogo :: or am I lying
"I just keep quiet cause I'm carcastiy hurt"
NEXT DAY
I woke up around 11:00 . Set in room until 12:00 then I decided to go take a shower . Came back to my room wore some clothes went around house only find that I'm home alone . It's time to do my therapy. I set the volume on high , danced , made some food , took pictures for IG.
Nhlamulo POV
Yesterday Thando saw me and looked very pissed off , like I don't know why Keke did what she did like I'm not interested in her she's an ex but I'm over her .
Nhlanhla :: dude Thando looked pissed off yesterday
Me :: I know bro
Nhlanhla :: why didn't you stop Keke
Me :: I don't know but she didn't let go
Nhlanhla :: WTF?
Me :: let's leave that
Nhlanhla :: and she's coming today
Me :: for ?
Nhlanhla :: dinner ... Remember ubaba told us
Me :: oh shit ! I forgot
Nhlanhla :: so why are you panicking
Me :: I'll be back
Nhlanhla :: don't go , just calm down bro
Me :: okay . At 20:00 you must pick her up
Nhlanhla :: why don't you go yourself
Me :: I have to prepare myself for her even though she's still angry at me
Nhlanhla :: calm down and leave a little
Thando POV
It's like 20:45 I don't know what to wear , take all of my clothes and place them on my bed. I finally decided to wear a long black dress with off shoulders some sneakers and a denim jacket over .
Gogo :: Thando your ride has arrived
I quickly go to the kitchen
Me :: my what
Gogo :: your ride
As I walk to car I'm scared like who might it be Nhlamulo . I opened the door and it's