❝𝙰𝚗 𝙴𝚡𝚙𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚘𝚏 𝙴𝚖𝚘𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜❞
𝚁𝚎𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚍 【✓】LianSalvador6
❝𝚂𝚘 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚏𝚎𝚌𝚝? 𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚛𝚢 𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚕𝚎𝚜!❞
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Bakugou Katsuki has never been one to express himself. He bottles up all his emotions, shoving them down until the bottle inevitably overflows. And all his emotions come flooding out of him, causing him to have a mental breakdown.
He knew this was unhealthy, but he couldn't help it. It was one of those unhealthy habits he had developed over time. No one knew about this of course, no one could know that the Bakugou Katsuki was slowly tearing himself apart like this.
Especially his boyfriend. His boyfriend was the literal desfinition of the word perfect, he was tall, handsome, very fit, and just an overall sweetheart. It was a complete shock when the man confessed to him in front of everyone one day, and an even greater shock when Katsuki accepted.
Over the first few weeks when they started dating, the situation felt so surreal to Katsuki. There was no fucking way that Mr. Perfect actually liked him, no this had to be some sick joke.
But it wasn't, the male was so sweet and kind to him, always making sure the ash blond was comfortable, before proceeding to absolutely smother him in affection.
Yet Katsuki wasn't falling for it. He knew this was just some lame ass prank being pulled on him. But how he wished it wasn't. How he wished he could just hug the (Color) haired male without having to second guess himself. How he wished he could just freely kiss him without feeling the judgy stares burning into the back of his skull. And how he wished he could just say those three words he's never replied to since the start of their relationship.
But he couldn't.
His stupid pride wouldn't let him.
And neither could those shitty devils in the back of his mind. Constantly making him overthink everything and anything he had done with (Name).
There was just no way that (Name) could've actually like him, right?
"Katsuki, you still there?" (Name) asked, stopping in his tracks and lightly squeezing Bakugou's hand, stopping his train of thoughts. "Of course I am, you idiot. Let's just get this stupid date over with." he replied, dragging the taller male behind him into the somewhat fancy restaurant where their date was located.
A sad smile graced (Name)'s face as he looked at their intertwined fingers, letting his body be dragged behind the grumpy male. Today marked their six month anniversary, and not once had Bakugou ever responded to his affection.
He never responded when (Name) kisses him. He just stands their when (Name) hugs him. He never cuddled back when they were cuddling on (Name)'s bed. He never said 'I love you' or 'I love you too'. And even right now, (Name) was the only one gripping the other's hand as Bakugou dragged him to their reserved table.
The thing that hurt most to (Name) though, was that Bakugou never once stopped him from initiating these affectionate acts. He never pulled back when (Name) kisses him. He never shoved (Name) off the bed when they cuddled. He never told the male to 'Shut up!' when he said 'I love you'. And he never let go when (Name) held his hand.
So why couldn't he just respond?
"Hey there, handsome. What can I get you and your buddy tonight." a cute waitress greeted, turning their attention towards (Name) and clearly flirting with him. "Actually, he's my boyfr-" he attempted to explain, before being cut off by the man in front of him.
"Spicy Miso Ramen and a glass of water, make the ramen extra spicy." Bakugou said, reciting his order while cutting his boyfriend off.
The waitress softly glared at him for interrupting the handsome man she was talking to. Turning back towards (Name) while quickly writing the other's order, she asked him again. "And what's your order, sir?" a soft cute smile was displayed on her face as she prepared to write down his order.
"I'll have a (Food) and a (Drink), please." he responded, ignoring her attempts as he stared at the ash blond in front of him. 'Why did he cut me off? Does he not want people knowing were together? Although, I'm pretty sure almost all of U.A. know at this point.' he thought, his concerned expression never leaving his face.
"I'll be back with your orders shortly!" the waitress replied, bowing respectfully before walking off to pass down their orders.
Once the waitress left, the table was filled with awkward silence. Nothing but the worried expression on (Name)'s handsome face as he stared at his boyfriend, who was very obviously avoiding his gaze.
"Katsuki.." he uttered trying to break the thick silence in the air. "Katsuki, are you okay?" he tried again, eyes softening as the other finally met his gaze. "I'm fine. It's not something you and your sorry ass should worry about." he spat out, though his tone was fairly harsh, (Name) knew it was just his way of somewhat reassuring the other.
