- " 𝙌𝙪𝙞𝙚𝙩 𝙥𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙛𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩, 𝙙𝙤𝙣𝙩 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙞𝙩 𝙩𝙬𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙙... 𝙒𝙚 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙨𝙤𝙘𝙞𝙖𝙡" -
an·ti·so·cial
/ˌan(t)ēˈsōSHəl,ˌanˌtīˈsōSHəl/
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adjective
1. not sociable; not wanting the company of others.
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As I groaned from my headache, slowly sitting up,
All I see is Von beating the living shit out of Emmanuel who was naked.
Then it all hit me and I felt overwhelmed,
What the hell ?!?!
I just had a bra on but still my pants so I'm very confused,
This is not where I live, and Von is about to murder my ex...
Okay... wow-
Calm down Kimani.
All I remember is taking a sip of that dri- 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙂𝘼𝙃𝘿𝘼𝙈𝙉 𝘿𝙍𝙄𝙉𝙆 🙄
Von is going to murder me too, for being so damn stupid.
I'm just glad he came to get me,
I was thinking hella hard when I heard shots go off,
And screaming.
" YOU A LIL BITCH." I heard Von yell,
I got startled because I've never heard him like this.
He came back to me as I heard Emmanuel squeal in pain.
Von looked bout angry as hell,
With his chain in his hand.
"Put yo damn clothes on !" He said annoyed and rushing me.
I snapped back to reality putting on my clothes.
I walked out with him to Emmanuel, where he held his bleeding sides,
Von shot him more than once I-
"Ki- Kimani... that nigga wrong. Look what he did to me" he managed to breathe out,
"Nah... you wrong-HELLA WRONG" I said stepping over him angrily and walking to Von.
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As we got in the car I waited for Von to fill me in
"S-"
"That nigga drugged you. He took you to his house and stole all yo money, HE TOOK MY CHAIN FROM YO FUCKIN NECK, and had yo phone. You lucky I found yo lo, cuz as soon as I busted in that nigga was finna rape yo unconscious ass." He said angrily.
A lump in my throat formed, preventing me to speak.
He sighed in disappointment,
"Why didn't you listen to me Ki ? AND WHERE THE HELL WAS YO UGLY ASS HOE ASS BESTIE." He said.
"Last time I checked she was talkin to a-" I started lowly,
"A NIGGA RIGHT ? I SHOULD KILL HER ASS TOO. Here I am worrying my ass off about you."
I just started to cry hard,
He sighed again,
"you know yo ass ain't goin to another party in like another 40 years, atleast not while you around me." He assured.
"Von..." I said in disbelief,
"You must be outta yo damn mind." He said.
I was now overwhelmed and my headache became worse, causing me to continue to cry as Von continued to lecture me.
"Von please ! Just take me home and we'll talk in the morning. "
"I'm not taking you over there." He replied
"Well wherever we're going."
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As we made it in Vons house, he calmed down.
I sat down in the bathroom longing for a shower,
I just palmed my face, and cried again.
Von stood in the door frame, and his face softened.. a lot.
"We can talk about it 😕" he said.
"I don't wanna talk." I said quickly after.
"Okay, I ain gone force you... I'm sorry I jumped on you Ki, but you gotta do better and think better.. I care a lot about you and if something did happen to you there I don't know what I'd do to him."
"You care about me ?" I said
He nodded,
"I do, but ion like expressing feelings and shit so I rather not say. Take yo shower so we can go to sleep together, I'll wait for you."
I chuckled really light,
"he said you didn't. He says a lot of things. Im gonna lose my mind.. I am, I can't take this anymore. Maybe I'm sensitive or overreacting but I literally cannot escape this... this drama and lies and secrets and manipulation and psycho people." I said.
" Von I don't even know why you still fw me for real. To your friends I'm probably that 'one broken girl Von fw. The one girl who stay depressed, yea and she weird asf for crying all the time ', I'm an outcast, and I don't even have real friends or bestfriends-"
" I can be yo bestfriend ma 🥺" von said, trying to cheer me up.
"Jayla dumb bum ass hoeing around and thot boxing, and I could've been raped tonight, I knew that girl from young, Von..."
"And he stole money from me Von. I have NOTHING " I stressed,
" I can give you money ma, please stop stressing."
"It be the main ones that switch up... I told you that. You just gotta look out for you-" He started
" man ion even care about me anymore... nobody else cares anyways and my whole life is a lie AND THEYRE STILL HIDING THINGS FROM ME... am I not worthy of knowing?!"
"I care 🥺, I just shot a nigga for you ma, and I ain't neva do that for no girl. Take yo shower so we can cuddle. Cry it out and do what you gotta do, but don't cry too long and be okay with staying in that state of mind." He said
I smiled to myself as he began to walk out.
"Aye thanks Von." I said,
"For what ?"
"Taking my bum ass in, from my toxic ass family and saving me and looking out for me."
"You're not a bum Ki, and I enjoy your company. The bare minimum was saving you, I couldn't leave you there to get raped tf. And I look out for you because I care and I..."
"You what ?" I asked
"And I... mmm need you to hop yo dirty ass in the shower 😊, like now." He lied.
He sure ?...
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I cried through my shower, and Von got my favorite Ben and Jerry's icecream.
And they're expensive.
I didn't wanna wear my own clothes tonight so Von gave me a huge white t-shirt he had.
So I just had that and my underwear on.
Then I came under the covers and laid on his chest as he rubbed my ass.
"You good na ?
"Mhm.. and you ?" I asked
"Don't worry about me..." he said.
Von didn't wanna go to sleep until I did, to make sure I was okay before he shut his eyes.
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I got a call from Jayla,
It was all dark Vons room, with the tv on, really late at night.
"Von? 🥺" I said, before I decided to answer,
"Mmm ?" He said through his sleep.
"Jayla calling..." I said
"Don't answer it. You don't need her lame ass excuses. I'm the only phone calls you needa be answering too." He mumbled through his sleep.
I just laughed, "okay." I put down my phone down and laid back on his chest.
"What do you think they're hiding Von ?" I asked, tracing his abs.
"Who knows ? Yo family weird asf.. it could be some shit like yo mama having a 8th toe, or yo Aunty pregnant again- shit ion know" he mumbled again.
I laughed again, "okay Von goodnight."
"Goodnight Bae." He mumbled
Bae ?🤔
Aww🥰
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