Sierra
" I really had a good time with you" I said to Khalil.
It felt good to get out the house but I miss my babies.
" Me too" Khalil said looking down at me.
I stared up at him looking into his eyes.
" Maybe we can do this again"
" Not anytime soon I still have my babies think about"
"of course but whenever you down let me know beautiful"
He kissed me on my forehead before descending down the stairs.
I grabbed my key unlocking my door still flustered.
" I take as you had fun"
I quickly jumped back while holding my chest not realizing Ju was on the couch.
" What are you doing still up" I said while taking off my heels.
He only shrugged his shoulders.
" I was just finishing feeding Sincere"
" by the way you need to pump some more milk" he said smirking.
" Did you have to say it like that" I said scrunching my face up.
" Whats wrong with what I say it's the truth"
I only rolled my eyes.
" Well I'm bout to head in the shower and get ready for bed"
" Shidd me too" he standing up.
" Go somewhere" I said pushing him back down on the couch.
I stoped by Sincere seeing him and Kiana still sleep. There room is split into half n half.
Definitely going to be finding another place to stay but that will be once I graduate from dental school which is very soon.
Once leaving his room I went to mine quickly slipping my dress off. I grabbed a towel wrapping it around myself heading to the bathroom.
I turned on the hot/warm water lathering up in my favorite sugar scrub.
After only being in the shower for 10 minutes is when I heard the door opening and toilet seat lifting.
On hell no.
" Julian you couldn't wait"
" Man hell Nawl I need to take my leak"
I sighed annoyed knowing I wasn't going to finish my shower.
I turned off the water only to realize my towel was on the counter and he was still in here.
I peaked my head out from shower curtain see he was about to wash his hand.
" Can you grab my towel"
He looked at me through the mirror.
I watch as he was thinking about it when a curve went across his lips.
" Why you can't get it" he said now leaning against the counter.
Why does he want to make this sooo hard
" Julian I'm not playin pass me the towel"
He picked it up.
" Here"
I smacked my teeth knowing I would still have to step out in my nakedness because he was still feets apart away from me. Just being a pure asshole not to bring it to me.
I took a deep breath since his dumbass was not going to make it any better.
I cringed as my foot touch the cold floor.
" You are such an asshole" I said trying to grab my towel only for him but he put it up over his head.
" Damn girl ion remember you having all that ass" he said licking his lips.
" Julian give me my damn towel"
he finally gave it to me. I instantly wrapped it around me hoping he didn't see anything else that was off limits to him.
" ion understand why I can't see you naked"
" because ..... It's my body it's not like I see yours" I said putting on some cocoa butter on my body.
Mainly for stretch marks.
" Shidd that all you had to say"
I looked seeing him about to strip since his shirt was already off.
" Julian chill" I said quickly closing my eyes.
" com'on Sierra I'm trying to be fair since I saw all your goodies" he said laughing.
He just don't know he was poking with my insecurity.
" it's not funny" I said showing seriousness in my face and voice feeling the need to cover up my body even more since I still had a towel wrapped around me.
" Sierra is not that serious"
" of course it's not to you Julian, you never have to think about what you should wear because you don't wanna be seen as too fat"
Gosh why was I talking about this.
" just forget it" I said shaking my head.
" No I wanna hear this" He said sounding concern for once.
" I don't wanna talk about Julian just forget I bought it up"
" No Sierra I want you to tell me how you feel, you are a beautiful person inside and out"
" what is that you have a problem with"
I hesitated a little before speaking.
" My stomach before it became oatmeal pie is just been something I couldn't get rid of it's guts, than my stretch marks that seem to get higher and higher on my sides"
I think I realize I said to much.
" Well I think it's cute" he slowly start unravel my towel.
I tried to cover up with my arms but he moved them.
" This stomach right here carried my kids for almost 9 months" he said rubbing on it.
" Them stretch make that ass of your even better"
" okay Julian" I said trying to stop him.
" Hush girl lemme finish my speech"
" Real man like real bodies Sierra" he said shrugging his shoulders.
He got on the bed sitting beside lifing his arm.
A large scar was on his side. It actually hurt my heart to see that on him.
" Meet my insecurity"
" What happen"
He took a deep sigh before speaking.
" I was in the drug business when I turned 15 I started dealing"
" when fast money come your way people start to get jealous sooo damn jealous that they would even try to kill you"
" but I made it out though but I have this as a reminder to not go down that road again" he said shaking his head.
" Im sorry that happen to you"
" It's in the past" he said shrugging his shoulders like it didn't bother him.
" You sure know how to be sweet at a interesting time"
"whatcha mean . . . . . I am sweet"
" The cockiness never seem to die down"
He laughed out loud.
" Aye I can't help it"
" but do you feel better about yourself"
I nodded my head slowly at first.
" thank you" I said to him.
" you welcome"
After that we went to bed catching some z's.
A week later
Julian ....
"You sure you straight"
" Straight as I'll ever be" I said through clench teeth.
We finally found who hit Sierra in the accident. I honestly shouldn't be surprise but then again why.
I patiently waited for Brandon to park the car so I could get out.
I unloosen the seat belt opening up his car door.
" Aye man relax"
"Fuck that" I said banging on her door.
" coming"
I heard that annoying voice.
