I was supportive with him. I had to be if I could be the girlfriend, maybe one day wife, to a dedicated Jedi Knight. And I was supportive over the decision he was making, but it caused my brain to overload with questions I wanted answered. But I couldn't ask them, no.
I waited for Greez to wake my lovely ginger up, I was shivering with fear, I wanted to know if he was alright. 'Vader' was all Cere said when Merrin brought the two back. And seeing Cal the way he was sent a shock of wave through my body.
I'd been laying in Merrin's arms for the past hour, tears staining my cheeks and my eyes puffy from crying. "He'll he okay," she whispered, her voice and accent smoothing in my attentive ears.
"I'll go check on him," Greez said, patting my head and walking off with BD hoping onto his shoulder, weightless. This was the 20th time Greez had said that, and I knew he was gonna get impatient one of these times and just wake Cal up himself.
It seemed like half-an-hour had passed, when only 5 minutes had, before Cal walked in. My eyes went wide and I scrambled to get up, hugging onto Cal's neck. He grunted and I pulled away, whispering a sorry.
Merrin stood up, walking towards me and Cal, stopping at my side with a smile on her face - though mine was twice as wide. Cal snickered at the giddy look the rested on my lips before looking at Merrin, "That was you in the water, wasn't it?"
Merrin nodded, a pleased look on her face. "I'm glad you're okay, she said, saying it for the both of us - I could tell by the way she poked my arm, "This one wouldn't leave your side," she said, motioning to Greez with a grin.
Cal looked at Greez who was almost behind him and Greez flashed him a smirk. He looked back over to Merrin, "Thank you."
Merrin nodded once before we watched Cal walk over to Cere, pausing and smiling before saying "Hey."
"Hey," she responded, watching him sit down beside her.
Greez tugged at the sleeve of my sweater, dragging me over to Cal and Cere. Cere averted her eyes towards the Captain of the Mantis before he spoke, "What now?"
"Well Captain, this is the end of my charter. Your contract has been fulfilled. Thank you, Greez," she said, causing a smile to tug at the alien's lips.
"Well, if it's all the same to you, I was thinking that maybe I'd stick around here and.. take you wherever you gotta go," he sat down, leaving me the only one standing as Merrin had taken a place next to Cal. "Besides, uh.. kid kinda looks up to me."
"What about that?" Merrin asked, waving her hand in front of her as she motioned towards the holocron that Cal and Cere had almost died for.
"We use it," the retired Jedi Knight responded. "To rebuild the Jedi order."
Cal picked up the holocron, inspecting it like he would my face in the days we would just lay together, his hand rested upon my cheek. He stood up from the couch, letting it go as it started to unlock itself, showing the encrypted files of all the Force-sensitive younglings. We all watched the blue light shine on Cal's handsome, but he was more focused on reading all the children's names than looking at any of us.
"The next generation of Jedi," Merrin spoke up.
"The empire will be after 'em, just like they're after us."
"The lives of every child on that list will be forever changed."
I knew what Cal was thinking, I knew what he wanted to do as he read the names, his mouth slightly agape. Cal shook his head, "Not by us."
Cal looked at Cere, both of them having a mutual agreement as Cal reached for is lightsaber, gripping it and holding it to the holorcron. "Their destiny should be trusted to the Force."
He made eye contact with everyone in the room, starring at me particularly longer than the rest. Then he looked back down at the holorcron, making his decision, planning his future and giving me the wrong impression as he sliced through the green cube. It broke in two, just like my heart.
And it left an imprint on my brain, the worst impression. Cal didn't want kids.
•--•
The group had left me and Cal alone on the Mantis, I told them I felt sick, which I kinda did, it had only been a week after the holorcron incident. It ran through my mind again, the fact that Cal didn't want kids. It upset me so much cause I longed for one thing - Cal to cum inside me deeply.
I didn't want an implant though, I wanted Cal to breed me. It started the day he had me limp in his arms, my cunt beginning to clench around his long cock, on the edge of cumming. And he said something that made me explode, my body begging for a round two afterwards.
"Can't wait till the day I can cum inside you, fill you up with all of me."
After that, all I could think about was him filling me with his seed, holding my stomach, pressing down on where he felt himself. But maker did I want him to fuck a baby into me, beg me to bear his child. And there wasn't a day after the holocron was destroyed that I didn't regret my thoughts.
But, Cal started to notice something was up, I could tell by the way he looked at me for longer than necessary after I told him nothing was wrong. And today was the day I expected him to ask what was really wrong.
I sat on the couch, one of Cal's ponchos draped over my shoulders. He made it for me, the fabric covering my arms more than his usual ones and a mug in my hand filled halfway with caf. It was halfway through the day and the trio had said they wouldn't return till late, like dark out late. I didn't know what they were up to, nor did I care, all I could think about was Cal. Him and long cock that wish didn't only spill into my mouth.
