𝙻𝚊𝚢𝚕𝚊 𝙼𝚊𝚛𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚕𝚕
𝟷𝟸:𝟷𝟷 𝙰𝙼
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" momma you okay ? " I sat next to my moms hospital bed.
she struggled to speak " I'm fine " she nodded
" what were you doing at the block party ?" raven asked her , which was a good question.
she started to talk , and then she shook her head no
" what ? why you shaking your head ? " I asked her
" y'all should go , I'm kinda tired. " she pulled the cover up on her and closed her eyes
me and raven looked at eachother confused.
I shrugged and we left the hospital.
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" I really wanna know why she was over there" raven said as she connected her phone too my radio.
" probably went over there for aunt Cheryl or something , I just hope she be okay " I pulled out of the parking lot.
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" how y'all og doing ? " Derrick asked while he bit a beef jerky.
" she's doing good " I nodded my head and sat on foogi's couch.
" they say when she gone be out ? " foogi asked
" nope " raven popped the P
" oh , I'm praying for her fr " he responded
" nigga you don't pray " Derrick looked at him crazy.
" how you know what I do ? "
Derrick just waved foogi off.
" lando and berlin still coming down here ? " raven asked them
" yeah , they say they like 30 minutes away " Derrick responded
" who is Lando and Berlin ? " I said confused
" they our friends also , they moved to Florida last year and now they moving back , they staying here for the weekend tho " foogi put me on game
" oh " I nodded slowly.
" y'all hungry ? I'm finna order door dash " raven
" yesssss , Wendy's 4for4 please. stomach touching my fucking back yo " I exaggerated
" if you that hungry just eat Derrick dick up " foogi tight smiled.
" bitch" I blank faced him and they both started laughing.
" do y'all boys want something or not ? before I submit this order " raven said
" nah " they said at the same time
" okay " raven said and she submit the order
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𝟸:𝟷𝟷 𝙰𝙼
" ONG I BEAT YOU " I yelled at Derrick , we were playing 2K & eating door dash.
" gir I let you win " he mushed my head
" uh oh , they touchy touchy feely feely" foogi said
" nigga , shuttup " I laughed and got off the game.
- ding dong.
the door bell rang " I'll get it " raven got up and answered the door.
" WASSUP LIL GIRL " two guys said and hugged her. I'm guessing it was lando and Berlin.
raven moved for them to come in the door and they spoke and hugged Derrick and foogi.
" so , who this is ? " the one with hair asked
" ohhh , this is my sister Layla .. Layla this is lando and Berlin " raven introduced us
𝙰𝚛𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚘 𝙷𝚞𝚗𝚝 ' 𝙻𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚘 '
𝙱𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚗 𝙷𝚞𝚗𝚝
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" so how old you is ? " lando asked me
" I'm 17 " I responded
" you can't be hollin at her , that's Derrick ole girl" foogi blurted.
" ah shit , Derrick this you ? " lando pointed at me in shock.
" nah bruh , we just cool do you " Derrick laughed
" leave that girl alone , sheon want nun to do with you boy " Berlin said to lando
" y'all staying the night here ? " lando asked me
" we was , but now I'm just gone go home .. causseee yeah " I nodded slowly and got up to go upstairs and grab my stuff.
as I was getting my stuff I heard the door close behind me.
i turned around and it was Derrick.
" what you leave fo ? " he said in a low tone.
" because y'all have company that I don't know , and plus y'all need more space since they gone be here for the whole weekend " I shrugged and continued to look for my hoodie.
" so , sleep in here with me " he stood in his bathroom Mirror playing In his head.
" yeah right " I laughed
" I'm not laughing , I'm being deadass " he said with a straight face.
i sighed
" na put ya shit down and get inna bed " he grabbed my purse out my hand and hung it on his door.
" nah , imma take a shower and put on my onesie first " I said getting my things back out my my duffel bag.
" okay , take ya time " he said as he walked out of the door.
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RED LIGHTS , STOP SIGNS , I STILL SEE YOUR FACE IN THE WHITE CARS ! FRONT YARDS CANT GO TOO THE PLACES WE USED TO , GO TOO CAUSE I STILL FUCKING LOVE YOU BAAABBEEE .
i yelled drivers license while I got out of the shower because , olivia did her thing period.
I washed my hair in the shower too so it was dripping on my onesie.
i sprayed perfume on myself and lotioned up.
" bout time , you be taking centuries in the fucking bathroom" Derrick was sitting on his bed
" why you up here ? yo company down there " I laughed.
" cause I had to fucking pee , move " he lightly pushed me and went into the bathroom.
I just went downstairs where everybody else was.
" bae I thought you was leaving " lando said as I walked down the stairs.
I laughed " I was , I changed my mind tho "
" oh you wanted to be around me ? " he smiled showing his grills.
I covered my face and sat next to raven.
" yo ass weird bruh " lando started laughing.
" Derrick gone fuck you up , messing with his girl" foogi started.
" he said this not his girl " he stretched out his arms, "are you his girl ? " he asked me and I shook my head nah.
" not yet anyways " Derrick walked down the stairs and intervened in the conversation.
" uh oh ni " foogi started moving his eyes every which way.
" thought you told me to do my thing ? " lando said to Derrick.
" yea nigga you can do yo thing , I'm not gone force you not too " Derrick laughed
lando waved Derrick off.
" okay imma just go laydown , bye now " I ran upstairs. that was mad embarrassing
I put my hair in a messy bun to keep from getting his pillow hella wet and I got in bed and scrolled on my phone.
" get up " Derrick said as he came In the room and closed the door behind em.
" I JUST laid down , what is it ? " I said holding my arms out for him to come here.
" c'mere " he licked his lips
" ughhh " I groaned and got up.
" what ? " I walked up to him
and he just looked at me like wtf is it ?
" well what do you wa - " I got cut off by him grabbing my neck and pinning against the wall while kissing me.
I was in shock at first but i wanted this to happen so I kissed back.
" take these off " he said referring to my pants.
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" DAD , STOP WHAT ARE YOU DOING ? " I yelled
" stop running from me Layla , take those off " my dad started tugging on my shorts.
I kicked him in the nuts and ran outdoors.
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I shook my head no.
" no , Derrick I can't do this " I said and he instantly stopped.
I started to shed a tear but I held it in.
" what's wrong ? " he said backing away.
I shook my head " nothing , it - it's stupid " I laid back down.
" you gotta tell me wassup ma " he laid next to me and I started crying.
he just held me.
" i was raped at 15 .. by my dad " I said. it hurt when I said it , talking and crying feels like chains around your throat.
" oh Shit , I triggered that ? " he looked hella concerned.
i nodded " don't take it to heart tho "
" nah you good , everybody got they scars I'm not gonna judge you off that shit "
" thank you " I sniffed
" for what ? "
" for understanding " I looked up at him and kissed him.