"Get up maggot and bow to your Luna." Damien snarled.
I have never heard Damien get this nasty and aggressive before, not even to his pack members but then again I remembered that Damien never really liked rogues, my sister and I were the only exceptions to that.
"I'll bow to the girl when you bring her to me, I have a message for her," I heard a cold and empty voice in the shadows.
There was a man on the opposite side of the cell with his back facing us, he was sitting on the cold damp floor with his legs crossed in meditation position.
"And what's this message?" Damien spat.
"I said the message is for the fucking girl, now bring her here!" The man shouted through the bars of the cell, catching me and Damien off guard. I looked over and noticed the shocked expression plastered across his face. No one has ever been this rude to an Alpha unless you were an Alpha yourself or you just had a death wish.
Oddly enough this man's voice seemed strangely familiar but I couldn't place where I heard it before. Damien stepped forward towards the cell but made sure not to touch the bars as they were made of pure silver and coated with wolfsbane, deadly to werewolves.
I didn't like the aura of this man one bit, he wasn't what I was expecting him to be and I was getting a bad vibe from him.
"Damien can we please just go?" I pleaded.
I regretted saying anything after that.
The man turned his head and smiled as he realized I was there all along. He got up from the floor and approached the bars so that we were facing each other.
"So you're the Luna of this pack? I'm not so sure Cole will be pleased about that, running away and becoming someone else's just like your mother," The man said slyly.
I looked at the man carefully and thoroughly and immediately recognized him. He was the same man on that very day when my parents were murdered, he was the one ordered to drag me down to the prisoner after I was captured.
He grinned as he saw my facial expressions change from recognizing him.
"Aw you finally remember me kitten? You sure did put up a fight, such a feisty little one," He joked with me as if we were friends.
"What the fuck are you talking about?" Damien snarled.
"He does all of the dirty work for Cole like a minion. He was ordered to hunt me down and bring me back to my old pack after my parents were murdered, he dragged me down by my hair and locked me away," I whimpered at the memory. I never wanted to relive the moments ever again but it just seemed like I could never escape.
HIs grin widened.
"I guess you could call me Cole's Beta. Now here is the message for you...the blood moon is coming and time is almost up, I've let you roam free for long enough but now that comes to an end. I can take you forcefully or you can willingly come to me and rule as my mate, nothing will stop me. Your dead parents won't stop me and you damn sure won't stop me, I will be seeing you soon love,"
"And that was from Cole?" I asked horrified.
"Yes and he always gets what he wants no matter what he has to do to get it," He grinned evilly.
"KILL HIM! I want his head snapped off and I want his body burned to ashes!" Damien roared as he stormed up the steps, rage pouring out of his veins.
I just stood there in shock unable to move, it was as if I weren't allowed to live the normal life I've always wanted, I've been running away from something I didn't understand and now that I understood it, it was even more terrifying. What was going to happen to me? I watched as the guards opened the cell door and advanced towards the man. He had light brown hair caked with dirt and debris, his clothes were ragged and his face was truly showing his age unlike most werewolves, he looked to be about in his late 40's. Behind those dark brown eyes were a person corrupted by a monster.
Cole.
"See you in Hell bitch," Was all he said to me before the guards got a good grip on his head, held him down and ripped his head completely from his body, that was my cue to go and check on Damien. As I walked up the steps and was welcomed by the warm sunlight, somehow I still felt cold on the inside, like the sun refused to reach inside of me.
"Iry!" I turned to the side to see Lillian dashing towards me with fear full in her eyes.
"Iry you need to please help Damien, he's getting out of control," She squealed in desperation.
I looked down and noticed a blackish blue fresh mark in the crook of her neck standing proud.
"Blake marked you?!" I asked in shock.
"Now is not the time for that!" She yelled as she grabbed my hand and we dashed through the forest, towards the pack house.
Anger boiled through my veins as we ran through the pack, it was nearly unhealthy. It was like I wanted blood and murder. I knew it was Damien's thoughts and emotions as they felt so strong it was nearly nauseating.
We walked through the pack house and I gasped at the sight before me. The living room was in a wreck , the couch was smashing to bit and there was a clear hole in the tv as if someone punched it. There were holes everywhere in the holes and the table in the center of the room was now in half.
"He went into the room cursing and screaming, I've never seen him this upset before Iris. Please help him," Danielle ran up to me and hug me with concern on her face. I patted her dark brown hair and smiled.
"I''ll help him as much as I can," I said as she let go to look up me with watery baby blue eyes.
