Spencer was sitting on the couch reading a book while you were in the kitchen making some popcorn. Once you had finished up cleaning up you grabbed the popcorn bowl and set it on the table in front of Spencer. You snatched his book away and set it to the side.
He quickly looked up at you confused "Hey!"
You smiled and slowly sat on his lap straddling him. You wrapped your arms around him and buried your face into the crook of his neck. His hands slowly traveled up and down your back, settling on your hips, holding you closer "What's this for"
"I just wanted a hug" you mumbled
"I love you" he whispered into your ear
"I love you too" you smiled and held him even tighter
"Do you want kids?"
"What"
"We only ever talked about it once but I don't know I feel like we are nearing that time"
"You want a baby right now?" you lifted yourself up and loosened your grip to face him
"Not right now" he pondered for a second "But eventually, do you?"
"I-I uh" you lifted yourself off of him and sat beside him
"You don't want kids?" he turned to face you and raised his brow, with the following words you were about to say you were scared of disappointing him or pushing him away. You knew that he wanted to be a dad and didn't want to ruin that dream
"I do but uh... I should have told you this sooner" you took a deep breath in "Wh-when I was in New York I had a boyfriend and one day I thought that I was pregnant" Spencer intertwined his hand with yours "I prayed that I wasn't pregnant because I really did not want to have a baby with that guy plus I wasn't ready. I went to the doctor and my prayers were answered, I found out I wasn't pregnant" you cleared your throat and held back the tears in the rims of your eyes "Instead I found out that I can't have kids at all"
"Y/n" he whispered and brought your hand up to his lips and laid a gentle kiss
"At first I didn't really care but now..." you swallowed back the lump in your throat and sighed "I'm sorry"
"Why would you be sorry" Spencer kissed your cheek
"You clearly want to be a dad and I can't give you that" your voice cracked and a tear slipped down your cheek "You're probably rethinking your decision of marrying me" you choked out a broken laugh
"Hey, nothing could ever make me regret marrying you. I love you and having a kid was just an idea. Nothing could ever make me love you any less, you don't need to give me children in order to prove your love to me or make me happy. I am perfectly happy with just us two" he kissed your lips and gave you a loving look, his eyes said it all. He was telling the truth and you loved him even more, he loved you and all your flaws
"What do you think about adoption" you smiled as he wiped away your tears
"Are you sure?" he sat up and his eyes lit up
"I never said that I didn't want to be a mom, I just can't conceive babies" you squeezed his hand and smiled "Let's adopt a tiny human"
"Really?"
"Yeah" you giggled "I mean not right now but eventually yeah"
"Sounds like a wonderful plan" he smiled and began to attack your face with kisses. You giggled and fell back onto the cushions
"But for right now let's enjoy our freedom of the honeymoon stage"
"Of course" he pondered for a moment "Wanna go watch Doctor Who in our room Mrs.Reid?" You loved it when he said that name
"Yes please," you giggled as he lifted you off of the couch and threw you over his shoulder "Spence!" you yelped
The rest of the night was spent arguing about who was the best doctor and eventually the both of you fell asleep tangled in each other's arms.
...
You walked into a police department with the rest of the team and Emily introduced herself to the lead detective.
"I'm SSA Y/n Reid" you briefly shook his hand
"Nice to meet you I'm lead detective Stanley" he smiled and moved along with everyone else
"I'm Doctor Spencer Reid" Spencer gave him a small wave and Rossi took the detective's hand so Spencer wouldn't explain the whole germaphobe situation.
"Oh so you married" he glanced over to you again
"Yep" you smiled and moved along
You trailed behind Emily. The unsub was killing authority figures of any sort cops, security guards, and even the last detective that was working on the case "So are we going to tell him that it might be one of his own" you whispered in her ear
"Not yet" she whispered back "We need him on our side, cooperating"
"Alright"
...
Everyone was out in the field and it had been two days. You were exhausted and everyone felt like they were getting close. You and Spencer stayed behind with the detective to keep working on the victimology and informing him about the process you were all making. Until you got a call.
"Hello" you held the phone up to your ear
"Dónde estás" it was Luke on the other line and you were confused for a moment
"Con el detective" you looked over at the detective and smiled "¿Por qué me hablas en español?"
"¿Puede escucharte el detective?" he asked
"Si, por qué? Me estás asustando" you glanced over to Stanley and whispered "Sorry my dad is bugging me"
"Escúchame bien" in the backround you could hear rustling sounds, like he was running "No actúes asustada o sorprendida"
"Te entiendo pero que esta pasando" you walked towards the other end of the room
"El detective es el asesino" you held back your gasp when he said those words
"Everythink okay?" Stanley walked over to you
"Me tengo que ir" you turned to face the detective "Apurate" you hung up the phone
"Yep just my dad being my dad" you giggled and walked across to the other side of the table to Spencer, you could tell that Stanley knew you were hiding something
"Take out your gun" you whispered
"What?" he looked down at you confused
"He's our unsub" you whispered again but the detective followed close behind you and you gasped when he wrapped his arm around your neck "Spencer take your gun out!
It was too late, Stanley had his arm wrapped around your neck holding you in place while he held his gun to your head with his other hand. He roughly grabbed you so your hands got a grip on the arm he was holding you in place with. In front of you, Spencer had his gun pointed at the unsub.
"Put the gun down or I blow her brains out" Stanley yelled into your ear and the cold metal touched your temple
"Spencer just shoot him" you whimpered when his grip got tighter
Spencer was conflicted and you could see the gears turning in his brain. His finger was on the trigger, the door was shut so no one could see inside. You were trapped.
"Drop the gun or your wife dies" he yelled again
"Spencer just shoot him!"
"Fine" Stanley started to pull back on the trigger and Spencer's eyes widened, you could tell that his breath got caught in his chest
"Alright alright!" Spencer held his hands up "I'm dropping it, just don't hurt her"
He kept his eyes on you and you kept your eyes on him. He crouched down and dropped the gun, once he got back up he kicked the gun away towards you.
"If you pull anything on me he will die" Stanley whispered into your ear.
You nodded and felt him let go, the gun was still at your head but he reached down and pulled your gun out of your holster. He put it on his belt and reached for Spencer's gun as well. Once he got back up he held you again.
"Let her go" Spencer pleaded
"Oh hell no" he laughed "None of you are getting out of this"
"Our team will come back and they will shoot and you will probably take one of us out with you so please let me take her place" Spencer still kept his hands raised
"Spencer no" you felt a burning sensation in your chest, you were terrified
"She doesn't have to go anywhere but take me instead"
"Fine" Stanley pushed you to the floor on your knees and walked over to Spencer, Spencer kept his hands raised while Stanley held the gun behind to his back.
Spencer looked down at you with tears ready to fall from his eyes and you looked up at him with pure fear. Your chest was falling and rising, it was getting harder to breathe and you didn't know how to get out of this situation.