-Alive
*Killua's POV*
I stare at the ring on my finger. Did Gon come here? I listen to the machines beep over and over. I'm kind of happy I didn't die..The door slides open..it's the doctor.
"Oh you're up!" He said smiling
"Your boyfriend just left" he added
My eyes widen.."Gon?". I take the IV out of my arm and get up..
"Hey Hey! you can't do that" he said blocking my way
"Move! I need to talk to him" I felt dizzy and fell. He laid me back on the hospital bed and reattached my IV.
"You seem fine. I say we get this over with and get you shipped out as soon as possible."
"Shipped?"
"Yup! soon you'll be transferred to a mental hospital. As long as you behave and show mental health progression the sooner you can get out."
"I don't need that I won't do this again" I said rolling my eyes.
"Too bad it doesn't work that way" he said and sighed
"How long do I stay?"
"Depending on you, but it normally takes 6 months to a year"
A hour passes of psychiatrist and therapist talking to me and asking me questions. Like "Why would I do that?", "How long have I been cutting?", "How did you acquire blades?" blah blah.
I get shipped out tomorrow.. I spent the rest of my day in the hospital with my mom and Alluka by my side. I apologize to Alluka. I find out she's the one who found me and I feel terrible about it.
"Can I talk to Gon before I leave?"
Alluka looks at our mom and I do the same. Anxiously waiting for an answer.. She sighs and agrees. She goes through her bag and hands me my phone.
When I open it I see all the texts Gon sent me and all the miss calls I had by him I felt terrible. I call him and the phone rings for a second..
"Killua?"
"H-Hi Gon.."
I start to blush. This was so awkward since my family was literally looking at me while I talked..
"I'm glad you're okay, I stopped by but I had to leave since I wasn't family"
"Thank you, I see the ring and I'm sorry" I started to tear up and Alluka came and held my hand.
My mom twirls her fingers telling me to hurry up..
"Anyway Gon I'm being sent away tomorrow.. I don't know how long I'll be gone." I say crying
"Yea I know.. I didn't think I'd be so soon" His voice cracked
"Well will you wait for me?" I say waiting for an answer
"Of course! but you need to find someone who will treat you better than me."
"Okay..and I'm sorry for saying I hated you. I was upset and it's not true.."
"I forgive you" he laughed a little and so did I
"Okay.. I-I love you.."
"I love you more"
I hang up and wiped the tears from my eyes.
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11 months later
That was the last time I heard his voice. I remembered his words this whole time. And luckily the staff members let me keep my ring. I spent my birthday here.. it was July 7th if I wasn't here I would be on summer break with Gon. Anyways I'm 18 now. I ended staying here for 11 months almost a year. I get released tomorrow! and it's perfect timing for school.
My Senior Year..
I can finally see Gon again. I miss him so much. I miss his face.. His lips.. EVERYTHING. I can't wait to see him..