I walked away, leaving Lillian with Danielle behind in the destroyed living room and walked up the stairs where I heard roars and shouts shaking the walls of the halls. He was angry because he didn't want to lose me, he was frustrated because his mate was in danger and he didn't understand what was happening and now someone was threatening his precious mate. I knew this because I could feel every single one of his emotions. As I stood in front of the bedroom door I took a deep breath and opened the door. Damien was laying on his back, his hands covering his face while he laid there finally in silence.
I looked around the room and noticed nothing had been touched or broken except for the now new holes in the wall.
Damien," I said softly as I approached the king sized bed.
When I didn't get a response I climbed on top of him so that I was straddling his waist. I grabbed his hands and slowly moved them away from his face, revealing a tearful Damien. I've never seen him so exposed and vulnerable before, it was like seeing him for the first time. I always preferred seeing the fun loving Damien smile and have fun. This was my first time experiencing such vulnerability from him, his beautiful baby blue eyes were filled with tears but not one dared to slide down his face. He stared up at me, displaying so many beautiful emotions on his face.
Anger, hatred, sadness, depression, confusion but the biggest one of them all was fear. Fear washed over his face like an ocean washing over the shore. He feared that I would be taken away form him, he feared I would die and he would be left all alone. He fear that I would leave him for someone else, leaving him with only a broken heart to remember me by. My heart quivered at his thoughts, I was upset that he would ever think so low of me but I knew it was only because he loved me and he wanted to believe I felt the same for him.
We've both come a long way since that day I first met Damien in the forest, screaming that I would never love him to now looking deep into the eyes of a man I grew to love. That's right I loved him and no one would ever change that, I was a rogue and he was an Alpha. A rogue Luna.
I watched as a single tear drop slid down his beautifully tanned face. I managed to catch it in a kiss as I captured it against his cheek.
I brought my mouth up to his ear and whispered to him.
"I will never stop loving you, you are the other half of my soul and I will forever cherish that,"
That statement only seemed half true. Truthfully I didn't feel as attached to Damien as my wolf described it. We were never the couple that desperately craved each other's touch or attention. We were only comforted by it. We never did what mates were supposed to do, I have half of his soul but where is the other half of mine? Does he truly have it? Will he ever have it ? He was my controller after all so he must have it, that was the only logical answer.
I was welcomed with warm arms wrapping around my torso, disrupting my thoughts.
"Baby I can't imagine losing you, my world would come to an absolute end," He whispered to me.
"Then don't imagine that, imagine us with 2 children, a boy and a girl and we are living happily together with no darkness around us," I whisper back.
That was my dream. In a perfect world with no darkness, just us.
"I can make it come true," He said as he kissed along my earlobe making me shiver. He began trailing kisses along my jawline and stopped at the corner of my mouth, I felt the tingling sensation of his lips along my jaw, making me want him more. I held my breath waiting for his next move. I felt his slightly cracked lips finally attack mine and I immediately responded, loving every second of our lips connecting, sending sparks. I opened my mouth so that he could have access to to explore every inch of it, devouring me from within.
HIs grip tightened as I was pulled down harder onto him but this time I finally wanted a turn in dominance. I pulled pulled away and turned my attention towards his neck, kissing and licking all around between the crook of his neck. I felt my canines slightly growing in and I took this opportunity to mark what was finally mine. I sank my teeth into his neck, marking my territory. He groaned in pain and satisfaction as his grip shifted from my waist to my ass.
I smiled against his skin knowing that I was pleasing him, I wanted to make him feel better, I also wanted to make myself feel better so I imagined something. I wanted to do with Damien for a long time.
I pulled at his shirt, wanting to take it off. I pulled away and helped him take his shirt off, as I did he never broke eye contact with me. I threw his shirt on the ground to admire his gorgeous body.
His gorgeous body that was all mine.
He pulled me back down until our faces were about an inch away from each other.
"You can do whatever you want with it," I felt his breath fan against my face, sending my heart racing. He knew what I was thinking about, I knew what he was thinking about and we both were thinking the same thing. I sat up and ran my hands down his body until I hit the rim of his jeans which were hanging dangerously low on his hips. I gently skimmed my hand around the edge and he sat up with me still in his lap. He cupped my face with his strong hands and kissed me as hard as he could. I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him closer. We were chest to chest, lips to lips.
My body began moving on its own as I began grinding my hips against Damien. Pressing our hips against each other.
He pulled away and rested his forehead against mine as I continued to grind against him.
"Iris...we need to stop." he groaned as his breath began to quicken. I never knew something could feel so good fully clothed.
"I don't want to stop. I want you." I breathed out.
At that exact moment I could tell that his wolf officially took over. His eyes began shifting darker shades as he ripped off my shirt...literally.
