"So, are you ready?" Hermione asked looking at me. We were in our common room. All of us. Draco, Pansy, Blaise, Theo, Daphne, Harry, Ron, Hermione, Ginny and me. I looked at Draco who was seated next to me and his hand on my waist.
"Er, I-I guess so" I said sighing loudly.
"No, Liv. Don't say 'guess so', you have to only talk when you're actually feeling ready, okay?" Harry said sweetly.
"Yes, he's right, we waited for a week, we can wait more, this is about you and not us, okay? You need to be ready" Ron said from beside Hermione and I looked at all of them.
"I mean, I know, but it's important. It's definitely difficult for me to talk about and y-you guys have been very patient with me. And very considerate about my feelings and you are like my family, so I know I am ready" I said smiling a little at everyone and feeling nervous as hell.
"Alright, now tell us, why were you not eating for two weeks?" Draco asked sternly. He was very angry. For one, I didn't eat for so long and two, I lied to him about eating and me being okay.
"I, erm, remember the day when I bought all those sweets from Honeydukes?" I asked looking at Hermione. She nodded and I looked at Draco, "So, when we were returning to the castle, someone eyed my body up and down and looked at the bags that I had in my hand filled with sweets" I said and let my head fall in my hands.
"That stare was enough to make me feel like I was gaining weight a-and-and I didn't know that I was pregnant, I mean, when I came to my room, after dinner, I saw some extra fat at places, so I thought I was gaining weight" I said shaking my head lightly.
"That look was enough to make me doubt everything. How I was eating, how much I was eating and all that. It even made me think, that if I would gain weight, then what? Will you be with me? If yes, then how long, till you realize I was turning ugly, how long will you show me affection?"
"Since when do you let people get to you?" Hermione asked and I looked at Draco. He was hurt. I could see it in his eyes. I sighed and placed a hand on Draco's thigh.
"Never, you know, Mione how I am, I am never insecure about myself or Draco, it's just, it was the look-"
"Who stared at you like that?" Draco said gritting his teeth and clenching his fists.
"Draco-" I said but he cut me off again.
"I believe I asked you a question, Olivia. And the answer doesn't sure as hell, start with my name" he repeated and I looked at Daphne and then at Pansy.
"We-we will talk about it later, love" I said looking down.
"Wait, wait, Olive" Blaise said and I looked up, "Was it somebody from us?" he asked and I shook my head furiously.
"N-No, no, of course not, you're my family, none of you would ever do something like this. But I think, that for now, only Draco should know" I said and nervously fiddled with my fingertips.
Draco grabbed my wrist and looked at Theo and Blaise. He looked back at me and said, "This will show you, that I fell in love with your soul, your body was an add-on" and pulled me off of the couch and out the room. The others following behind, as they were scared that Draco would do something irrational.
We all went to the music room and he made me sit on a chair. He kneeled down to my eye level and said, "Darling, I am actually very furious right now with you. I thought we were past all of that, you know, you can tell me anything and I would never lie to you, if you were gaining weight, I would've told you, but you're not. And for Merlin's sake, even if you did, it was not going to make me love you any less, I love you, more and more every day." he cupped my cheeks and placed a long, loving kiss. I sighed and held his arms.
"You will never be unloved by me, my darling. You are too well tangled in my soul, not just my mind and body. And I love you, more than me, Merlin, more than life itself" he continued and stared into my eyes.
"Now, I'll show you how much you mean to me" he said and pulled me back up, while the others sat.
"Ready, boys?" he asked and they nodded.
A/N – Please play 'All about that bass' by Meghan Trainor but this version.
Because you know I'm all about that bass
'Bout that bass, no treble
I'm all 'bout that bass, 'bout that bass, no treble
I'm all 'bout that bass, 'bout that bass, no treble
I'm all 'bout that bass, 'bout that bass
He circled around me, watching me with loving eyes. He made sure that I was not feeling uncomfortable under his gaze. He stopped in front of me and started singing.
Yeah it's pretty clear, she ain't no size two
But she can shake it, shake it like she's supposed to do
He bumped my hips with his, shaking his ass a little. Right now, he didn't care what anyone thought of him. He only thought of me.