She soon open the door with a smile on her face.
" What the fuck is wrong with you" I said barging in.
She wasn't by herself either.
" Julian this is my place"
" yep that my damn money paying for and you ... how could you let somebody hurt your on flesh n blood"
Claire only rolled her eyes.
These bitches is all could say.
" Julian I'm going to call the cops on you and your friend for barging in my home !"
" do it and we'll see who will be going to jail for a possible homicide"
I watched as Jade spit her water out.
" you fucking killed my daughter" I pointed my finger at her.
Claire eyes admittedly bulged out.
" Jaddde "
" the baby wasn't even born yet" Jade said unconsciously not caring how it came out.
In a instant motion Brandon quickly grabbed me before I could do anything.
" Com'on on man"
" Imma make sure I get your ass locked up"
" Y'all some sick bitches" I said before leaving.
" She doesn't deserve you like I do Julian"
I looked back almost wanting to throw up.
" And you never did" I said before walking out.
I finally let out a steam of angry tears. How can you meet such an evil person.
At this moment I needed a drink but I knew my ass needed to steer away from that.
All the memories I will never get to make
with my daughter are gone because of a spiteful bitch.
" you gone be aight man ?"
I looked at him to see him concern about me.
" Its taking everything in me not to take this glock out this briefcase to load this bitch up"
" Aye man imma get Matthew on it"
I only nodded my head.
Sierra
I smiled as my son cooed in his auntie arms.
" Oooh he's sooo cute Si-Si look at his eyes and cheeks" Destiny said excitedly.
" Now don't you think about having one" Dad said
I almost choked on my water.
" Dad I'm going to get married first" She said playfully rolling her eyes.
I smiled a little remembering I had that same mindset.
" well you better" I said clearing my throat.
" mhm" my dad said low key serious.
" I think it's about time for us to head out"
Destiny smacked her teeth.
" We just got here"
" I know but you know how your mom is" he said shaking his head.
" Facetime please" Destiny said before handing me Sincere.
" I will" I said to her.
I walked them out watching them get in the car.
Once they was out of eye sight I closed my door.
" I guess it's just me and you"
I cut on the tv to watch some show.
My phone instantly vibrating.
Speaking of facetime.
" And why do we owe this call"
" I just want to see y'all"
I notice his eyes looked red . . . very red.
" Ju are you okay"
" yea I'm good" he said with playful smirk.
" what y'all do today"
I told him my dad and sister stop by and looked around for a graduation dress nothing major.
It was getting closer for graduation.
" damn you growing up on me"
" shut up" I said laughing.
" the only person that is growing is this guy right here" I said showing Sincere who trying to watch tv.
He instantly smiled seeing his son.
" I love y'all" he said shedding a tear.
" okay Julian what's really going on I have never seen you cry before"
" I can't be happy and cry"
" No"
We both laughed.
" There is nothing you need to worry about"
" ok then"
" Oh Julian" I thought quickly.
" Yea"
" We love you too" I said.
He smiled showing them dimples his son inherit from him.
" Say bye daddy" I said grabbing Sincere balled up little fist waving it.
"see y'all later" he said before ending the call.
Later that night ......
I danced around to Beyoncé Dance for you cooking some roast beef with some rice and macaroni.
" I drop it for you bae" I song out the lyrics while Sincere stared at me.
He smiled at me not even knowing what I was doing.
I started to playfully slow wine not even realizing the Julian was in here.
I instantly jumped up.
" Nah keep it going I was enjoying the show"
I quickly grabbed my house coat putting it on.
" When did you get here" I said turning down the music and now done boiled rice.
" Not too long" He said taking off his jacket before getting Sincere.
" I should of got here a lil earlier for the show huh Sincere"
I rolled my eyes at him.
I wanted to say something smart but I stop seeing the interaction with Sincere and Julian
He was kissing on his cheek.
It was adorable, made me a smile a little.
" where is Ki-Ki ?"
" in bed sleep, imma go get her"
he only nodded his head"
I walked in the back seeing her still sleep with her dolls scattered about.
" baby girl wake up" I said tapping on her.
It took her minute but she got up.
We made our way to the living room.
" Da-dddyyy" Ki-Ki said running to him.
Ok now I'm getting a lil salty with all this love Julian receiving .
" Don't hate, you can get some of this love too" he said licking his lips.
" Stop being nasty infront of yo kids" I said walking in the kitchen about to prepare plates.
I fixed a small portion for Ki-Ki while a bottle do Sincere then me and Julian.
" you want me to feed him"
" Nawl I got it" I said.
It all got quiet as we munched our food.
I looked to see Julian deep in his thought.
My mind went back to earlier today.
" How was work"
" It was aight same ol same" He shrugged his shoulders
I knew he wasn't telling the whole truth but I wasn't going to fuss about it because there was something else I needed to tell him.
" Well I'm I think I'm ready to move" I said casually.
" What you mean ?"
" Well I um ... found some little small houses that will be good for me, Kiki and Sincere. I figure once I get me a job I can start putting my money down from my savings"
" Ion know about that Si you just had a baby, don't you think it's a little too soon"
" Honestly I'm ready, and besides you can go back to staying at your penthouse, I know you miss it"
" who said I didn't like staying here with you"
Okay now I was puzzled