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Natasha Van Doren is a shadow summoner. She bides her time and resides in darkness, feared and esteemed by Ke... More

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐆𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐇𝐀.
𝐂𝐀𝐒𝐓.
𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓.
𝐃𝐄𝐃𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍.
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐔𝐄.
𝐎𝐍𝐄. 𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐓 𝐓𝐎𝐎𝐓𝐇
𝐓𝐖𝐎. 𝐁𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐈𝐄 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐂𝐋𝐘𝐃𝐄
𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄. 𝐊𝐑𝐔𝐆𝐄
𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐑. 𝐂𝐑𝐔𝐄𝐋 𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐘
𝐅𝐈𝐕𝐄. 𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐆𝐀𝐓𝐄
𝐒𝐈𝐗. 𝐔𝐍𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐍𝐄𝐃 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄
𝐒𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒 𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐄
𝐄𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓. 𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐑 𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍
𝐓𝐄𝐍. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐎𝐋𝐋, 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐇𝐀𝐓, 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐒
𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍. 𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐈𝐒𝐒𝐀 𝐈𝐕𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐕
𝐓𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐕𝐄. 𝐋𝐀𝐌𝐁𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐒𝐋𝐀𝐔𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐄𝐑
𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐍. 𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐃
𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐍. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐌 𝐀𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐌
𝐅𝐈𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐍. 𝐖𝐈𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐃 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐂𝐇
𝐒𝐈𝐗𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐍. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐑𝐄𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐂𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓
𝐒𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐍. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐔𝐊𝐄'𝐒 𝐖𝐈𝐅𝐄
𝐄𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐍. 𝐑𝐀𝐕𝐊𝐀𝐍 𝐑𝐔𝐌𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒
𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐍. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 𝐒𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐓
𝐓𝐖𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐘. 𝐒𝐄𝐄 𝐌𝐄
𝐓𝐖𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐘-𝐎𝐍𝐄. 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐑𝐄𝐒
𝐓𝐖𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐘-𝐓𝐖𝐎. 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐃𝐘 𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐁𝐔𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍
𝐓𝐖𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐘-𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄. 𝐀 𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐋𝐄 𝐁𝐈𝐑𝐃
𝐓𝐖𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐘-𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐑. 𝐂𝐈𝐆𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄 𝐃𝐀𝐘𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐌𝐒
𝐓𝐖𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐘-𝐅𝐈𝐕𝐄. 𝐊𝐍𝐈𝐅𝐄 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘
𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐀𝐍 𝐔𝐏𝐃𝐀𝐓𝐄
𝐓𝐖𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐘-𝐒𝐈𝐗. 𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐒
𝐓𝐖𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐘-𝐒𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍. 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐑𝐘
𝐓𝐖𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐘-𝐄𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓. 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍
𝐓𝐖𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐘-𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐄. 𝐒𝐎𝐋
𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘. 𝐁𝐔𝐑𝐍
𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐎𝐍𝐄. 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐊𝐄𝐍 𝐊𝐄𝐘𝐒
𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐓𝐖𝐎. 𝐅𝐈𝐋𝐓𝐇𝐘 𝐒𝐄𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐒
𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄. 𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄
𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐑. 𝐁𝐄𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐘𝐄𝐑
𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐅𝐈𝐕𝐄. 𝐁𝐔𝐑𝐍
𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐒𝐈𝐗. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐋 𝐌𝐀𝐃𝐄 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐒𝐔𝐆𝐀𝐑
𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐒𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍. 𝐕𝐄𝐋𝐕𝐄𝐓 𝐂𝐀𝐒𝐊𝐄𝐓𝐒
𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐄𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓. 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐊𝐄𝐍 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐒
𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐄. 𝐌𝐈𝐃𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐑𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐒
𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐘. 𝐖𝐄 𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐋𝐈𝐀𝐑𝐒
𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐎𝐍𝐄. 𝐃𝐀𝐌𝐒𝐄𝐋
𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐓𝐖𝐎. 𝐑𝐎𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐍 𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐌𝐒
𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄. 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐒
𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐑. 𝐅𝐑𝐔𝐈𝐓𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒
𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐅𝐈𝐕𝐄. 𝐃𝐎𝐋𝐋
𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐒𝐈𝐗. 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐅𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑
𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐒𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍. 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝐒𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐒
𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐄𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓. 𝐈 𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐀 𝐁𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒
𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐀𝐍 𝐔𝐏𝐃𝐀𝐓𝐄
𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐄. 𝐔𝐍𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐒𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐒
𝐅𝐈𝐅𝐓𝐘. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐑𝐔𝐄𝐋 𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆
𝐅𝐈𝐅𝐓𝐘-𝐎𝐍𝐄. 𝐏𝐇𝐎𝐄𝐍𝐈𝐗
𝐅𝐈𝐅𝐓𝐘-𝐓𝐖𝐎. 𝐀 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐎𝐑 𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄
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𝐅𝐈𝐅𝐓𝐘-𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄. 𝐓𝐎 𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑
𝐅𝐈𝐅𝐓𝐘-𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐑. 𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐓 𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐄
𝐅𝐈𝐅𝐓𝐘-𝐅𝐈𝐕𝐄. 𝐊𝐔𝐖𝐄𝐈 𝐁𝐎-𝐘𝐔𝐋
𝐅𝐈𝐅𝐓𝐘-𝐒𝐈𝐗. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐅𝐀𝐓𝐀𝐋 𝐅𝐋𝐀𝐖
𝐅𝐈𝐅𝐓𝐘-𝐒𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍. 𝐁𝐋𝐀𝐂𝐊 𝐒𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐒
𝐅𝐈𝐅𝐓𝐘-𝐄𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓. 𝐄𝐗𝐎𝐃𝐔𝐒
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" The only thing we will ever share is our hatred for one another. "

