A few weeks later
Sierra
" Hey te-te baby" Ices said to Sincere as he looked up at her.
" y'all gone smother my baby don't forget about Ki-Ki." I said while smirking at them
" Now you know we can't forget about cupcake. When she coming back"
Both of the moms decided that we needed to have time for Sincere so that we could get adjusted with him.
" Soon I miss my baby" I said pouting a little.
Kianna is practically my baby as well. She is like a ray of sunshine I need in my life.
Especially after losing my baby girl.
" so how is the living arrangements going" Ices asked.
" As of now he comes and stays over but lately practically he lives there"
" ohhh so he be spenin-na-night"
both Ices and Mal laughed.
" and what does that suppose to mean"
" he gone be sliding another one in you"
They continue to laugh.
I rolled my eyes at them.
" y'all remember, I'm not his type"
" Bi-"
" Ices the baby" Mal said covering Sincere ears as he chew on his balled fist.
My baby is so adorable.
" I mean Sierra com'on I don't think that's the case, you should just ask him"
" Um no what she need to do is cook him dinner and then ask"
" um no and no besides he knows that I'm with Khalil, and y'all know that too"
Just when I was about to say something my phone ring. It was FaceTime call from Julian.
This will be his third time time today.
During the first week we brought Sincere home. He took two weeks off and today was his first day back.
" He's up" I said to him quickly showing him Sincere.
" Wassup man, I see you still sucking on your mama titty" he said laughing.
" Umm Julian I'm in front of people" I said slightly blushing.
I said showing Mal and Ices who were smirking.
" oh my bad" He said chuckling.
" I was just checking on y'all ... I mean um S-Sincere" He said clearing his throat while shaking his head.
" Well as you can see he is awake" I said
" Oh aight I won't call in again"
" mhm"
" See you later" he said hanging up the phone.
I looked up to see them looking at me.
" Why are yall staring at me like that" I said while burping Sincere.
" Y'all cute" Mal said with his nose tooted up
" I wish I have someone check up on me"
" guys that's only because of Sincere"
" Sierra that man loves you" Mal stated
Don't cry
Don't cry
Please don't cry.
" How can you say that Mal, the man has told me and I overheard for myself that he doesn't want me"
" Ion know Si-Si usually I be ready to bash him but imma have to agree with Mal. You know a man can change"
I was very skeptical about this.
"I don't know"
Julian ....
I was still staring at the phone.
" Damn nigga did you hang up"
I looked to see Brandon laughing.
" shut up" I said throwing a pen at him.
" Yo why you in here"
" Mannn you get on the phone with ya baby mama ..... soon to be wife and forget why I came in"
I laughed at him being funny.
" Chill with that but foreal what we was talking about" I said scratching my forehead clueless.
" The car accident, I was telling I may have a lead"
" right" I said snapping my finger.
" imma see if I can get a tag number on the car"
" you know I appreciate you for this man"
" we are brothers . . .practically. You and Sierra don't deserve this" he said shaking his head.
I nodded my head agreeing with him.
" you know I already had a name for her"
I smiled thinking about it.
" trust me y'all will get a chance ..... a whole lot of'em"
I squint my eyes.
" what you tryna say"
" com'on man you know exactly what I'm talking about" he said giving me that look.
Before I could say anything he stopped me.
" I know what we talked about months back but you know that shit was bogus"
I took a deep sigh knowing what he was saying.
" look B I ain't tryna go down that road again"
" and you won't brotha . . . I believe it imma just need for you" he said standing up walking to the door.
Once he left I continue to think on our short conversation.
5:30
It was time for me to go.
Before heading home I decided to stop by mom house.
I walked to her steps opening the door.
Not expecting to see someone else here.
Somebody that didn't belong here at all.
"Aye man what the hell you doing here"
" Julian relax baby" my mother trying to grab a hold of me.
" I ain't come here to start nothing"
I looked at the man who I was suppose to look up stare me in the eye.
" Why you here ? I'm a grown man now something you was suppose to help me be but your ass failed miserably"
" Thats enough Julian"
I looked down at my mama not believing her right now.
" Yo you seriously taking up for this man, the same Fucking man that left you when shit got hard"
" Julian you need to watch your mouth in my house !"
" I think I'll just leave" he said
" yea do that"
" John don't leave"
I looked at my mama like really.
" You know what I will"
" Julian wait"
" no mama, it seems like you too busy for me" I said before closing the door.
Couldn't believe this shit.
I drove all the way to Sierra place thinking about what happen at my mom house.
" Hey how was work ?" Sierra questioned me.
My mind was still consumed with my situation.
" It was straight" I said walking to the back.
I loosened my tie getting ready for a shower.
" Is everything okay ?"
I turned around seeing Sierra at the door.
" I saw my sperm donor today"
Her mouthed formed into an o.
