Silently Screaming For Help

By milkandcookies62

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This is the second book of Amelia's story (a carry on from Storms Ahead) In this story, Amelia will be torn b... More

|Chapter 1 : Rules Mean Nothing|
|Chapter 2 : Hall Fights|
|Chapter 3 : Attacking Hugs|
|Chapter 4 : Dirty Freaks|
|Chapter 5 : Panic|
|Chapter 6 : Puking Luck|
|Chapter 7 : Drunken Truths|
|Chapter 8 : Not My Boyfriend|
|Chapter 9 : Upgrade|
|Chapter 10 : Early Morning Regrets|
|Chapter 11 : Small|
|Chapter 12 : Relaxation|
|Chapter 13 : Ink|
|Chapter 14 : Leaflets|
|Chapter 15 : Breaking|
|Chapter 16 : Pointless|
|Chapter 17 : Nighttime Greetings|
|Chapter 18 : Pointless Wake Ups|
|Chapter 19 : Opinions|
|Chapter 20 : Tired|
|Chapter 21 : Unsettling|
|Chapter 22 : Sneaky|
|Chapter 23 : Pushing Myself|
|Chapter 24 : Genuine Questions|
|Chapter 25 : Dumb Questions|
|Chapter 26 : Starting To Fail|
|Chapter 27 : Bitter|
|Chapter 28 : Falling Asleep|
|Chapter 29 : Searching|
|Chapter 30 : Dorm Chats|
|Chapter 31 : Taken Too Much|
|Chapter 32 : Overwhelmed|
|Chapter 33 : Voodoo|
|Chapter 34 : Tight Hold|
|Chapter 35 : Bad Time For A Match|
|Chapter 36 : Better News|
|Chapter 37 : Changing|
|Chapter 38 : Overloading Questions|
|Chapter 39 : Turning Conversations|
|Chapter 41 : Feeding The Fire|
|Chapter 42 : Rants|
|Chapter 43 : Just Left There|
|Chapter 44 : Positive|
|Chapter 45 : Invitations|
|Chapter 46 : Bitches|
|Chapter 47 : Always There|
|Chapter 48 : Sundown Elegance|
|Chapter 49 : Ladles and Bottle Openers|
|Chapter 50 : Nettle Stings|
|Chapter 51 : Spilling Secrets|
|Chapter 52 : Drunken Photos|
|Chapter 53 : Meeting Padfoot|
|Chapter 54 : Firebolt|
|Chapter 55 : Remembering Bets|
|Chapter 56 : Guests|
|Chapter 57 : Little Trips|
|Chapter 58 : Honest Opinions|
|Chapter 59 : Fox Hunt|
|Chapter 60 : Painting Pillowcases|
|Chapter 61 : Letters|
|Chapter 62 : No Explanations|
|Chapter 63 : Lack Of Love|
|Chapter 64 : Cutting Off|
|Chapter 65 : Twins Of Different Types|
|Chapter 66 : Creaking Floorboards|
|Chapter 67 : Kitchens|
|Chapter 68 : New Faces|
|Chapter 69 : Vouching For|
|Chapter 70 : Final Arrival|
|Chapter 71 : Stolen Breaks|
|Chapter 72 : Meet The Irish|
|Chapter 73 : Quidditch World Cup|
|Chapter 74 : A Warmer Home|
|Chapter 75 : Good Intentions|
|Chapter 76 : Just A Few Threats|
|Chapter 77 : Rude|
|Chapter 78 : Blinds|
|Chapter 79 : Tissues|
|Chapter 80 : Arrivals|
|Chapter 81 : Quality Bonding|
|Chapter 82 : Spiced Apples and Belts|
|Chapter 83 : Simple Brutal Lies|
|Chapter 84 : "Pointless"|
|Chapter 85 : Raw Eggs|
|Chapter 86 : First Year Understandings|
|Chapter 87 : Pies|
|Chapter 88 : Trolley|
|Chapter 89 : Still Avoiding|
|Chapter 90 : Painful Popularity|
|Chapter 91 : Minor Stalking|
|Chapter 92 : Yes... to Everything|
|Chapter 93 : Dropping Names|
|Chapter 94 : Different Interrogations|
|Chapter 95 : Knowing But Not Knowing|
|Chapter 96 : Not That One|
|Chapter 97 : Misplaced Concern|
|Chapter 98 : Drawing Names|
|Chapter 99 : Counting Bruises|
|Chapter 100 : Out Loud Explanations|
