Chapter 23:
A/N: Please note that this story is marked MATURE for a reason!
Y/N POV:
As I sat there with my hand on his cheek, Taehyung's eyes widened in surprise and I worried that I had asked the wrong thing, but then Taehyung gave me a soft smile and one word.
"Please."
I waited for a second for him to move, but when my eyes met his, I knew he wouldn't. He wanted me to, to make sure I wanted this. Unable to wait any longer, I leaned forward and my lips touched his. His beautiful lips were so incredibly soft as they moved against my own.
Taehyung's hand released mine and moved to the back of my neck as he continued to kiss me. I wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him close and he made a low sound deep in his chest, one that vibrated through me. At the sudden nibble on my bottom lip, I parted my lips in surprise and Taehyung slipped his tongue in. He tasted like chocolate and something else that I could tell was him and him only. It was absolutely intoxicating and something that I wanted to never let go.
Pulling back, Taehyung's eyes caught mine, the pretty brown searching mine for a moment. I don't know what he was looking for, but apparently he found it and before I could let out another breath, his lips captured mine again. This time, the kiss was a little more passionate, but just as sweet.
Everything else disappeared until there was nothing left but him and me. His strong arms wrapped around me, pulling me in close to his chest and I let out a short gasp of shock. He slid his tongue back in my mouth and I felt like I was drowning in the sensation. I moved my hands to his hair, tugging on the silky strands. When he groaned against my lips, I gave an internal smirk and tugged on them again. Taehyung moved back and his eyes were filled with longing, arousal, and a desperate raw need that had me clenching around nothing and wanting him so badly. I didn't care what I remembered, what I didn't remember but I knew I wanted to remember this, remember him. I wanted to know what we were like together, to know just how good it had been.
Taehyung dropped his face to my neck and began to kiss the side of my throat, making me moan at the sensation. Clearly, this man knew all my sensitive spots and was going to use them to his full advantage. He continued to kiss my neck and I closed my eyes, tilting my head, giving him further access. He kissed his way down to where my collarbone was bared by the thin purple sweater. He nibbled along it and I tugged on his silky hair again, wanting more, needing more. Needing him almost desperately.
Lifting his head back to my, Taehyung caught my lips again. Each time, his kiss was a little more desperate, a little less reserved and I knew right away that I had loved this man, still loved him. My mind may not remember him, but my heart certainly did and was calling out for him. My body was calling for him to make me his and I knew if he asked, there was no possible way I could turn him down, now or ever.
Taehyung slowed the kiss, gently moving his lips against mine one more time before pulling back. I wanted to protest, but restrained myself knowing he was trying to be respectful, knowing he didn't want to push me too far, too quickly and it made my heart fall completely in love with him. After a quick glance down, I could see his hard length straining against his pants and knew it had cost him to stop.
Leaning his forehead against my own, Taehyung sighed then kissed my nose. "I want this, I want you so badly, but... but I want to be sure this is what you want, what you need. I'll wait for you. I'll wait for you forever if you want me to. I love you Y/N. I've always loved you and I will always love you. You're it for me and have been since day one."
My heart filled with happiness at his words and I knew right away that this man was the one for me and would always be. There was something about his words that were so familiar, almost as is he had said them before. A quick flash went through my mind, Taehyung sitting on a dark brown sofa, me in his lap and I knew instantly it wasn't the first time he had waited for me to be ready.
I rubbed my nose against his then kissed his lips gently. "I want this, I do, but a larger part of me is telling me to wait." I hesitated, knowing that asking him to wait for me was wrong. "I'm so..."
Taehyung cut me off with another sweet kiss to my lips. "Don't you dare apologize. I meant it when I said I would wait for you. I'll always wait for you," he declared, his eyes filled with promise and the strength of his conviction.
"Okay." I slowly slid my arms from around his neck, not missing the cute pout on his lips when I released him.
Looking down at his watch, Taehyung ran a hand through his hair. "I... I guess I better get going. I have an early morning call with Japan." Taehyung stood up then pulled me to my feet, wrapping me in a gentle hug before releasing me.
Wanting him to stay, but knowing why he had to leave, I followed him to the front door, grinning when he turned and pressed another gentle kiss to my lips. I twined my arms around his neck again and felt the door bump up against my back. He pressed his hips into me and I could feel his erection; it felt hard, thick and deliciously long. I moaned at the feeling and could feel him smile against my lips. Taehyung's hands moved to my ass and he pulled me even closer to him.