" I'm assuming that didn't go well"
" Not one bit, its been years since I seen him, I'm surprise he still know where the damn house was"
" He left me and my mama to fend for ourselves and she let him back in."
" maybe a change of heart"
" The fuck for ? he ain't do shit for us"
" you telling me, you gone let a man who knock you up and don't help you come back in your life let alone your son"
" Julian you might not like this but maybe you should hear him out, listen to what he got to say. That way you can take it or leave it"
" ion even think I wanna listen"
" but you have to"
" we'll see" I said staring at her.
We were so comfortable with each other, all she had was her bonnett, a tank that had her titties on display.
Damn it's been a while.
" imma get in the shower" I said quickly standing up.
" alright well I'll be in the kitchen" she said walking out.
Lord forgive me for my thoughts but Sincere did his mama right.
Sierra
" how's everything going with your son" Khalil asked me.
" so far it's going good especially since Julian is here helping.
" His ass better be, he put that boy in you anyway"
I only laughed.
" you know if you need anything I'm here for you as well "
" Awwwl thanks that means a lot to me"
" well that's because you special to me"
There go me blushing again.
I swear if I wasn't in predicament I was in. I would definitely give him a chance.
The more I thought about it.
Why not.
" Khalil I have a question for you"
I said fumbling with my hands all of a sudden.
" Wassup"
" Are you free this weekend"
" yep just some slight work"
" okay cool maybe we could spend some time together"
" you serious ?" He said
I could hear the smile in his voice.
" Very" I said smiling
Maybe this could be the start of something.
Two weeks later ......
Julian
I stared at her as she fixed her hair in the mirror.
" You missed a spot" I said to her.
" Boy bye and I don't you need to be here while getting ready."
I smacked my teeth at her reminding me.
I needed to go pick up Kianna from my moms. I haven't talk to her since that day seeing my dad at her house.
" you know you could have gotten her early when you was out"
" Now you know I was looking for something to wear."
" For what ? That nigga know what you look like, and why you trying so hard to impress him"
" Julian mind your business and worry about Kianna and Sincere, you are their dad not mine"
" Shit .... I can be" I said lowly
" what did you say" she said looking at me.
" Nothing" I said getting up going to the kitchen getting a water bottle.
The doorbell ringed.
I already knew who it was already getting annoyed.
" what the hell you doing here ?"
" It certainly ain't for you"
I don't know what Sierra sees in this dude.
" Khalil"
I watched as she rushed to the front.
" hey I was wondering were you ready to head out"
" most definitely am" She said grabbing her purse.
I watched as she walked out the door without telling me bye.
Rude
I walked to Sincere room seeing him sleeping peacefully.
" Guess it's just me and you bud"
I kissed his forehead leaving out his room but making sure I crack the door just in case he started to cry.
I went back in her room getting myself together. I low key practically moved into her spot.
I still had my penthouse though. I got dressed in some Nike sweats and polo white shirt that was short sleeve.
I walked back into Sincere room seeing him awake surprisingly.
" you must knew I was coming huh"
I grabbed him in my arms and the keys putting him in my car in his car seat.
25 minutes later .......
I pulled up in her driveway seeing her car. I got out the car unbuckling Sincere.
He was sleeping away.
I mentally told myself to keep calm hoping her sperm donor wasn't here.
"daddyyyyyy"
I smiled hearing Ki-Ki watching me from the window.
" Get off that couch girl"
I shook my head at my mama.
Soon as she open the door not amuse to see me.
So was I.
" I'm surprise you remember how to come here"
" and where is Sierra"
" She out on a date" I said shrugging my shoulders.
" Ohhh I guess you too haven't talk yet"
" Mama I only came here for Ki-Ki is she ready"
" Julian you are not going to brush me off when I'm talking to you. I'm your mother I deserve the repsect"
I was not about to do this bullshit.
" Aight mama I'll be in the car"
" Un un you don't walk away from me"
I quickly put Sincere back in the car wanting to cut this meet up short.
Thank God he was still sleep.
Soon as I close the door I faced her.
" But that nigga did you dirty but you welcome his ass back with open arms, how the fuck could y-"
A painful slapped went to my face.
" Now I raised your ass for 18 years without your father. YOU WILL NOT DISRESPECT ME"
" Julian ..... your father came over to apologize about everything before the time you was born and when you came on this earth. He already know that it maybe hard for you to accept his apology."
" You so happen to pop and we wasnt expecting, everything just to happen so quick"
I didn't say nothing after that.
" I'll go get Ki-Ki" she said before walking back in the house.
" Mom"
I watched as she looked back at me before going in.
" I love you and I'm sorry"
" I love you too baby"
I continue to wait by the car seeing my mom come out the house with a smiling Kianna.
She was happy to just as I was with her.
" Hey my princess" I said kissing her cheek.
She clung on to my neck not wanting to let me go.