It was after the wedding when Jungkook came back to Jimin's old home and older excused himself with some work before he could join the younger.
Jungkook was unpacking right now. He felt a little uncomfortable staying in this house, considering the last time he came here he ended up in hospital after he saw Taehyung with Jimin. The only memory of it shook him. "I can't live here. May be I will ask Jimin once he comes back to go to his other house."
Jungkook started to pack up the things again which he unpacked, when his eyes found an envelop in his bag. "What is this?" He thought as he curiously looked at it.
He started to open it as it came out of his own bag, but he stopped all of a sudden. "Is it the same envelop Hoseok hyung gave Jimin? Why didn't Jimin open it yet?" Jungkook spoke to himself and continued to open it.
His eyes found red hue and anger filled his veins as he read through it.
Kim Taehyung With Kim Seokjin invite you to our holy ceremony of their marriage on 30 July.
Jungkook put the wedding invitation card aside. "Why? Why is Taehyung still communicating with Jimin? Is Jimin in touch with him? No, he can't be. He can't lie to me. He can't. He would not. Would he? He promised me. He promised he would cut off all ties with Taehyung. Why did he send this to Jimin?"
Jungkook's eyes teared up as he thought about it and forgot that it was Hoseok who gave the card to Jimin.
Hoseok was Taehyung's friend and Hoseok never knew about Jimin and Taehyung's past ties except that they met in Korea for work. Taehyung must intentionally have given the envelop to Hoseok to give to Jimin, not wanting to contact Jimin directly.
Jungkook still could not streamline his thoughts when a piece of paper fell from inside the card. Jungkook picked it up and read. It was a hand written letter.
Dear Jimin,
I hope you are happy with Jungkook now. I regret the things how they ended between us and I know Jungkook must not want to see me again, but I am sharing my big news with you. Of course I cannot expect you to come to my wedding. If you were, I'd be amazed to say the least.
The day I lost myself to you was greatest day of my life. I am sure I still feel the same way about you but I guess I have also moved on from you. It hurts but I have your memories. Am I wrong to write this letter? Even so, I could not say this when we said our last good bye, when you embraced me one last time.
By now, Jungkook's tears started to flow as he hitched his breathe and muffling sobs left his mouth.
You always asked me to say these words to you but I never did. I guess I wanted to save them for the end. I wanted to say them and then be yours forever, but I never could be yours. I will try in next lifetime to be your soulmate.
Park Jimin, I am saying now. I love you. I love you Park Jimin. And with that, I am freeing you.
Yours
Baby Boy.
"Jimin wanted Taehyung? He wanted Taehyung to say I love you to him? I cannot believe it. Taehyung is lying. I doubt it. I know Jimin loves me and only me. Doesn't he?" Jungkook spoke as he stood up with the envelop and letter in his hand.
He started to brisk walk in the dark living room. His mind could not think anything and his throat tightened. "No, he only loves me. Why? WHY JIMIN? Why did you ask him for confession for love which you claimed never was there. You said you did not love him. Y-you said you only loved me. Y-you s-said... You said I was the only one." Jungkook fell on his knees and cried covering his face in palms.
The young boy did not mind the invitation but the letter filled him with jealousy and broke his heart. "Is he special to you Jimin? Why did not you say so? I guess it's your habit to lie to save my life. You did it twice. Why did I think you would not do it again?" Jungkook suddenly let out a rambunctious laugh like a maniac and harshly wiped his tears.
"Kim Seokjin.. Is it the Doctor guy? Is it him with whom you are getting married Taehyung hyung. huh? Jimin, oh my Jimin. You never belonged to me completely. You had Taehyung on your mind. Is that why you called me Baby Boy last time? Is that what I am to you? An alternative? No, Jimin is not like that. JIMIN..." Jungkook's mind was clouded with so much jealousy that it prohibited him from thinking straight.
"WHY THE FUCK CAN YOU NOT LEAVE JIMIN ALONE? He is MY. JIMIN. He is my Jimin." Jungkook spoke through gritted teeth and got up from the floor holding the table drawer as a support and it slid open. 100s of red thin files dropped on the floor with distinct thuds.
Jungkook kicked them harshly and his eyes fell on the words written on the top of one. He picked that file and read the explicit agreement that Jimin had made with many people. He felt dizzy and got an urge to throw up the more he flipped through pages.
"What did you do Jimin? WHAT IS ALL THIS? You- You hid this from me." He rushed to many files and looked at how Jimin had many people sign the consent before the lewd deeds he did to all of them. It was Jungkook's good luck or Jimin's bad luck that younger picked up his next file, It was someone named Kim Taehyung.
Jungkook now laughed again while tears never stopped. "You are here too. I bet there is a file with my name on it." He picked up the file and rushed out crying.
Meanwhile Jimin was at Tiffany's, looking out for rings.
"Can I customize it?" He asked one gentleman who worked in the store.
"Sure Sir, If you want a good length title or phrase then this is the best option for you. If you want to get single word engraved then I will show you the other option."
Jimin thought about a moment. The rings he chose were of platinum and gold with one solitaire embedded at the center of each ring. "I will take these." Jimin smiled.
"Thank you Sir. You will have to fill a form about your customization request and make the payments there on the cash counter." The man motioned Jimin to the last counter where he was provided with a form. Jimin thought for a second before writing and then scribbled away with widest smile.
He then made the payment and excitedly left the place with biggest change of heart. "You are in for big surprise, Doll. You will not shed any tear, my Love. I won't let you." Jimin spoke to himself as he got in the car and drove away.
He had another surprise to unfold to Jungkook. Jimin could not wait to tell the younger that they were going to Switzerland for a week. He finally reached home and called out younger's name.
"Jungkook, baby, where are you?" He asked as he entered the dark living room.
"Why did not he turn on the lights?" He muttered and tripped on something on the floor. His eyes widened as he leaned to take a good look on 100s of red files on the floor. "Oh FUCK! NO.." He yelled and quickly stood up. He turned on the lights and ran towards his room.
"JUNGKOOK. Where are you? JUNGKOOK? BABY? PLEASE ANSWER ME." He opened the door by door of each room, but all were untouched as if no one ever lived there.
"JUNGKOOK." Jimin turned and checked all other floors but the boy was no where.
Jimin pulled out his phone from his tuxedo pants which he was still wearing from the wedding. The number was unreachable. "Baby what did you do?" Jimin slumped against the wall and grumbled.
"Why did you look through it? It is not your fault. It's mine. I should have gotten rid of it. I am a fool." Jimin cursed himself as he gritted his teeth but the worry grew with each passing moment. Where was Jungkook?
Jimin got an idea to check his car monitoring tag but the car was still in the home. Jimin did not know what to do next. He tried Jungkook's phone many times but the younger had switched it off.
Jimin knew he should be worried. He did not even know if Jungkook would turn suicidal again or get another anxiety attack. Jimin could not talk to Kyla right about now.
He tried everything for 30 minutes and then he pulled off his strings. He called the Hawaii administration in Airlines and Trains to monitor if Jungkook was there or if he would go there and he also called the cops.
The entire night he spent calling many people but no one could help him in a short time until he got the call back from one administration by the morning.
"Hello Sir!"
"Did you find any thing?"
"Yes, Mr. Jeon Jungkook took a flight to South Korea 12 hours ago."
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