- " 𝘽𝙞𝙩𝙘𝙝𝙚𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙗𝙚𝙘𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙚 𝙞𝙢 𝙦𝙪𝙞𝙚𝙩, 𝙞 𝙙𝙤𝙣𝙩 𝙛𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩... 𝘽𝙞𝙩𝙘𝙝 𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙠𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙮𝙤𝙪 "- imani ^
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(Idk if I should spam y'all with updates because, I may not be updating in a while... I'm going to Orlando again... I STILL LOVE MY NYC THO .🦭)
-𝙆𝙄𝙈𝘼𝙉𝙄-
ꨄ☯︎ꨄ
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"WHAT ?!"
"Fuck is yo opps doing here this fuckin early. LET ME GO HOME, RIGHT FUCKIN NOW" I said
"Stay here ma, you got to. How the hell-" Von started
𝘽𝙊𝙊𝙈 𝘽𝙊𝙊𝙈
The sounds got louder, causing Von to sprint to his gun and grab his vest.
They both ran out and I debated on what to do,
I ran too.
FUCK ! I HATE BEING A WOMEN SOMETIMES-
FUCK IS MY TITTIES JUMPING LIKE THIS FOR ?!?
I didn't know what the hell I was gonna do...
I just hope Von ugly ass don't get hurt.😕
I ran down noticing Von, who was one of the last ones shooting.
I stood behind the back door, watching them and staring at the gun that was on the ground.
"GO IN THE HOUSE MA." He said, backing up.
I didn't want to- but I did because who tf is going to be shot on purpose.
I went to the kitchen intensely, scanning the counter for car keys that matched the car that sat in the driveway,
After I found it, I took a glance at Von again, noticing him still shooting, but he was getting tired, and that other nigga just wasn't giving up-
This mf got his leg shot up and still shooting.
This is like Mortal Combat, minus the guns. 😩
They moving and hiding so they don't die. Running and jumping-
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As I crept to Vons car, that had bullet holes in the bottom-
Von loves his cars, so I know he'll be pissed.
I stab the ignition with the key and started the car, then opened the driver door and yelled for Von to come in.
𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙤𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙝𝙖𝙙 𝙮𝙚𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙞𝙘𝙚 𝙢𝙚.
Von backed up more and more, shooting him.
Then he ran to the passenger side, getting in he car
I sped off, unsure of where to go.
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As I pulled into an almost- empty parking lot of Walmart, I turned to Von.
"You good bruh ?" I asked and he nodded, out of breath.
I sighed,
"S-" I started.
"We can't go back yet, they gone have more niggas come." He said
"So where we gonna go ?"
"I got another trap, and my niggas there. They gone help." he said
"You have anoth- okay Von where is it ?"
"Get outta here and make a left"
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As I pulled into another of Vons many trap houses.
He got out, and I got out.
"Aye be careful, these niggas weird sometimes." He warned
"So ? You weird all the time... what dat mean ?" I said, jokingly
He just shook his head and I told him I was joking.
We walked in and again,
Smells like straight weed.
"Aye who dat be.... oh it's Von y'all" one said.
" aye man, what y'all on." Von replied
And booka's here-
"Shawty don't speak ?" One asked
Von nudged me and I mugged him.
"Hi-" I started
"Von this yo hoe ?-"
"HOE WHO ?!" I asked.
"Damnnnnn 😂" someone said.
I just went on my phone as Von told them what to do.
A couple of them left to go to Vons trap, and clean and stuff.
So we had to stay there for a while.
They was just talking and talking and talking.
I came close to Von, whispering to him.
"Von Ima go home now-"
"Nah, too soon, let em come back first."
"Yo opps don't know me or that I was with you-"
"Kimani."
"Dayvon-"
He cut me off 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒂 𝒌𝒊𝒔𝒔 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏.
"You need to stop that and ....If you let me go, we don't 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 have to talk again." I said
"So... like.. we won't talk ever ?" He asked
"We're gonna forget about eachother and get back to our regular lives... well my life is regular and yours is... something." I said, with slight exuberance, and hope.
"Okay..." he agreed, sighing
He looked kinda upset but I don't know why... I though this is what we wanted..
"Okay... let's go." I said
"You can wait... til they come bac-"
"I have school tomorrow Dayvon."
"Fuck that school." He said
"Fuck you... *i sigh* listen, they won't see me. But I'm heavily exhausted and I have to study and I need sleep again."
"Damn she tryna leave you Von." Someone said
"Stfu nigga ."
"Aight, give me a minute ma." He said
Von got up and went to the hallway, to another guy, leaving me with the rest of them.
I just put my head down.
"So... you a virgin lil folks em ?" One of them asked me.
I just furrowed my eyebrows,
And put my head back down.
"Come here" He said
I shifted uncomfortably,
"I'm good"
Then he started to approach me.
I backed up,
"Why you scared ? Why you scared ?" He asked, coming closer.
He lifted up my skirt causing me to instantly kick him, and he just continued to lift my skirt.
"VON !!!" I yelled
The other guys were in another room rolling weed and counting money, with the door shut
Von ran to me, and pushed back the guy.
I started to cry, as my chest lifted higher and higher.
"WHAT HAPPENED?!" He asked
"That bitch was tryna fuck on me" the guy lied.
"Von he tried to rape me... he was touching on me.. TAKE ME HOME !"
"And I'll do it again, who tf you think you rejecting-" the guy started,
-Before Von shot him almost immediately, without any emotion.
"Aight let's go ma" he said, putting his arm behind me.
I cried as I got in the car.
"Ki-"
"Take me home. I don't wanna talk to you right now." I said.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have left you alone in there , I shouldn't have dragged you in my mess-" He started
"VON ! Just take me home. And don't think about buying me gifts, I already gave you back the first ones you got me."
"Why ? Why did you give them back ?!" He asked
"Because... I don't like taking things from people. I don't need anything and I don't want anything from no one."
"Kimani, I bought them for you, not because you asked.."
"Please Von, I just need to sleep, BUT thanks for the gifts." I said, letting my hand hold up my head.
"I-" Von started,
"I'm such a crazy bitch. I tried to be a good person and take you away from that damn shoot out and karma got my ass for no reason. It's like I can't win. My father dies, and I didn't even know why, until my weird ass mother said something... and everyone around me knew. I have no place to go when I need to get away. My grades started sleeping this week, and my life is falling apart- aw shit ! I got work tomorrow, and I may even be fired for missing days out. Someone kill me please- oh and I was almost raped, hadn't you been there. So please don't say anything right now, I will jump out of this car expeditiously." I said
Von was going to say something but stopped.
"Y-you have suicidal thoughts ?" He asked lowly.
I sighed, hearing him speak.
"Recently yea... nothing is working for me." I said
"Okay." He said, thinking hard.
"You be getting panic and anxiety attacks and shit ?" He asked.
"Yes, sometimes..I ain't know you was a counselor." I said chuckling very lightly.
"I'm not.. but my lil brother used to have them... you ever self harmed ?" He said
"Von...please-" I started, feeling my headache
"Yes or no ?" He asked
"No. Never, I'm too scared but.." I said
"But what ?"
"Nothing... "
Wtf ? I'm starting to act like Tj.
Maybe I need a blunt.
"All jokes aside Von, I'm mentally stable it's just really stressful. Some days I feel like the baddest bitch alive... and some days I don't wanna be alive." I said.
"oh ....we here, I'll see you tomorrow-" he said
"-No you won't, but goodnight."
*𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒇 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓*
*𝒗𝒐𝒕𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕 !*
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