Continuing from Chapter 10...
(3rd Person)
"What? A-Are you sure it's me??"
"Yes Karl Yes I-I don't know w-where it came from!!"
"But how??!!"
"Karl I- I don't know!!"
"A-Are you being for real?"
"YES KARL YES I HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU!!"
"Sapnap!! Calm down!"
"I-I can't!"
"Turn on your face cam."
"W-what?"
"TURN IT ON!!"
"B-but we haven't seen our faces!"
"That's why!"
"What!?"
"Sapnap turn it on!!"
"I-I am!!"
Sapnap and Karl turn on their face cams and when they saw each other...
They both started to blush quickly.
They both tried to hide it.
"Karl... t-that's you?"
"Y-yeah, Sapnap??"
"Oh my... your fucking beautiful."
"W-what?"
"Y-your face, the hair! I-It's everything I like! The eyes..."
"Sapnap?..."
"The rings... your nails..."
"Sapnap."
"I-I- I IN LOVE WITH MY BEST FRIEND KARL!!
YOUR MY BEST FRIEND!!!
I HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU KARL!!"
"I-I in love with you K-Karl."
"K-Karl?"
"I-I don't know what to say..."
"Please..."
"I- I have to go I'm sorry."
"Wait Karl! Please!!"
"I- I'm sorry!"
Call ends...
(Karl's pov)
I stood there...
My breathing was heavy and getting more heavy every time I breath in.
My face was red from seeing Sapnap's face for the first time.
My eyes started to get watery and I tried to not cry.
This feeling I'm trying to hide is getting stronger.
Sapnap already said that he loves me.
I love him too.
I just can't say it.
It's hard to say it.
Why is that.
I started to cry into my pillow.
I couldn't handle this feeling and that Sapanp told me that he has feelings for me and likes me.
I wish I could say the same thing.
I just can't.
I screamed out into my pillow of having no reason of why I can't say to Sapnap that I have feelings for him as well.
"WHY I CANT SAY IT TO HIMM!!!
"I HAVE FEELINGS FOR HIM TOO!!!"
"WHY I CANT SAY IT TO HIM!!!"
"WHY!!!!"
Screaming into my pillow.
My feelings are getting stronger by the second.
But my feelings for him are staying hidden every second.
Now I think he thinks that I'm not going to accept him.
I really just left him on read.
I was still crying untill I heard my phone ringing.
I picked up my phone and it was...
"Sapnap..."
(Sapnap's pov)
I started to cry.
Instead of getting feelings of Karl like I had, I had now feelings that I just ruined our friendship.
I couldn't stop crying but started to feel anger in myself.
I started to have heavy breathing and then I made a fist and slammed my hand into my desk, making a small hole in my desk and a piece of a wood stabbed into my hand.
I swept the tears and grabbed a towel from the kitchen.
I still had anger inside of me so when I pulled the piece of wood without hesitation, blood started to come up.
I quickly add towels to cover the blood and then I grabbed black bandages to hold on the towel.
I walked back to my bed and sated there.
I went back through what just happened.
Thinking if I even made the right decision to say I like him.
Then thoughts that I ruined everything again.
I started to cry again and I grabbed my phone.
My hands were shaking and it went to contacts.
I took a deep breath and decided it was the best to call Karl and apologize.
I started to call him and...
He answered immediately.
I heard his soft cracked up voice.
I can tell he was crying as well.
I started to cry harder again.
I heard him crying as well.
I took a deep breath and spoke...
"k-karl?"
(3rd Person)
After Sapnap said Karl's name, there was a awkward silence.
The only thing that was making the silence not so awkward was the heavy breathing and the crying.
"s-sapnap?"
"karl?"
"Sapnap??"
"I- I'm sorry... that was stupid of me to say..."
"No please I'm sorry Sap, it wasn't stupid of you to say that!"
"Why would you say that if you just left after I said that..."
"I- I didn't know what reaction I would have... I panicked I'm sorry..."
"It was still stupid of me..."
"No...please it's not stupid..."
"How come then."
"Because it's not..."
"Why did you answer the call."
"Why wouldn't I? Your my best friend."
"I'm I anymore? After what I said."
"Sapnap... we're still are."
"No.. cause I think now I ruined it."
"You didn't ruin anything! It's not your fault."
"I- I should think I should go."
"No please Sapnap wait."
"Bye Karl..."
"SAPNAP I- I HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU!!"
"what?"
"I have feelings for you."
"Are you saying that just to make me fe-."
"NO! I have actual feelings for you!!"
"T-The way that you described your look caught me in this feeling and now I can't get out of it! I wanted to say that I have feelings for you but I couldn't because I was too scared and when you said that you have feelings for me, I just had to let it out!"
"Karl... but why were you scared?"
"I- I don't know! I- I guess it was getting stronger and I kept hiding it and then I had to say it."
"It was your voice... it was soft warming and when your hyper, it gets me happy and excited..."
"Sapnap..."
"Karl, I love you."
"I- I love you too Sapnap."
"Oh my god... now what?"
"I dunno... what are we now?"
"Shit... your too far away..."
"I know and you are currently in a relationship."
"I'm gonna try to get the hell out of it, I lost interest in him quickly."
"How?"
"A simple, "oh I just found someone better and they live at a different state so bye xoxo."
"No Karl not that."
"Then what?"
"Gotta get rid of trash."
"What?"
"Poisoning him."
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And now Sapnap is trying to kill his current boyfriend so he could get in a very far relationship with Karl.
Ah yes. Poisoning people. Pog.