she isn't what she says

By ZendayaPLL

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In the end there's no one to help you. Your on your own. More

1. Azkaban
2. 10 years later
3. Mass breakout
4. Let out
5. The common room
6. Potions
Chapter 7: You-know who is back
Chapter 8: Malfoy Manor
Chapter 9: Dumbledore
Chapter 10: The Dark Mark
Chapter 11: Summer
Chapter 12: Harry
Chapter 13: A memory
Chapter 14: Theo Nott
Chapter 15: The dungeon
Chapter 16: Aftermath
Chapter 17: Mudbloods
Chapter 18: fifteen year old
Chapter 19: Alone
Chapter 20: Captured
Chapter 21: Relief
Chapter 22: Alive
Chapter 23: Cheater
Chapter 24: A Lestrange doesn't cry
Chapter 25: Night time
Chapter 26: It's her
Chapter 27: Pansy
Chapter 29: The Great Hall
Chapter 30: Opening up
Chapter 31: Letter
Chapter 32: Dinner
Chapter 33: Nightmare
Chapter 34: Dress shopping
Chapter 35: Another one?
Chapter 36: Malfoy Winter Ball
Chapter 37: Kisses
Chapter 38: looking after
Chapter 39: worry

Chapter 28: Monster

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By ZendayaPLL


'And even after she'd endured it all, broken herself to be the perfect daughter.. they looked through her as if she wasn't there at all.' - Unknown


It's one of those days when Valencia doesn't feel quite real, like a real person. Under her pale unblemished skin, her body feels like one big bruise, aching earnestly, dully, constantly. Lately, in the soft bright light of springtime, she'd almost begun to forget that she felt like this, feels like this – to forget the dreary, everyday-ness of the ache. It's an ache like the pain after a beating, but with none of the endorphins or euphoria: those reassurances of a body alive. She wants to cry, and she can sense the inner flood crashing and breaking against her, but for once the tears don't come. She feels like one of the vessels of potion in Jenkyns and Broughton's – as bitter as bile, as viscous as blood, stagnant water unmoving.

The sound of snapping and the sharp, whip-like CRACK of apparition is still echoing in his ears. Valencia slides down, slumping against a dirty, slimy wall in a damp, warded cell feeling wrecked and hopeless.

Valencia had screamed with her voice instead of wind, had fallen to her knees like a child, had apparated away and thrown into an underground cell, her bones still cracking into existence from her obscurus form.

"Val, no!"

The dark mass swirls and enlarges, wisps of the smoke-like stuff winding down her legs, twining with her braid, lifting her into the air. All Draco can see is her head, thrown back in agony and he knows, he knows she is fighting it, he knows she doesn't want to hurt him. He can't stand it, can't stand to see her suffer, and longs to take it from her, but he knows the darkness is hers and only hers to bear. 

He wants to blame the Muggles, say that it was them who did this to her, but he knows that it isn't; it's his fault, he should've watched her more carefully, should've stopped them earlier, should've done what he could...

"Valencia, please. Your mum and family will protect you - well, if they won't, I will. But you have to stop this now. For me, please." She seems to calm down, the black stuff gradually thrashing less violently and the pupils returning to her eyes.

"That's right, just like that. Just like that."

And the dark mass finally shrinks and disappears. She is crouched on the floor, silent tears running down her cheeks. The darkness is gone, at least for a while, and that's cause for celebration. But he does not whoop with joy, does not dare raise his voice, for fear of startling her. He edges towards her slowly and slides an arm around her.

"Well done, Val, well done. Come on, don't cry any more." Draco says as he puts his arms around Valencia's shoulders which was now shaking uncontrollably. "I wish you could've told me sooner, I could've helped you."

She turns her face into his shoulder and mumbles, "I want to be safe."

"And you will be."

"But I'm a monster!" Valencia weeps.

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