- " 𝙄𝙛 𝙞𝙩 𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙩 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙢𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙮, 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙚𝙡𝙨𝙚 " -
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𐂲☯︎𐂲
𝘼𝙉𝙔𝙒𝘼𝙔𝙎
- 𝙆𝙄𝙈𝘼𝙉𝙄 -
ꁒꔊꁒ
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• 𝐀 𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐊 𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐑 •
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It's been a week and I haven't talked to Von.
My mother has been trying to win back my trust and respect, but I can't take it anymore. I'm stressed.
𝙄𝙩 𝙨𝙚𝙚𝙢𝙨 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙨𝙝𝙚'𝙨 𝙝𝙞𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚.
-That and everyone else...
I told my boss I need a raise, so I can hurry up and get tf outta here.
But he said 'a good day's work is a good day's pay.'
-Meaning I have to work harder which kinda defeats my purpose.
Jayla and her mom been trying to cheer me up, but I just wanna curl up in a ball and die 🙄.. not literally ofc...
Today, my mom is making the whole house clean out our basement and the rest of the house.
She claims it's a "new start" .
Like girl, why couldn't it be a new start when you- nevermind.
- 𝙅𝘼𝙔𝙇𝘼 -
ꁒ🦋ꁒ
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I notice my bestfriend's pain.
And I try my best, to make her happy.
But it won't work,
Soooo....
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"Man she dont wanna talk to me." Von said, rolling his blunt.
"Cmon Von...you know that girl don't mean it ! It's just that, she isn't the same. "
"She needa leave that house." He said.
"Before she can- will you pretty pleaseeeeeeeee cheer her up . It's been a month since you guys knew eachother and y'all feeling eachother"
"Jayden..." he said
"It's JAYLA 🙄 ! And can you please help. I'll give you money." I begged
"You a good ass friend, and I'll see. But if she start being rude like how she always is then it's fuck her and I'm not helping again." He said.
"Okay... thanks, and DO NOT tell her what I said." I said.
He just nodded and I left....
-𝙆𝙄𝙈𝘼𝙉𝙄-
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After I finished working with my mom and them, I walked to the park.
As I walked there, I noticed Tj
"Hey Tyreek Johnson." I said.
"It's Tj and hey" he said smoking his blunt.
"What's wrong ?" I asked, sitting down with him on the swings
"Shit... life, I just wanna cry and poop and smoke all day-"
"Oh- do you have a counselor?" I asked
"MAN ! Why everyone keep asking me that. I need... I need... man ion even know what I need... wassup with you tho ?" He said.
"I been a little out of it. I don't know, everything in my life went left." I said.
"Mmm you know Jessenia started her stripping job ?" He said
"Nah... I haven't been to work lately."
"I'm tired of life you know ?" He said
"Tell me about it." I said.
"We can get through it okay ?" I said optimistically.
"Tuh. I tried that. Life is just a cluster of issues and problems...issues and problems... and it never gets better. So you better be ready for it."
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What he said rung in my head.
Is he right ?
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* 𝙚𝙣𝙙 𝙤𝙛 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧...*