'Cause she got that boom boom that all the boys chase
All the right junk in all the right places
He grabbed my hand and spun me around.
I see them magazines workin' that photoshop
We know that shit ain't real
Come on now, make it stop
If you got beauty beauty just raise 'em up
'Cause every inch of you is perfect
From the bottom to the top
He pointed as he said 'bottom to the top'
Yeah, my father he told me don't worry about her size
He says, guys like a little more booty to hold at night
He widened his eyes and nodded mischievously. I let out a chuckle.
And no she won't be no stick-figure, silicone Barbie doll
So, if that's what's you're into
Then go ahead and move along
Because you know I'm all about that bass
'Bout that bass, no treble
I'm all 'bout that bass, 'bout that bass, no treble
I'm all 'bout that bass, 'bout that bass, no treble
I'm all 'bout that bass, 'bout that bass
She's bringing booty back
Go ahead and tell them skinny girls that
No, I'm just playing I know you think you're fat
He rolled his eyes playfully and continued.
But I'm here to tell you
Every inch of you is perfect from the bottom to the top
Yeah, my father he told me don't worry about her size
He says, guys like a little more booty to hold at night
You know she won't be no stick-figure, silicone Barbie doll
So, if that's what's you're into
Then go ahead and move along
Because you know I'm all about that bass
'Bout that bass, no treble
I'm all 'bout that bass, 'bout that bass, no treble
I'm all 'bout that bass, 'bout that bass, no treble
I'm all 'bout that bass, 'bout that bass
He continued to sing and pulled me for a dance, twirling me around, kissing me and making me laugh. Just what I needed right now.
Because you know I'm all about that bass
'Bout that bass, no treble
I'm all 'bout that bass, 'bout that bass, no treble
(Uh) I'm all 'bout that bass, 'bout that bass, no treble
I'm all 'bout that bass, 'bout that bass
Because you know I'm all about that bass
'Bout that bass, no treble
I'm all 'bout that bass, 'bout that bass, no treble
I'm all 'bout that bass, 'bout that bass, no treble
I'm all 'bout that bass, 'bout that bass
I'm all 'Bout that bass
'Bout that bass
He finished with a dip. Both of our faces having huge grins on our faces. Everyone applauded and Draco began to speak.
"Olivia, my sweet darling, no matter how many wrinkles you have on your face, how healthy you grow, or chubby or anything, this guy-" he said pointing at himself and grinned, "will never stop loving you"
"Oh, Draco" I said and pulled him in for a hug. We stayed like that for a while, until the room cleared out. We didn't even realize it yet.
"Looks like everybody left" Draco said and I looked up from his chest, with tears in my eyes.
"Hey, hey, hey, what's wrong?" he asked and we sat down.
"Just, D-Draco, are you mad?" I asked looking down at the floor not meeting his eyes.
"About what, darling?" he asked and lifted my chin with his finger.
"About the baby?" I asked and he smiled lightly.
"Darling, I-I'm not mad nor am I sad. Look-" he said and cupped my face, "It wasn't the right time, you know? It's not like I don't want to bring new life into this world, it-it's not like I don't want to start a family with you, but we haven't graduated, we still need to get married and-and spend our lives together, do everything that we wanted to, before we have children running around the house, feel happy and content and then start planning, you know?" he completed and I let out a small giggle.
"What?" he said brushing his nose to mine.
"It's cute when you think about our future" I said pecking his lips.
"Were you not on birth control?" he asked softly. I nodded and said, "They're not like, 100% effective, you know"
"When the time is right, I'm going to fill you up with babies" he grinned and pulled me closer.
"Babies?" I raised my voice a little, I knew by 'babies' he didn't mean the bare minimum to reach the plural of that word, he definitely meant more than two, "How many do you want?" I asked with wide eyes.
"Huh-" he huffed and pretended to think, "Maybe 4 or 5" he said and looked at me.
"Four or five?" I said standing up, "That's too much!" I said shaking my head and he burst into laughter.
"Argh! I hate you Draco Lucius Malfoy!" I said and walked out of the room, heading towards the Great Hall for dinner.
"No, you don't, Olivia Aurora Montgomery" he said running towards me.