- N.V.D

WHEN THE SCREAMING BEGAN, Natasha Van Doren couldn't help but jump.

Shrieks erupted from the corridor and floors below. For a horrible moment, she had thought she could hear Alessia's sobs. "You opened the gates," Nina said hollowly, sweaty hands cupped around her red cheeks.

All Kaz needed to do was smirk for Zenic to receive her answer.

Natasha scowled, kicking Helvar square in the back with the heel of her barefoot. "Keep moving," she hissed, jerking the door open. She watched them all file out in neat lines, shutting the door lightly and jogging to catch up with the others.

Her silks shifted painfully across her body, the sequins digging into the layers of her flesh. They felt like worms trying to dig underneath her skin - not that she truly knew the feeling. Her bare feet stuck to the sticky floor, tar inking her feet a dark blue.

"What's with the frown, princess?" Kaz smirked, pulling his warm fleece jacket closer around his shoulders. Once again, he had dropped the pair of orange glasses across his nose, looking exceptionally stupid in the disguise.

"You look like Adrian," Natasha said nonchalantly, shouldering her way through the crowd. Kaz and Natasha had fallen into step, their heads up watching the chaotic crowd, in front of them. Fallen silks were trampled beneath heels, shredded costumes adorning the floor like a colourful carpet.

"As in the blonde fool, Adrian?" Kaz snorted, picking off a scrap of silk that had fallen on his shoulder. "That boy couldn't differ right from left,"

"He was cute," Natasha shrugged, lifting her arm above the rows of head and signalling to the far-right archway. She scoffed at Kaz's annoyed look. "He had soft hair and a nice smile," she said innocently.

"He was an absolute idiot." They barged through the crowd, Kaz knocking the door open with the head of his cane. "All pretty boys have the intelligence of a toddler,"

"And I thought the only reason you didn't get girls was for those damned gloves of yours," Natasha chuckled, grabbing another shawl of silk off Kaz's shoulder and draping them across her collar.

Ignoring the sour half of her insult he laughed. "So you think I'm smart?"

"Not at all," Natasha said, jumping down the staircase two steps at a time. "But what I do think red is absolutely your colour," Kaz looked down at his front, more so the red shawl she had wrapped around his neck.

He wrenched it off, screwing the scarf in a single fist. "The only time I'll wear red is when it's your blood on my hands."

Natasha hardly blinked at the threat, more so grinning at the fury she had kindled within him. "Rietveld, if you weren't a bastard you'd make quite the poet." she grinned, jumping the last few steps and pulling the door open. "To my beloved murderer," she said, donning him a low bow.

