TRIGGER WARNING: ABUSE AND VIOLENCE!
*Kazuki's quirk - Nitrodensity: He can control the density of nitrogen gas within a ten miles radius, it can be used to create pressure bombs, as well as create bubbles in the blood stream causing decompression sickness, which can give you severe headaches, make you dizzy, and, extremely tired to the point where you can't think clearly.*
Making your way back to the table, you tried to pretend that you were fine. In reality, you were breaking down.
There were a thousand things running through your mind at once but there was only one thing that you could hear loud and clear.
He found me.
You sat back down and finished the rest of the wine in your cup and immediately poured another glassful.
While finishing the rest of our dinner, you really didn't say much other than answering a few casual questions here and there.
"Um...(Y/N). Are you alright? You really haven't said much since you came back from using the phone." Izuku asked me with a worried look in his eyes.
"Oh, yeah. I'm totally fine, I think I'm going to head home though. I'm really tired." You stood and walked towards the door.
You really hated lying to them but didn't want to burden anyone else with your problems and wouldn't dare disrupt the happiness they held on too.
"Thank you so much Inko, for everything. You'll never know how much it meant to me." You said without looking back. "I'll see you around, Izuku."
Inko and Izuku exchanged worried and confused looks as the door closed.
Breaking down as soon as the door closed behind you, you stood in the hallway for a moment just trying to catch your breath.
When you walked into your apartment, it was dark all except for a lamp near the couch. Slumping down against the door in relief that you was alone, you tried calming your nerves.
You made your way into the kitchen and opened a bottle of wine. You started drinking straight from the bottle until it was nearly gone.
While entering the living room and switching on the light, you realized that someone else was here.
The almost empty bottle crashed to the ground, shattering on the floor.
"Baby! There you are, I've been looking everywhere for you, ya know." He smirked.
Kazuki.
You couldn't move. You just stood there wided-eyed and scared in front of him. He slowly started approching with a sadistic smile carved on his face.
"I told you that I would always find you, and you know how much I hate when you run off like this." He barked in a low intimidating tone.
In that moment, you turned to run away from him as fast as your feet would go. Pure adrenaline was pumping through your body.
When reaching the front door, your fingertips touched the cold metal of the knob and then there was a burning sensation that ran across the back of your head.
He had grabbed a hand off of your hair and pulled you away from the door, dragging you back into the living room kicking and sobbing.
Am I really going to die like this? I have to get away from him. Right now!
He threw you down on the floor and stood over you with a look of pure rage on his face.
"Why are you wearing this? Have you been sleeping with another man?!"
"No! Just dinner with a friend." Your voice was low as you tried to calm is rage.
"Liar! No one would want to be friends with you! A girl like you is only good for so much. Don't you see that I'm the only person who could ever want someone like you."
He then crouched down and ripped the dress you where wearing off of you, leaving you in your underwear.
He wrapped his hands around your neck, as you went to scream for help he put pressure on your throat causing your voice to sound muffled.
"If you scream, I will kill everyone in this building and it will be your fault." He whispered in your ear and gave a sadistic laugh before he continued.
"You know just how dangerous my quirk is baby. Do you really want more blood on your hands? It's your fault your parents are dead and it will be your fault if I have to kill anyone here."
You looked around the room for a way out, trying to claw at his face to push him away.
You had a moment of realization then. No one was coming to save you and you were alone like always.
Nothing was different, and nothing has changed.
He activated his quirk, causing you to get a sever headache that kept you from moving from the cold floor. Releasing his iron grip that held you, he spoke softly as he stood.
"Remember that this is your fault for leaving me again. You brought this on yourself."
"Please! You don't have to do this, I won't run anymore. I promise." You cried with tears still running down your face.
Your words were quicky cut off with a hard kick to the ribs, instantly breaking a few of them.
The kicking continued for a while until the pain was too unbearable that you blacked out.
When you woke up, you were laying on the ground with blood staining your lips. You looked around the room trying to steady your blurry vision.
Noticing that it was day light already and that your apartment was completely trashed from his tantrum.
He was sitting on the couch flipping through channels on the television as if he didn't just almost beat you to death.
He saw that you were now trying to pull yourself up on your feet and he walked over to you.
"Have you learned your lesson about humiliating me yet baby? People talk you know." He sighed and the continued.
"Don't worry, I forgive you. I'm not going to kill you, but I do hope you realize that this is getting very tiresome." He had an evil look in his eyes.
You said nothing, knowing how it would end if you had.
"Stop laying around and get up already. I'm starving." He flopped back down on the couch and turned his attention back to the tv.
Numbness flooded through your body because over the years, you had got used to this heavy feeling that lingered in your heart.
You were so close. You almost got away this time, only long enough for a single taste of that freedom you craved for so long.
After only a few hours of being in the same room with this man, that sinking hopeless feeling return stronger than ever.
When night feel again, he approached you while you held your knees tight to your chest in the floor afraid to move.
"Baby, I have a few things to take care of so I have to go out for a little while but I'll be back before you know it. I know how much you miss me when I'm gone." He said in an airy tone running his fingers through your messy hair.
Looking up into his cold heartless eyes, you began crying yet again. He grabbed your face hard enough to leave a bruise making you whimper in pain.
"If I come back and you're gone, I will make you regret it. You belong to me, don't forget that." He pressed his lips to yours and it made you sick to your stomach. "We're going back home when I return. Go shower and be ready to leave."
With that, he slammed the door behind him and left.
I can't live like this anymore. There's only one thing left to do.
After you were sure he was gone, you got up from the floor trying not to cause anymore pain due to the injuries he left.
You went into the bathroom and closed the door, looking into the mirror at your bruised body.
After a moment, you opened the medicine cabinet and pulled out a pill bottle and untwisted the cap.
I'm sorry, Inko...Izuku. I hope you can forgive me someday...