"No, I don't" I said pouting and folding my hands over my chest. He chuckled and said, "You're cute when you're angry because you're short" he said booping my nose. I frowned and said, "I'm not short"
"See" he said as we turned a corner, "Cute!"
I stopped when I reached the Great Hall's entrance. I looked around, everyone was mingling, laughing and looking for their favorite foods to eat. I gulped and looked at the Slytherin Table, Blaise, Daphne, Theo and Pansy, were talking to each other. When they spotted me, they smiled and invited me over. Draco was watching my every eye-movement very closely.
I looked at the Gryffindor table, where my trio sat, they seemed to have not noticed me, so I shifted my gaze back to the Slytherin table, I smiled back at them and tried to step in.
But I couldn't.
I let out a shaky breath and my eyes quickly filled with tears. I looked down at my body. Why was I insecure now? Just an hour ago, my boyfriend, the love of my life, said and proved that he loved me for me, my personality, my soul, he didn't mind how I looked. So, why couldn't I take that step in?
For the first time, in my entire life, was I repelled by the delicious smell of mouth – watering food. I furrowed my eyebrows, but before I could wipe my eyes, Draco stopped me and turned me towards him. He lifted my chin with his finger and wiped my tear-stained cheeks. Though my body was facing him, I didn't meet his eyes.
"Hey, look at me" he said and I didn't, and my eyes kept watering, my vision kept getting blur.
"Darling" he said softly putting his hands on my waist. I finally looked at him and he let out a small smile. "You don't have to do it all alone, you know, I am there, so are the others and baby steps, yeah?" he said, instantly making me smile just by his words. I nodded and he held my hand and pulled me towards the Slytherin table.
All types of food lay in front of me. A tray of juicy steaks, beef casserole, sausages, shepherd's pie, vegetables, mashed and roast potatoes, sprouts, thick rich gravy, fried tomatoes and turkey sandwiches with pumpkin juice. I looked at the table, quickly my stomach twisted itself.
Draco held my hand that was on the table and I looked at him. "We'll get through this" he said sweetly and pecked my cheek. I closed my eyes at the feeling of his lips on my skin.
He helped me with a plate and it was like he read my stomach, not my mind, my stomach. He cut a small piece of steak, the smallest slice of the pie and some roast potatoes with vegetables. He smiled and handed me the plate. I picked up my fork and started to eat slowly. I didn't like the feeling; I was feeling nauseous. I didn't want to eat, but of course, I had to.
Draco rubbed my back with his left hand and I sighed. What would I do without this person?
It has been 2 more weeks and Draco has been very patient with me and food. Of course, after not eating for like four weeks, I had started to hate food. But with the help of Draco and the others, I was returning back to normal. Slowly, yet steadily.
"So, did you tell Malfoy, who it was?" Hermione said as we were going to Arithmancy, the only ones to have taken up the subject from our group.
Funny enough, because it was like muggle Algebra and Geometry.
"Erm, no" I said hugging my books close to my chest. Draco had been very, very patient with me, it had been weeks as well since we got intimate. He knew that I was insecure about my body with all of this happening. He was a total sweetheart about it.
"Why not?" she asked as we sat down with other students and waited for Professor Septima.
"I-I don't know" I said and actually, I didn't know. I should've told the day in the common room, I mean, she needed to be taught her place. But I didn't, because Daphne had been incredibly sweet to me, always. If she would've found out that her own sister did such a thing, then how would she feel.
Arithmancy couldn't finish faster, as much as it was Hermione's favorite subject, I hated it, but I had to take it, since only a few subjects were left for me to cover as I had already taken up a few in my sixth year.
Warning - Smut
I was about to enter the Great Hall with Hermione for dinner, when I saw Draco coming with his boys. He looked sexy, I didn't know what suddenly came over me, I was aroused. His tie loosely hung from his neck, his hair was all over the place, he had opened up two of his buttons, his sleeves were rolled up, I knew how much he hated it, as it showed his dark mark, but he did it for me. He had his infamous smirk on his face. The minute he laid his eyes on me, his smirk changed to a smile and I frowned, which then turned his smile into an expression of worry.
"Erm, Blaise, we will see you guys in the common room, after dinner" I said and pulled Draco away from the group.
