Slight smut..if it makes you uncomfortable please donot read any further.
Jungkook what are you-
He kisses me and pushes me against the wall, I cant help but respond to the kiss. His touch his lips they give me butterflies. like no one has ever made me feel this way.
He lifts me up and takes me to the sofa as he places me on his laps. He just looks at me with hunger, love, lust, satisfaction.
I can't look at him, his gaze making me weak. I cheeks turn red from thinking about kissing him and me sitting on him.
Look at me , he said.
He pulled my face close with his long hands. He kisses me again slight kisses everywhere. He moves down towards my neck and starts sucking on it.
Aahh~
Slight moans escape my from my mouth. I try to hide them as I'm clearly embarrassed. He slaps my ass making me moan.
That's right sweetheart dont hide them, he said as he kissed me again sloppy wet kisses.
Ahh jungkook-ah!
He smirked looking at me, his Male ego is satisfied with hearing does loud moans.
He bites on my neck and lips, I keep moving due to sudden pain and pleasure. I can feel his dick poking my thighs as he was hard.
Your giving me a boner y/n stop moving or this wont end well, he whispered.
I cant help but keep moving, this feeling of neediness is taking over me. He is makes me feel different from everyone.
Stop moving baby-
He said again as he was getting harder. I cant help my actions his tongue is working miracles over my neck and lips rightnow. I'm so into it.
So you dont listen huh?
I gulped in fear. He is angry as I dont listen to him. I know what's coming and i dont want it to happen.
I dont wanna have sex with him rightnow, first coz I am still a virgin and second he is not even my boyfriend or committed to be rightnow.
I want my first to be with someone I love. Even though I love jungkook I'm still not very confident about his feelings.
I dont want him to think that we did this in the heat of the moment. I want him to make love to me as my first, not just sex.
In fact I'm not even ready rightnow.
I- I'm not ready rightnow, I finally spoke.
He looked at me and just went away to the bathroom to solve the problem I created.
Wow y/n now you've upset him, he thinks you dont want him. He thinks you dont wanna be with him,he thinks you dont love him-
Oh stop overthinking. I cant help but think that I messed up. He comebacks as I try to hide my face coz it's pretty obvious I'm overthinking rightnow.
Hey what happened? He asked with worried eyes.
I-im sorry I spoiled it-
Hey hey it's okay, it's no big thing. I get it your not ready, I'm guessing your a virgin.
I nodded.
Y/n its completely fine I'm gonna wait till your ready okay. I want you to be comfortable with me and trust me with all. I want our first to be meaningful too.
He smiles and I smiled back at him. He is not arrogant and cocky like how he showed me. He is a very good person. He keeps earning my love and trust.
We are still going on a date right?
I asked him.
Yeah we are, he giggled.
Y/n after the date I'm gonna ask you out properly, he said to himself.