|Chapter 101 : Curious Questions|
|Chapter 102 : Early Morning Disruptions|
|Chapter 103 : Little Trips|
|Chapter 104 : Serious Control|
|Chapter 105 : Pressured|
|Chapter 106 : Hasty Getaways|
|Chapter 107 : Obvious|
|Chapter 108 : Messy Hair|
|Chapter 109 : Possessive Statements|
|Chapter 110 : Truthful Lies|
|Chapter 111 : Little Queries|
|Chapter 112 : Hidden|
|Chapter 113 : Countertops|
|Chapter 114 : Greatest Times|
|Chapter 115 : Again|
|Chapter 116: Charades|
|Chapter 117: Problematic Wanderings|
|Chapter 118: Not Caring|
|Chapter 119: Deep Water|
|Chapter 120: Mots Cachés|
|Chapter 121 : Proven Wrong|
|Chapter 122 : Pinned Mattress|
|Chapter 123 : Evading Others|
|Chapter 124 : Distant|
|Chapter 125 : Truth or Dare|
| Chapter 126 : Encounters|
|Chapter 127 : Indelicate Treatment|
|Chapter 128 : Guilty Accusations|
|Chapter 129 : Bruised Truths|
|Chapter 130 : Misinterpretations|
|Chapter 131 : Uncomfortable Concern|
|Chapter 132 : Eggs and Obstacles|
|Chapter 133 : Breaking|
|Chapter 134 : Partners|
|Chapter 135 : Normal entrance?|
|Chapter 136 : Agree|
|Chapter 137 : Going Through With It|
|Chapter 138 : Reintroduced|
|Chapter 139 : Dance Lessons|
|Chapter 140 : Breakfast Exposé|
|Chapter 141 : Two of the Same|
|Chapter 142 : Unbridled Emotions|
|Chapter 143 : Different Dorm Visits|
|Chapter 144 : Unwanted Guest|
|Chapter 145 : Elements and Emotions|
|Chapter 146 : Bedside Apologies|
|Chapter 147 : Mysterious Mail|
|Chapter 148 : Favourable Gifts|
|Chapter 149 : Poplars|
|Chapter 150 : First Looks|
|Chapter 151 : Drinks And Dances|
|Chapter 152 : Mistletoe|
|Chapter 153 : Bloody Doors|
|Chapter 154 : Swollen|
|Chapter 155 : Captured Moments|
|Chapter 156 : Golden and Scared|
|Chapter 157 : Bathroom|
|Chapter 158 : Changing Room Chats|
|Chapter 159 : Found Out|
|Chapter 160 : Awake|
|Chapter 161 : Waking Up|
|Chapter 162 : Meetings|
|Chapter 163 : Long Talks|
|Chapter 164 : Cedric's Interrogation|
|Chapter 165 : Nighttime Visits|
|Chapter 166 : Pressing Questions|
|Chapter 167 : Water Tales|
|Chapter 168 : Spilling Out|
|Chapter 169 : Brief Visits and Walks|
|Chapter 170 : Getting Soft|
|Chapter 171 : Twisting Ache|
|Chapter 172 : Intrusive Visitors|
|Chapter 173 : Replies|
|Chapter 174 : Wishful Envisioning|
|Chapter 175 : Glass Cuts|
|Chapter 176 : Change of Scenery|
|Chapter 177 : Making Plans|
|Chapter 178 : Loving Conversations|
|Chapter 179 : Birthday Abuse|
|Chapter 180 : Hanging Highs|
|Chapter 181 : Chaotic Practice|
|Chapter 182 : Letting It Out|
|Chapter 183 : Unwanted Returns|
|Chapter 184 : Positive Tellings|
|Chapter 185 : Late Returns|
|Chapter 186 : Interuptive Moments|
|Chapter 187 : Soppy|
|Chapter 188 : Morning Vanishments|
|Chapter 189 : Stylish Returns|
|Chapter 190 : Reassurances|
|Chapter 191 : Honourable Hits|
|Chapter 192 : The Chase for Breakfast|
|Chapter 193 : Secretive Chats|
|Chapter 194 : Couch Talks|
|Chapter 195 : Last Lunches|
|Chapter 196 : Little Reconnections|
|Chapter 197 : The Start of The End|
|Chapter 198 : Silent Talks|
|Chapter 199 : High Hopes|
|Chapter 200 : Dreadful End|