"What is it, darling?" he asked as I walked in front of him, silently, still pulling him, towards his dorm.
"You don't want to eat?" he asked again when he noticed my silence. I shook my head and whispered the password. I walked up to his dorm, silently and pushed him on the bed before he could say something.
I let my robe fall and jumped on him, placing my lips on his. He replied to my kiss but he was startled. He pulled away and said, "Darl-Darling, are you sure?" he asked and I nodded. He got up and I placed myself in his lap, properly.
"Yo-You don't have to feel pressured, if you don't-"
"But I want to" I said still straddling in his lap. He smiled widely and our mouths crashed again. I smiled and he put his hands on my waist. He licked my bottom lip for access and I gladly parted my lips. Oh, how much have I missed his lips on mine.
He grabbed me tightly and pulled me closer. I tangled my hands in his hair, messing it more than they already were. He continued the kiss for a few more seconds and pulled away. The both of us were panting already. He smiled, staring into my eyes and pulled me in for another kiss.
I started to unbutton his shirt and he did the same. He flipped us over, so that now he was hovering over me. The way that I was kissing him, hungrily, he knew that I wanted more than just sweet sex, he knew that I needed him – the sexy, teasing, rough, hard Draco. He smirked when my hands found his erection. He pulled my panties down my legs. I tried to pull my skirt and knee-high socks down as well but he stopped me.
"No, keep those on" he said darkly.
He started kissing me on my neck, quickly making me moan. He found me sweet spot, whereas my hands found his shoulders, gripping them tightly. He started to go lower and lower. He placed his soft lips all over my body, but his kisses were rough. He kissed my thighs and a tingling sensation found back itself to me, feeling the same when the first time we slept together. He buried his hungry tongue into my core and I moaned loudly. His hunger was evident as he kept swirling his tongue sloppily around my clit. Of course, he was hungry, it had been exactly, 25 days and 7 hours, since we last had sex.
Too desperate? Yes, too much, Olivia.
"You taste so delicious, better than any cuisine that would be on the table for dinner" he said, humming against my core. He couldn't control anymore and brought himself back to me. I kissed him and tasted myself, on his lips. I moaned softly and he lifted my hips just a little, pulling away from the kiss. He lined up with my entrance and looked for permission. With all the pleasure that I was getting, I didn't even realize when he pulled his pants off.
He thrusted and filled me up. My back arched with the contact of his hard on. He groaned, "Oh fuck, Olivia" as he pushed himself deeper and deeper inside of me. My nails already digging into the flesh of his shoulders. I bit my lip to control my moans. First, I didn't put the muting spell. Second, he wasn't living in the dungeons now; I didn't have to be quiet. Third, everyone would be at dinner right now. But what if Hermione decided to come back early?
"Don't cover your moans, princess. Let the whole bloody school know how good I'm filling you up" he said and pushed my lip down. I moaned loudly and he smirked.
"Fuck, you feel so good" he said as he rubbed my clit. My eyes rolled back with all the pleasure that I was feeling at the moment. "Argh, you make me feel so good, Draco" I said and felt a knot in my stomach.
"Hold it" he warned and I squirmed under him. He flipped me over and squeezed my butt, before slapping it harshly. I moaned, it hurt, yet it was turning me on. He thrusted back in and my hands gave out.
"Dr-Draco, let me cum" I said as I couldn't hold it anymore.
"Let you cum, what?" he asked spanking me again. I groaned at the feeling and he flipped me again. My sore hitting the soft, cold bedsheets beneath me, making me hiss a little.
"Let me cum, please" I begged and looked at him. His forehead was sweaty, I could literally see, scratches on his chest, that I did, he gripped my breast in one hand, while his mouth found the other. He played with both of my nipples, one with his tongue and the other with his fingers.
His thrusts started getting sloppier and sloppier, I knew he was close. He pressed our sweaty foreheads together and closed his eyes. "Cum for me, princess" he said and I let go.
We came undone at the same time, like always. He opened his eyes and smiled at me. I was still breathing heavily. I pecked his lips again and he rolled off of me.
"That was-"
"Fucking amazing" he said cutting me off.
Pure bliss – is what I was feeling right now.
Little did I know that, that bliss would turn into misery and would turn my life upside down.