My thoughts were canceled when I heard boots walking towards the main room of the Mantis, most likely there to see me. I set my gaze on Cal, watching as he looked at me in what was either frustration or worry - whatever it was, he didn't look happy.
"What's wrong, pretty girl, you've been wearing that frown for weeks. I know that something is wrong," he spoke, drifting across the room and sitting down next to me. He grabbed the cup of caf out of my hand, making me pout as he took a sip from it and set it aside.
I huffed, "Nothing's wrong, Cal, I'm fine."
The Jedi sighed, wrapping his arms around my waist and pulling me onto his lap so I face him, sitting on it. He rubbed my arm with his gloved hand and pushed my head down to rest on his shoulder with the other, petting my hair. "I won't tell the others, flower, just tell me what's wrong?"
I relaxed my tense muscles and let myself go almost limp against Cal, becoming soft, as I could never lie or be angry with him. "You don't want younglings."
"What do you mean, who told you I didn't want younglings?"
I went quiet, thinking for a moment before responding with, "You destroyed the holocron, you don't want younglings."
"I destroyed it to protect their future, flower, and along with theirs, ours. Did you want younglings?"
I perked up, my face red as I blurted out, "Yes!"
Cal cocked his head, watching as my lips curled into a smile. "Is this what you were so worked up over? Cause you thought I didn't want younglings? What even made you bring up wanting younglings in the first place?"
I choked at his words, my brain failing me as I didn't know how to respond anymore. Cal looked into my eyes trying to find the answer himself, but I knew he had failed with he grunted. "Speak to me, what has you thinking about that type of stuff?"
"I.. don't be mad at me.."
"Never, flower, I would never," he promised.
"I want you to.. um, see," I stuttered, making Cal grin and stroke my jawline with his knuckles. "I want you to.. breed me."
After my words, a thick silence filled the room, but I noticed a change in Cal's green eyes, a spark of lust as he looked up at me. His pupils expanded, almost like a lothcat's eyes while in heat.
"Breed you? Like, impregnate you until you give me all the younglings I want?" he asked, making my core clench around nothing. Why did he have to word it like that?! I thought, whimpering out loud. I could practically feel my slick slowly drip out of my needy hole, soaking my panties.
Cal reached his hand up to wrap around my throat, pulling my face closer to his. "Answer me flower, are you asking me to cum inside you? Have your fragile little body shake while I pump your full of my seed?"
I moaned out at his words, my thighs tensing up as I felt the heavy desire to be touched in some way, wanting Cal's large hands to roam my body and fingers to dance on my clit. "Yes Cal.. that's what I want!"
He was changed from my words, his chuckle deep as his hands moved to grip my hips with a bruising grip. "When were you planning on asking me to breed you, huh? Cause I can do it right now, or I can do it 2 years from now."
"I- Whenever the time was right.. was gonna have you fuck me right there and then," I confessed.
"Then how about we start now?" he growled, standing up and lifting me with him, causing my to wrap my legs around his waist. I held onto his biceps, shaking at the anticipation along with the fright I held in my chest.
Start now.
•--•
Once we got into Cal's room, he practically threw me down on our shared bed, making me squeal when my back his the soft covers. Cal waisted no time tugging off the shirt that he wore, leaving his torso bare and a pair of sweatpants hanging loosely around his hips, his faint v-line peaking through. he climbed onto the bed, hovering over me with a grin.
"You're quivering, pretty girl, don't worry, I won't hurt you," he promised, stroking my cheek with his feathery fingertips, almost like he was petting a frightened animal. "I'll make sure you feel nice and full, flower."
I looked up at him, a goofy smile crossing my face.
He chuckled and said, "Put that away, now's not the time to be adorable, I think I should get you all pretty and prepared to take my load, hm?"
I tried to respond in false confidence but I couldn't, not when he forcefully tugged my pants down, making me gasp. I could feel Cal's eyes burning into my skin as he smirked widely. Cal was never like this, I told myself, watching as he dipped down in between my thighs, kissing them sweetly. Well, we weren't the most innocent in the bedroom, but Cal was never so.. hungry. And I loved every second of it.
Cal maintained eye contact with me as he flattened his tongue against my clothed heat, my panties still on. They were ruined though, the wetness from Cal's tongue changed nothing about them.
"You're soaked, flower," he said, licking the wet fabric. "Was the thought of me cumming in you just too much? How long have you been thinking about this, pretty girl?"
"Si-Since you told me that.. that you wanted to cum in me," I responded, feeling his index finger push aside my panties to make room for his curious tongue.
"That long? That was only a little after we left Zeffo, you've waited that long to tell me?" he asked, his mouth moving closer and closer to my wetness.