Natasha didn't look up until he was several strides in front of her.

The sand was warm beneath her feet, the grains beading across her skin like droplets of water. She was tempted to lay in the sand and make angels. "Are you coming?" Nina called out, jumping up and down on the dunes.

Natasha jogged forth. "What's a pretty girl like you doing on a boat like ours?" A tall man stepped forth, pearl-studded guns resting on his belt. He was Zemeni, dark skin shining in low bobbing lights in the water.

"Your boat is rather pretty," Natasha grinned, flashing the boy a bright smile.

"Jesper," he said, stretching out a hand.

"Natasha."

"Are you done there?" Kaz said, walking between the two. He rested his cane between his knees, sitting down between Jesper and Natasha. He had pulled his hat across his chest, drumming his gloved fingertips along the velvet rim.

"Where's Inej and Alessia?" Natasha said voice laced with concern. She fiddled with the dials of a stolen silver watch, the metal gleaming. She jumped from her seat beside Kaz, pacing the length of the boat. Her bare feet scraped the wood panels, splinters digging into her skin.

"Guys," Inej's voice croaked. She pushed the door open - Alessia draped across her shoulder. The Suli limped forth, the Shu beside her mumbling.

Natasha swung her feet across the prow, rolling down onto the sand. "She's running a fever," Inej panted, folding onto her knees. She ran her hands through the sand, letting them drain between her fingers. After a few moments, she sprung to her feet, alert and ready.

"Thank you," Natasha said weakly, climbing up the planks with a hand from Jesper. She gently laid Alessia at the boat's bosom, stripping another layer of her silks and stretching them across her body. They were thin and practically useless but Alessia smiled between her pain, curling in the little warmth they provided.

"We need to get her to a healer," Jesper said, squatting down beside Natasha. His curls were messy, peaking out between the brim of a tall hat. She reminded him of the Mad Hatter, his smile bright, but also intimidating.

"Nina's got a few friends by The Exchange," Natasha said, eyes still not meeting his. She cupped her hands around a tin can full of water, edging it near Alessia's raw lips.

The Shu girl moaned. She complained. She wept. But in the end, she coughed down half a tin, crumbling a dry biscuit in her palm and licking off the crumbs.

Nina was sat by the girl's side, healing the minor injuries. Kaz Brekker and Inej Ghafa sat cross-legged atop a stack of crates, head bowed and hands across their lips. An unknown feeling bulleted through Natasha's chest as she turned back around.

Nina Zenic was surprisingly good.

Her ribs had been cracked into place, her chest no longer resembling the broken walls of a labyrinth. Alessia's limp were plump, scars stretching across the tissue.

Natasha Van Doren had remembered Alessia Ivanov as the prettiest girl in Noyvi Zem. Even though the blistered skin and ropes of scars her beauty bled through: that's all scars were, reminders of where we had been.

She traced gentle fingers across Alessia's jaw, tilting her head back to help Nina fix the minor nicks in her alabaster skin.

The waves washed calmly against the wooden planks of the ship, Jesper trailing between manning the ship and the bedside of Ivanov.

"She'll make it," he said, resting a large hand on her shoulder. She reached up to rest a small delicate hand on his, smiling at him sadly.

"I hope so."

"Jesper, get back to your station," Kaz Brekker snapped. He was on his feet in an instant, his wraith faithfully by his side. The words of Nina washed through her mind -They should just shut up and make out,"

They were made for each other, Natasha thought darkly. She twisted a roll of cotton around Alessia's foot roughly, knotting the dressing tighter than she should.

"Careful there," Kaz said, looming across her shoulder. "You're hurting our little Shu friend."

"Our?" Natasha mocked, dripping an awful smelling essence onto a large cut on Ivanov's back. She watched the skin hiss and crackle like thunder coolly, not allowing Kaz satisfaction. "The only thing we will ever share is our hatred for one another."

Kaz Brekker nodded, pursing his lips. "The first truth you've spoken in a long time, darkling," he rasped coldly, turning back to Inej.

His voice made her want to cry.

A/N

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