"Here are your orders!" the same waitress exclaimed, coming back with two trays full of the food they've ordered, balancing them maneuvered through the slightly crowded area before gently placing them down on table in front of her.
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The couple walked back to their dorms, surrounded by yet another awkward silence. This was a rather common occurrence, as all their conversations were nothing but empty. It was usually (Name) who tried to start a conversation, but he would eventually stop, seeing as the other seemed to neither listen nor respond to whatever he was saying.
Silence was a good thing. It helped some people relax and forget about all their troubles. That is.. if you weren't having that many troubles in the first place.
In truth, silence was horrible. It let peoples minds wander off.. but wandering for to long lead people astray, and then suddenly.. they were lost. Lost in the deep forests at the back of their minds, with the demons hunting them down while spewing nonsensical thoughts at them.
Thoughts that, logically would make no sense. But in this deep forest.. they somehow did.
And that's what was happening to (Name). He was lost in a deep forest. With the demons of the back of his minds hunting him down and spewing nonsensical yet believable nonsense.
His mind was overrun with thoughts. So many he wasn't able to stop his mouth from saying the words he never wished to say.
"Katsuki.." he called out, a word the other was used to whenever the other wanted to say something. He turned his head towards the other, his angry resting face slightly softening as he looked over at the grim looking male.
"Let's break up."
Silence filled the air, this time it wasn't awkward. It was filled with many emotions. But one thing was certain.. none of them were good emotions.
A loud laugh broke the thick silence, surprising the taller male as he looked towards the ash blonde. "SO YOU FINALLY HAD ENOUGH OF ME? HUH, MR. PERFECT?" he screamed out, tilting his head up towards the other.
A wide grin of victory plastered on his face, yet his eyes told a very different story. As they were filled with nothing but pain and despair, filled to the brim with unspilled tears that slowly started rolling down his cheeks.
"Kats-" (Name) tried calling out to him again, very confused yet worried about the others out of character behavior.
"KATSUKI THIS! KATSUKI THAT! WHY DON'T YOU JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP AND STOP YOUR SHITTY GAME ALREADY?" he screamed out again, tears running down like waterfalls out his once lively crimson eyes.
"What games are you even talking about?" (Name) asked, only enraging the broken male in front of him even more.
"DON'T PLAY FUCKING DUMB! EVERY EXTRA KNOWS YOUR ONLY WITH ME OUT OF FUCKING PITY! THERE'S NO FUCKING WAY THE PERFECT (LAST NAME) (NAME) ACTUALLY LIKES ME AND MY SHITTY ASSHOLE OF A SELF!"
Katsuki screamed again, roughly wiping away his tears before running of to his dorm room. He didn't want to break down in front of the male, nor did he want (Name) to see his pathetic self crying over a simple break up.
Katsuki thought he was prepared for this, he thought all of those useless nights of crying over the perfect male were enough to numb the pain of this day. But it really just made it worst.
He knew this day would come, the day where (Name) would be done playing his games and was sick and tired from the lack of affection, but it still hurt. He knew it was his fault that (Name) decided to break up, but it still hurt.
This pain hurt more than seeing (Name) being happy with someone else. It hurt more than not responding to any of (Name)'s affections. It hurt more than people saying he looked like a villain. It hurt more than having to hear all those fucked up insults about him and how he didn't deserve (Name).
No, it hurt way more.
"Hey Bakubro! How was your date with (Na-" Eijirou asked the male, only to be harshly shoved aside as Katsuki continue to run to his dorm, not wanting any of his classmates to see the endless amount of tears streaming down his face.
The rest of the class stared worriedly as Katsuki raced up the stairs to his bedroom. Almost everyone had heard about the gossip around the couple, and almost everyone tried everything in their power to stop it, but none of them listened.
Eijirou tried to follow Katsuki before being stopped by a hand on his shoulder. Turning around he saw Izuku behind shaking his head along with the rest of the class. They all knew that it'd be useless to go after Katsuki, as only (Name) could help at this moment.
Once Katsuki entered his room, he slammed the door shut and hurriedly walked to his closet, throwing his clothes everywhere as he looked for that one piece of clothing he needed.
After a few seconds of relentless searching he finally found it, (Name)'s hoodie, it was the only thing that managed to slightly calm the blond whenever he had breakdowns, just like the was he was having right now.
He tightly hugged the hoodie, deeply inhaling it before he slowly put it on, it still smelt like (Name). The strong amount of comfort he felt whenever he wore it, the warmth it brought him from being a few sizes too big, he loved it all.