I gasped at his action. He began kissing my shoulders and moved his way up to his mark. I could feel him, hard against my inner thigh knowing he wanted more. He made his way up to his claim and I couldn't help but release a moan. He grinned at the satisfaction he knew he was giving me. His hands began to move their way up my back and stopped at my strap.
He unstrapped it and I pulled my arms out of the straps, letting myself be free. I had never been so intimate or exposed to anyone anyone else but I knew Damien had been with other women so I felt a shyness creep up in me and I couldn't help but cover myself from him.
He let out a low growl that surprised me.
"Don't ever think about covering yourself from me, you're more beautiful than anyone I've ever been with," He said, his voice thick with lust.
I slowly uncover myself as I watched his eyes get wide with satisfaction. Somehow he flipped us over so that he is hovering over me with my legs still wrapped around his waist.
I slide my hands down his abs until I was back at his jeans button and zipper. Slowly unbuttoning his pants and sliding the zipper. He paused to take his pants off and throw them on the ground.
"This isn't about me right now," He moved my hands and ducked his head down to my breast and captured my nipple into his mouth, I moaned under his touch, pulling his head closer to me as his tongue swirled around my breast and then down my stomach sending me shivers of delight. He stopped at my navel and slowly began to pull down my pants. I laid there closely watching him until they were fully off. He slid down so that now either of my legs were hoisted up on his shoulders and he face was right in front of my slick wet core.
"What are you doing?" I questioned, growing self conscious.
He chuckled lightly before ducking his head down and swiping his tongue slowly around my heated entrance, making clutch his head and arch my back against the bed. Every touch felt sensitive and new, my body was feeling things I've never felt before. I moaned out his name and looked down to see him smirking at how much pleasure he was giving me. He reached back up and planted a kiss on my lips, allowing me to taste every inch of myself from his mouth.
I watched as he sat up to finally take his boxers off and once they were fully off I gasped.
He chuckled from my reaction as his eyes twinkled.
He was even more gorgeous naked.
"Beautiful" was all he whispered before he lowered himself completely onto me. He rested in between my parted legs and hesitated.
"Are you sure about this? Once mated there is no going back, we are united as a whole," He said, holding himself back.
I knew he would be extremely disappointed if I changed my mind but I wasn't going to change my mind, I was absolutely sure that I wanted this right now.
I was ready.
I nodded my head and bit my lip in anxiousness as I watched him position himself at my entrance
He looked up at me and reached up to kiss me passionately.
"I love you so much," I heard him mumble against my skin as he slowly began to push against my heated core slowly.
I felt slightly uncomfortable as I felt a pressure every time Damien tried to push inside, as he pushed in deeper I hissed in pain.
He groaned. "Sorry Flower but I have to do this."
All of a sudden he thrusted in quick and I screamed out in pain. He just laid there, trying hard not to move as much as possible but still having a hard time controlling himself.
I whimpered in pain and tried to get used to the fullness.
Damien reached up and placed my left nipple in his mouth and began to suck at it. I moaned at his movements. He began slowly thrusting in and out causing the pain to turn into pleasure. It was like nothing I ever experienced.
"Damien harder please." I begged as he groaned against my skin.
He began to pick up speed as I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him closer.
He began kissing all the way up until he reached his claim and began to suck and lick around it.
I moaned into his ear which encouraged him to go faster. He began pounding into me and my moans began to turn into screams of pleasure.
"Fuck Iris you feel so good." Damien groaned into my ear as he nipped at my ear lobe.
Every touch sent my body into shocks of pleasure. He was pleasuring me in every way possible. I felt something building up inside of me and I began to feel light headed. I felt myself begin to tighten around Damien as he pounded into me harder. I gripped on his back, feeling myself scratching away at his skin.
Then pleasure exploded all throughout my body. I couldn't help but scream out Damien's name, as he continued to pound and pleasure exploded through body it sent me into a frenzy.
Damien groaned and I felt his hot juices exploding into me as I continued to feel that pleasure.
"Stop moving." I barely whispered as I grabbed Damien's face and smashed my lips onto his. All throughout the room you could hear our ragged breathing as Damien collapsed onto me.
"That was hot." Damien smiled as he rolled over onto his side of the bed.
"That was amazing, I never felt like that before." I smiled. I felt my eyelids drooping and tiredness wash over.
"You haven't even felt the best I could do." Was all I heard before sleep took over me.
It was the worst day ever, knowing that there is a psycho after you wanting to be your mate just for your power.
It was the best night ever knowing that you are finally united with your mate completely.
(I'm not that great at sex scenes hehe)
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