After a moment, he pulled back, kissing my forehead. "I said I would wait for you. So I'm going to leave, so I can keep that promise." Taehyung stepped back, completely releasing me.
"What... what if I don't want you to wait? What if I don't want to wait?" The question slipped from my lips before I could stop it.
Taehyung groaned and I could see his resolve slipping. "God I want you baby. So damn much, but I know it's not the right time. I want you to know who I am when I finally make you mine again." A flood of arousal soaked my panties at his words and I couldn't help the moan that escaped my lips. Taehyung grinned and slipped his hand under my skirt, gently touching the skin of my thighs. "You like that baby? You like the idea of me making you mine again?"
"Please." I couldn't help the begging tone in my voice. I wanted him to touch me, to touch me so badly. "Please touch me."
Taehyung POV:
I groaned at Y/N's words, at the look of desperation in her eyes. I could see that she wanted me, but I didn't want to do something that she might regret in the morning, but I could give her something.
Hesitating, I looked at her face for any signs of resistance, but seeing none, I slid my hand higher up her short black skirt until I reached the apex of her thighs. I ran a finger along her damp panties and knowing that I did that to her made my already hard cock throb in my now too tight pants. I slipped a finger into her panties and she moaned my name. Knowing her body as well as I did, I knew exactly what to do to drive her to the edge. Without hesitating, I rubbed her clit with my thumb then slipped a finger into her wet slit. She clenched around me and I knew it wouldn't take much to make her cum.
I continued to thrust my finger into her then added a second, the moans continuously falling from her lips. "Please Tae," she pleaded. "Please."
"Please what baby?" I kissed her lips, grinning when she wrapped her arms around my neck, pulling me close. "Tell me. You know I'll give you anything."
Y/N dropped her back against the wall, opening her eyes. Catching my gaze, I could see the need in her pretty eyes. "Please make me cum."
At her words, I sped up the pace of my fingers, curling them into that spot that I knew would make her call out my name and make her legs tremble when the force of her orgasm finally hit her. Y/N's body tightened and her walls began to squeeze my fingers. "That's right baby. Let go. Give it to me."
Her walls clenching around my fingers, Y/N came with a beautiful moan, her eyes closed and the drops of sweat clinging to her hairline. She dropped her head to my shoulder and I held her tightly as her breathing and heart rate steadied.
After a moment, Y/N lifted her head and I searched her eyes for any regret, but there was none and it made a rush of relief wash over me. I gently pulled my fingers from her body and she protested at the loss, making me smile. Giving her one final kiss, I brought my fingers to my mouth, sucking her arousal from them. "Still so sweet."
Y/N blushed and for a moment I worried that I went too far, but she grabbed my neck and pulled me down, kissing me. She slipped her tongue in my mouth and I knew she could taster herself on my lips. "You still like to tease me."
At her words, I grinned. "Something else you remembered huh?" I released her slowly and took a step back. "Now I really do need to leave if I'm going to keep my promise." I didn't miss the pout on Y/N's lips.
"What about you?" Y/N gestured towards my hard cock and I knew what she was offering, but I shook my head. As much as I would love to feel her soft hands around me, see her pretty lips wrapped around the head, sucking me the only way she knew how, I knew it wasn't time yet.
"It's fine. A cool shower when I get home and it will be okay. Not until you're ready." I kissed her forehead one more time then stepped back.
Y/N sighed then nodded her head and I knew she wanted to ask me to stay, an offer I wouldn't be able to refuse if she did. "Okay."
I could see the disappointment in her eyes, but as much as I wanted to stay, I needed to leave. I didn't want to push her too far, too quickly and have her regret even attempting to give this, give us a chance. I kissed her gently one last time. "I'll see you tomorrow."
Y/N nodded and with one last smile, I let myself out of her apartment and headed out to my car. My mind was filled with her, the feeling of her soft lips against mine, the sensation of her wet heat against my fingers, the knowledge that I was the one that caused that reaction in her.
I sat in my car for a moment, trying to calm my mind enough to drive home. My phone dinged and I looked down, a grin on my face, seeing the text from Y/N.
I couldn't help the stupid smile that crossed my face at the emojis she used. I tried to convince myself not to be too excited, but I couldn't help it. They were just emojis; they didn't mean anything. I started the car and drove back to Jimin and Jungkook's house, my heart happy and my mind consumed with thoughts of my beautiful soulmate.