Slowly walking and flopping down onto his bed, tears dripped out of his eyes yet again, slightly wetting his pillow. '(Name) broke up with me.' he thought, and with that the waterfall of tears came pouring back.
The other never knew this, but he comforted Katsuki alot. After one of his crying sessions, he'd see (Name) magically walk into his room, saying cringey shit about missing Katsuki and wanting cuddles.
Although he never responded to any of the other's affections, he treasured it dearly. It was one of the reasons why even though he knew (Name) was probably just playing with him, he just couldn't push him away.
He loved all of (Name)'s hugs. He loved all of (Name)'s cuddles. He loved whenever he heard an 'I love you' come out of (Name)'s mouth. He loved when (Name) held his hand. He loved (Name).
But now.. all that's left of him was this stupid hoodie, now.. (Name) wasn't his.
He knew this would happen.. but it still fucking hurt.
"Katsuki.." he flinched when the familiar voice called out to him. That stupid voice that kept saying his fucking name. That stupid voice that would say his name over and over again. That stupid voice that sent butterflies to his stomach and a shiver down his spine. And that stupid voice that made Katsuki fall for him over and over again.
"(Name).." as soon as he said that name, he was immediately engulfed into a tight warm hug. Katsuki couldn't hold back anymore as loud broken sobs and screams poured out of his throat, burying his face into the others chest as he hugged back.
"I'm sorry.. the guys downstairs told me everything, I didn't notice those extras were talking so much shit about you. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Katsuki.. I didn't know. I do love you, I love you so fucking much.. None of that was a game to me. I loved you and I still do." (Name) whispered into Katsuki's ear, slowly rocking them back and forth as he continued to whisper how much he loved Katsuki and how he was so sorry.
After a few minutes of small pecks and constant reassurance, Katsuki finally stopped crying. "Y-you a-actually love m-m-me?" Katsuki asked as stared up at the perfect male, his voice rough from all the crying he did a while ago.
"Yes! Yes! Yes! I love you so much Katsuki! You are everything I could want and more!" (Name) exclaimed, tightening his hold on the blond as he littered kisses all over the smaller's face, a bright smile on his face as he stared at him with nothing but love in his eyes.
"You are the best thing that's happened to me.. I don't care about what those extras say, you're perfect.. I'm so lucky to have this amazing man as my boyfriend .. I'm so lucky to just have you in my life.. Heck, I'm even lucky to breathe the same air as you." (Name) whispered, continuing to feed the other's never ending ego.
Katsuki couldn't help but smile at this. A happy smile on his face as (Name) continued to pepper kisses all over his face as giggles escaped both of their mouths.
For the first time, Bakugou Katsuki didn't need to pretend. He didn't need to be this tough angry guy that didn't give two shits about others. Why should he when the most perfect, amazing, and handsome man was in love with him?
After one last kiss to the cheek Katsuki stopped the male, cupping his cheeks with both his hands as he felt the other do the same to him. The two couldn't help but stare at each other, eyes filled to the brim with nothing but love and adoration as they leaned in.
Katsuki's hands moved to wrap around (Name)'s neck as they both leaned in, lips only inches apart as they continued to stare at each other.
"..I love you.." Katsuki's gruff voice whispered out before slamming his lips onto (Name)'s.
It was a messy kiss, both their teeth clashing as they couldn't take the smiles off their faces. But it was a kiss filled with nothing but the love they had for one another, and to them, that was enough.
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Silence was good. It let the two people's minds wander off.. with nothing but thoughts about the other, although wandering too far did sometimes get them in trouble. They were lost.. lost in a deep sea of nothing but love, with a certain someone plaguing their thoughts.
Thoughts that just made the two fall deeper for one another.
And that's what was happening to (Name) and Katsuki. They were lost in a deep sea. With the other plaguing their thoughts and making the two fall even deeper for each other.
❝𝚆𝚊𝚒𝚝, 𝙺𝚊𝚝𝚜𝚞𝚔𝚒.. 𝙸𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚖𝚢 𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚍𝚒𝚎?❞
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Yooo our school is over but I still have to pass 1 last thing lol. The original request was for Endeavor, but I didn't rlly know how to write for him so I did bakubitch instead, hope you don't mind.
Quick question, was this sad enough?
It's my first ever angst so I hope its good.