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Since y'all been asking me when I'm gonna update next and I told y'all I was not gonna update anymore 🙄-
But I spoil y'all and I love y'all so I guess I'll give one more...
Be prepared for lots of drama and A CLIFFHANGER 😏...
- 𝘿𝘼𝙔𝙑𝙊𝙉 𝘽. -
"Aye man, what she say to you ?" I asked my nigga Dayvon on the phone.
I sat in the corner of the club watching her till she left,
Crazy ? Nah..
"You ain't have to be all up on her... you must've forgotten that's mine." I said,
"Yea whatever nigga, whea you at ?" He said
"Shit, I followed her home... I'm at her house now. BUT, she gotta think I'm still at the airport so I can pop up. Cuz right now she think I'm playin." I said
I'm sitting outside her house...
"Tuh, whatchu finna do if she find a nigga for real ?" 'Dayvon' asked,
"I'll kill her and him, niggas know ion play dat. She betta not be..." I said
"Aye but Von you know you was wrong when you was comparing her to Asian. That's real offensive Lowkey." Dayvon said,
"Yea you right.... I ain even know why I did it to be honest. I'm kinda stuck, ion know who too choose. It's like my heart belongs with Ki, but then Asian and I..." I said
"Yea, but at the same point and time, you was with Ki at the time... and that's why it hurt her, because y'all were dating and she felt like she wasn't enough for you." He said
"Damn... I ain't thought of it like that." I said,
"Yea... well I'll catch you later.." he said,
"Aight, let me know if she texts you." I said
"She probably won't, or she will..." he said, unsure
"She betta not. She only mine, everything on her too." I said,
"Von that don't make sense, you was with Asian 3 and a half weeks ago." He said,
"Yes but Kimani is only for me and she can only be with me-" I started,
"What about you ? You date hella bitches, that's not fair to her..." he said
"It's different" I said,
"That's controlling and toxic-" he started
"-Stfu nigga." I said hanging up.
- 𝙆𝙄𝙈𝘼𝙉𝙄 -
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"Aight I'm finna take the trash out Senia.." I said, walking out the front door.
She nodded and I walked out with it..
I threw it in the Dumpster and sighed,
I looked around, putting my hands on my hips, noticing 𝙖𝙣 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙡𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙘𝙖𝙧-
-the fact that I feel like I'm being watched-
GOTTA GO-
So I ran my black ass back inside and I locked that mf door.
I took a deep breath and went to take a shower....
After I came out the shower I heard the car take off.
Cuz hold tf up....
-LORD PLEASE ! DONT LET THAT MAN BE HERE,
IM BEGGING YOU... IF HE IS,
-SEND HIS ASS TF BACK PLEASE.
'He's not here, he couldn't possibly be here, he's at the airport and he doesn't know where I live... he's not here, he's still in Chicago... it's just someone else's car...' I told myself.
I was startled, by 𝙩𝙬𝙤 messages.
1: 𝙉𝙊𝙏𝙄𝙁𝙎 𝙁𝙍𝙊𝙈 𝙞𝙈𝙀𝙎𝙎𝘼𝙂𝙀-
𝘿𝙖𝙮𝙫𝙤𝙣𝙛𝙧𝙢𝙙𝙖𝙘𝙡𝙪𝙗- Hey Kimani, u good ? U ate ?
2: 𝙉𝙊𝙏𝙄𝙁𝙎 𝙁𝙍𝙊𝙈 𝙄𝙂-
@𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙫𝙤𝙣𝙛𝙧𝙢𝙙𝙖𝙤- See you soon Bae 💙
I replied to them both....
𝙄𝙈𝙀𝙎𝙎𝘼𝙂𝙀-
Me- I'm good, thanks for asking, how you been ?
&
𝙄𝙉𝙎𝙏𝘼𝙂𝙍𝘼𝙈 𝘿𝙈𝙎-
@𝙆𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙖.𝙠𝙞 - Von . WHAT . DO . YOU . WANT . FROM . ME ?!?!?
@𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙫𝙤𝙣𝙛𝙧𝙢𝙙𝙖𝙤- u really want me to leave u alone ma ? 🤕
@𝙆𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙖.𝙠𝙞- of course not, cuz I haven't been asking 50 MILLION TIMES... yes I want you to leave me tf alone.
@𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙫𝙤𝙣𝙛𝙧𝙢𝙙𝙖𝙤- ok . I'll fall back 🙂
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This nigga just deadass lied to me,
And he up to something... like shit... give me a fuckin break...
Hmm.... 😏.
𝙄𝙈𝙀𝙎𝙎𝘼𝙂𝙀𝙎-
Me- Dayvon you tryna link again ?
Dayvonfrmdaclub- hell yea 😌.
Me- bet. I'll tty tomorrow.
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I woke up in the morning with Jessenia standing over me.
"Get up hoe. We have work to do." She said,
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"UGHH. HE JUST GETS ON MY NERVES ! WHY CANT HE LEAVE ME BE ?! " I ranted to Jessenia,
"Girl I don't even know. He must really miss you and love you-"
"Fuck his love. I want peace." I said angrily.
"You don't mean that Kimani. You just wished he was better to you because you love and miss him and you want to be with him but you can't allow yourself to be disrespected like that. That's all." She said,
"No !- okay maybe-" I said
"DO YOU THINK IM UGLY ?!" I blurted out, stressed out,
"Noooo ! He said that ?" She asked
"No, but people be in my DM, telling me Asian cuter."
" awww poor baby... little secret- her body ain't all that, so if you ugly she weird shaped. There you go" she said
"So I am ugly ?!" I asked
"That's not for me to decipher... you have to feel you're pretty in your heart, so that if anyone tells you, you aren't.. you don't even need their opinion... it's invalid too you." She said
"Hmm. Girl when did you become so damn smart ." I said
"Ouch... but umm, I don't know. I just... can I tell you something ?" She asked
"Yea sure..." I said
"Umm... I don't know how to say it." She said, "I'm nervous as hell."
"Go ahead boo, I won't judge." I said
"Ifeellikeimstartingtolikegirlsandihaveasmallcrushonyou" she said fast and nervously.
"Wh-what ? 😂" I said laughing.
" I said I feel like I'm starting to like girls and I may have a small crush on you..." she said
Oh-
"That's- I mean that's fine... I'm so glad that you feel comfortable telling me, because I used to have a friend who didn't tell me and she ended up being bullied and cutting her wrist 😣" I said,
"Damn... but I told my family and they're starting to unclaim me... I just, i just, I don't know who to talk to" she said starting too cry hard.
I hugged her and rocked her,
"I'm sorry girl... you can talk to me..." I comforted,
"Thanks- OH ! And don't worry, I'm not gonna try anything on you, I don't want Von to hurt me........." she said,
"Yea... so what are you ? Gay ? Bi ?" I asked
"At the moment, Bi- see I don't really know, because I like men wayyyyyyyyyyyy more then women. I just have a crush on you..." she said
"So if you only have a crush on me and you like men... what does that mean." I asked
" I don't know..." she said,
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" so what's your favorite Ice cream flavor ?" I asked Dayvon as we sat on the swings.
"Probably mint." He said
"I don't know what mine is, to be honest...." I said,
" Aye, I'll be right back, I'm gonna go catch the ice cream truck." He said,
As he ran I noticed his phone dropped out of his back pocket,
"Oh Dayvon !" I said, but he couldn't hear me.
I took a glance at the screen.
WTF-
𝙑𝙤𝙣𝙨 number ??!!!!!
Man what the hell goin on,
Von texted: 𝙞𝙢 𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚
WTF THAT MEAN-
My thoughts were cut off-
" Hey Bae 🙂 " he said kissing me
FUCK . He is here 🙄
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