e p h e m e r a l i t y
bliss moments that were never appreciated more than they should be- oh, why is it now that I realize how fleeting they were?
#2.1
series two. book 1.
ephemerality | existentiality | 2.3
"I believe that anything can be a princess thing."
- Sofia the first, Disney.
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" ᴏʜ, ʜᴏᴡ ꜰʟᴇᴇᴛɪɴɢ ᴀ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ ᴄᴀɴ ʙᴇ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴡᴇ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴢᴇ ʜᴏᴡ ʙʟɪꜱꜱꜰᴜʟ ɪᴛ ɪꜱ "
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✦ to the ones that have tucked
away their childhood memories in a vault that
may only be opened by finding a creation that resembles their memories ✦
✦ to @thehappynutellakid for being one of the strongest and unstoppable humans I know. not a day goes by that I'm not proud of you for existing or for becoming the amazing soul that you are today ❣️ ✦
a young lady finds herself inking down the words her heart could never say to another soul. these very virtual pages hold memories, moments, and musings from her childhood. moments that are now turning into a mere figment of her brain which are told through poetry.
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a young lady finds herself inking down the words her heart could never say to another soul. in hope that when she becomes an adult, she will remember. because ah, what a tragedy it is my dear, to forget. these very virtual pages hold memories, moments and musings from her childhood. her childhood, which was most likely like yours in some ways. in other ways, it was not.
you will find here, how deep generational stereotypes can be. not only that but you will also find how the brain can go in defense to block out experiences that would hurt this young lady in the future. as she reminisces on these experiences, both happy & sad & the in-between, that have been tucked away for a decade, she hopes that with it, you take away what a gift it is to be young & free.
because like, all times in your life, you will never ever get to live, experience, or even have these moments in the palms of your hand. these moments now turning into a mere figment of her brain will be told through prose and poetry. with all that being said, she would like to say that if you do choose to read further than this point or even only the next page, she hopes that you enjoy it. that it inspires you in some way. or maybe, in one or another, it motivates you to re-remember your childhood, no matter how terrible or how beautiful it may be. as, it's only at the end of our timeline, that we wish we had listened to our inner child.
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✦ poetry
✦ children's fiction
(please do note that except for the middle column pics, all of the other photography is taken by me <3)
(on pinterest)
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PLAYLIST
+
THEME SONG
(on spotify)
✦ ready to be an emotional wreck? <3 I'm joking a bit n not really joking in a way because you're going to be hitting the spot with my childhood 💛
✦ suicidal thoughts
✦ loneliness
✦ bullying
ʜɪᴀᴛᴜꜱ | ᴏɴɢᴏɪɴɢ | ᴏɴ ʜᴏʟᴅ
✧ If at any point during this book, you seem to wonder that it's been a long time since an update has been given, always come here to check its status. This is the place that will always have the most recent updates ✧
ꜱᴛᴀʀᴛᴇᴅ: March 8, 2022 (Tuesday)
(re)ꜱᴛᴀʀᴛᴇᴅ: may 30, 2022
ᴇɴᴅᴇᴅ: TBA
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➻ Yes, this is the first book in the series, bouqet of wonder but, all the books are standalones. The books in this series tell the world my story in the form of prose.
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* * * keep breathing, <3 yourself, be + always, something is always possible, ily ;)
hope you have a wonderous day/night <3
~ sylvia ✨
At this point on, I don't what's up with y'all if you want to copy this- writing is creativity and copying this just shows that you have no creativity, so please do yourself a favor and just don't.
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