|Chapter 40 : Out Of All The Days...|

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By milkandcookies62


"Do you have trust issues?"






"Nope. Can't have issues with something you don't have" I muttered tiredly while keeping my head propped up in my hand, using the arm rest for support as my body ached as Blaise, Pansy and Daphne gave out a mix of responses





"Fucking hell-"






"That's deep-"







"That's dark that's what that is. And we trust you and you trust us! So don't say that!-"






"It's depressing. Just like me"






"No! Lia, don't say that"






"Truth hurts Blaise. I'm going to bed" I murmured as I grabbed my book before standing up, moving past them all as I walked off





"Please sit back down Amelia"






"I'm tired Pansy-"






"Of?"







"I'm just tired. So so tired. I'm going to try and get to sleep"





"Are you sure?" 






"Yeah, I'll see you all in the morning"





"Night Lia"






"Night" I muttered back without effort or energy, feeling completely drained as I disappeared down into the dorm, not even noticing Millicent sitting at her desk as I put my book away before collapsing on my bed with the drapes drawn around, barely able to keep my eyes open.

Getting shaken awake awhile later I swatted Pansy's hands away as I rolled over onto my stomach






"Amelia!"







"Fuck off-"







"Get up!"








"I've only been asleep for a few hours-"








"Thirteen! Thirteen hours you've been fucking sleeping! You've missed the first part of the fucking morning" She shouted at me as I pushed myself up, staring at her blankly as I tried to push my hair from my face






"Well then why didn't you fucking wake me?"







"I tried to! You said you'd follow then you weren't in potions-"







"We had potions and you didn't make sure I was up and out of bed?!" I screamed at her as I rolled out of bed, hastily pulling my shirt on and buttoning it up as I stopped in horror

"It's lunch.... isn't it?"







"Yeah, started ten minutes ago"








"No...."







"What's up?"








"I've missed my Transfiguration test- Pansy I've missed my test! We were told we had to be there!" I said loudly as I dumped myself down onto my bed in disbelief, holding my head in my hands in horror as she sat down next to me






"Relax-"








"How can I possibly relax?! Out of all of the fucking days for this to happen!-"








"Diggory covered for you"








"I- what- He did? Did he?" I asked quickly, whipping around to look at her as she nodded and I sighed in relief, my hands and legs shaking as she pulled something from her pocket and held a letter out to me as I took it shakily





"It came for you this morning. Your owl wasn't very happy when she realised you weren't about"







"I've now got to go to McGonagall..... and Snape"







"You're fine with Snape. He just sort of stared at us all individually-"







"What did you say the reason was for me not being there?"






"We said you had explosive diarrhoea and you couldn't move and were now in the hospital wing with a bucket strapped to-"






"Pansy!" I screamed as she burst out laughing, her face burning as she sank down onto the floor, holding her sides before starting to wipe away the tears that were rolling down her face

"I swear to fucking Merlin!"







"Oh wow I wish we'd said that now-"







"You're a complete bitch! What did you actually say?"






"We just said you're ill"








"Are you sure?"







"Yes"







"Promise?"







"I promise-"







"I don't believe you-"








"I'm not surprised" she shrugged, still laughing to herself as I finished getting changed, brushing my hair before following her as we made our way to the hall

"You have to go and talk to Lupin though"







"What do you mean? Why?"








"Because we didn't tell him you were ill. He asked where you were and we didn't say anything. Blaise eventually just told him that you were still asleep and he said he wanted to talk to you at the end of the day-"







"Well we all know who's not going to do that"

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