I moaned a "Mhm", Cal's fingers spreading my folds. He kitten licked at my clit, dragging out a whimper from me. The action felt so innocent yet so dirty, so very filthy. My fingers couldn't help but drift towards his orange locks, the fluff filling the spaces in between my fingers. "Cal, please," I whined.
Cal licked a long stripe up my folds, planting a kiss on my clit before mumbling into me, "Why didn't you tell me?"
I whimpered at the vibrations, wanting him to keep talking. I'd always made silly jokes with him whenever he ate me out, like "Don't talk with your mouth full". But now that his lips were pressed against me and asking such a short question, I wanted more, I wanted him to keep speaking to me.
"Be-Because I thought you wouldn't li-like it," I admitted, his lips wrapping around my clit and sucking lightly. I felt myself losing control as my hips started to squirm.
Cal threw one of my thighs over his shoulder, arm wrapping around it and hand gripping my inner thigh, his other free hand pushing down on my hips. "Stop the squirming, pretty girl. Now, why do you think that?"
"Cause- nn- cause we're young, Cal. Yo-You don't want kids yet, do.. do you?" I whined, bucking my hips up into his face unintentionally.
"I never thought about kids, ever, but you, what you said has convinced me that I want you dripping with my cum, swollen with my child," he grumbled, sucking harshly this time.
I moaned at his words, my eyes rolling back in bliss. Cal had never been one to be rough, but he was beyond that at this point, guiding me towards my high without much thought, my thighs clenching around his head.
I bit my hand, whimpers spewing out of me like a waterfall. I heard Cal mumbling something about me being a good girl, his hands leaving me and his arm leaving my thigh to fall down onto the bed.
I focused in on his figure, watching him kneel in front of my before grabbing my hips and flipping my body over, tugging me back so my ass was inches away from his prominent erection.
"Pretty, pretty ass," he growled, landing a blow on my behind. I whimpered in the sheets underneath me. Cal not having any of my 'hiding my noises' bullshit, he reached his arm out, hand grabbing onto my hair and twisting it, wrapping it around his hand and pulling my head back so that my throat was more exposed and my noises weren't hidden. "Watch it," Cal growled, releasing my hair and pushing in the middle of my shoulder blades so my chest pressed tightly against the bed.
I positioned my head so I was laying on my cheek, my mouth is no position for my words to be covered. After him basically tearing my panties off my body, I felt Cal's hips moved back, the sound of cloth being messed with. I heard his sweatpants being taken off and throwing them to the side.
Then the boxers.
And before I knew it, the tip of his cock was prodding at my needy hole. I was sure that I was even more wet than before, and Cal proved that by thrusting into me roughly, sliding in with ease. I cried at out at mixture between slight pain and heavy pleasure. Cal stretched my walls in such a delicious way, I couldn't help but let my eyes roll back once again.
"So.. wet, you're so wet for me, pretty girl. Did you feel how easy it was to slip into that tight cunt of yours?" Cal asked, gripping my hips and pulling my ass against him so I felt his pelvis against it.
Cal pulled his hips back before snapping them, his cock pounding into me like a hammer to a nail. "Oh fuck!" I moaned, reaching back to try and grab his forearms, desperately needing something to hold onto before he did was I anticipated - setting a brutal pace.
And he did exactly what I predicted, his cock dragging against my walls at a constant pace, sending me overboard, the tip getting dangerously close to a button hidden in my greedy hole.
What really was sending me overboard was the noises he was making - Cal was always noisy, knowing how much I loved it, his groans and stressed grunts like music to my ears.
And then there was the fact that this was all happening because I mentioned how I wanted to be bred, to be pumped full of his cum like a pastry would with cream. It was so fucking hot, seeing how just the mention of his seed in me set him off onto a feral journey of making me cum, making me clench down on him.
And I was so close to doing exactly that. I felt one of his hands reach under me, middle finger beginning to rub circles around my sensitive clit. I bit my lip, containing wails of pleasure. I could feel every vein that decorated his pretty cock, his length throbbing inside of me.
Cal never made it easy to hold onto sanity when he was rough, I always lost it, screaming out his name like it was a prayer.
And then he hit it, the gold mine, my g-spot.
My nails dug into his skin, not sharp enough to pierce it but enough to make it hurt. "Cal, oh Cal, I'm gonna cum, please," I whined, begging for my release just that way he liked.
"Cum for me flower," he said breathlessly, twitching at my words. I clenched down on his member, a moan on the edge of being a filthy scream. Cal let out a strangled moan, twitching once again before his seed was filling me with a warmth in my tummy. I'd never felt something as good as when his cum was now filling me and I realized I missed so much time where it could've filled me, dripping out of me on missions or at night.
I dropped my arms to my side, relaxing me letting my body fall down to the bed, my ass not raised anymore. A slap was landed to it and Cal hand pulled it up into it's position again, a low growl coming from behind me, "I never said we were done flower, you're only half full."
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