ooo trigger warning blood gore
i woke up in my room i think i'm the first one awake. i opened the door to hear everyone one else awake i guess not. i went downstairs to see sapnap cooking george making coffee and dream sharpening some arrows. "hey tamisra, you hungry i made some breakfast" sapnap said with a bunch of energy. its 8 in the morning how can he be so energized.
"No thank you. I would like some coffee though if you don't mind" i don't ever eat breakfast. I think it's a waste of time and food. i walked over to the kitchen when george passed me a mug with coffee "i don't know how you like it but here you can make it, everything you need for it is in the refrigerator."
as i was making my coffee i noticed the cup says BIG DADDY i shake my head in disappointment. "really george... im big daddy" everyone looks at me confused and i just point to the mug. they all start laughing and sapnap chimes in "yeah you are" i gave a small bruhh and we start laughing again "sorry tamisera, thats bad's mug for when he comes over" george stated in between laughter.
"bad's?" i question slightly, that's when dream comes back from his wheeze fit "badboyhalo" he sometimes comes around here to visit but right now he's in another nation with skeppy, his best friend.'' I gave a small ohh and moved on.
After everyone was finished with breakfast, but more like sapnap and george, me and dream didn't eat. He was too busy making arrows and sharpening them and I was just drinking coffee and talking with the boys.
"Why don't we travel to a plains spot so if anyone from l'manburg comes into our land she wont get noticed or her cover blown." we all hummed in response because i never thought of that and it wasn't a bad idea.
as we were walking we came across a hill that looked over everything l'manburg and the dream smp. It was beautiful but it's the middle of the day and I'm pretty sure if I were to stand here for too long someone would spot me.
i feel a bit behind from the group but i didn't mind it. i actually liked being a bit away from them, not that i didn't enjoy their company i can still hear everything they say. it's just i like being alone thats how its always been just me against the world.
~flash back~
"It will always be me and you against the word Tristan, no matter what, us two verses everything the world has to offer"he said. "ok pinkie no need to get all sentimental on me let's get back to dying your hair"
"please tell me why are dying it brown again"he asked with his original monotone voice "because pinkie you said you wanted to be more normal so this is where we start" i said as i patted all the brown dye on his hair.
"Can you please stop calling me pinkie? I told you to call me technoblade" he said with a proud voice that i immediately shot down "ooo technoblade so scary, where did you even get that name techno?"
"I don't know to be honest one of the voi-..." he cleared his throat "it just came to my head one day. Speaking of head, this stuff burns. Can I wash it off now?" it just hit me "ohh shit yeah it's been an hour you were only supposed to have it on for 30 minutes"
"i swear tris if all my hair falls out i will kill you." he said with a hint of amusement i couldn't tell if he was serious or not but i let it slide, "well pinkie wash it off i wanna see you as a brunet."as he was washing it off all the color came off.
"what the hell techno..."
"what tris whats wrong" he was still washing out his hair.
"techno it didn't work.. "
"Tristan, what do you mean it didn't work. oh god is my hair falling out" he asked with a bit of panic to his voice. it was amusing seeing him panic so much i couldn't help but laugh. "tristan stop laughing and tell me what's happening." he was now more demanding
"well it didn't work"
"what do you mean it didn't work?"
"your hairs still pink we left it on for an hour and it still pink!" i was dying of laughter but he was more serious. "it's ok though i think you would stay looking better with pink hair brown is too boring" he just gave a small "heh? tris you know i don't like my pink hair it makes me stand out too much. i'm like a weirdo im the only one with a non-normal hair color"
"no! that's not true i don't have a non-normal hair color. my hair is blood red so you're not the only one." i said with a proud smile on my face. "yeah me and you the weirdos" he said nudging my hair like a uncle does to his nephew. "hey. you know i dont like you doing that" i said pulling his long wet hair. "and you know i don't like you calling me pinkie but you still do it right" i swear there is no winning with this guy.
~end of flashback~
we were still walking through the woods all i heard coming from the boys was george asking me if he was right about something i just hummed in response. I was looking back on last night and this morning I noticed I was getting too comfortable with these guys, it disgusted me. and the voices already came to the conclusion of it so they were yelling at me this time hateful things and i understood all of it. I knew deep down they were right.
"your weak"
"Do you not remember what took place the last time you got too close to someone!"
"kill them before it hurts you"
"have we taught you nothing"
i know i know i will make it up to you all tonight. I had a plan, one that might not go too well but one that will satisfy me and the voices. My plan is to kill whoever I was up against right now in the 'training session' but hopefully it isn't dream. what the hell what am i even talking about, i would love to kill him. I just met him a week ago no one can make their way into my heart that easily.
"hey tamisra we are here" dream said as he moved a tree branch to show a flower fled? i'm not exactly a flower person but i guess this would be a good spot to die at. dream and sapnap were holding all the tools we would be using to fight. They laid them all out on a table they made out of wood from a near-by tree.
"So who will I be fighting first? '' I asked to inspect all the stone tools. "Well someones eager, sap you better get ready" dream said as he nudged a nervous sapnap, ok can't be too hard. "so what weapons are we going to use" dream picked up a sword and sharpened them both "im guessing you both are inexperienced with a sword so, to make sure no one gets injured to badly we will use those.'' I smirked to myself knowing i am experienced equally at everything but sword just a little more, but what dream doesn't know wont hurt him.
It was around dawn and the sun was about to set. It would be beautiful if i didn't know what was going to happen in the next few minutes. "you two will have a ten minute duel. the rules are no killing anything else is allowed just know when to stop." dream said looking over to sapnap with a nod.
as we were walking over to the middle of the field the voices started acting up, they knew this was a fair fight a one on one sword no rules ten minutes. We took our stances and dream said to start. I picked up the sword to the sky and dropped it right back to my side to get a better grip on it.
me and sapnap were circling each other, i wanted sap to make the first move and soon enough he did. He aimed for my arm but I quickly put the sword up to stop it. The sound of the sword hitting each other sounded like nails on a chalkboard.
That's what got my heart pounding, I loved that sound, it's the sound of war. two people fighting for their lives willing to do anything to be the one walking away, while the other is on the ground bleeding waiting to take their last and final breath.
I had moved fast enough to shove sapnap in front of me and me to his back. I wanted to take my time with him. I was in no rush, I had ten minutes on the clock. I bashed my sword into the side of his dominant arm. He turned around to hit my side but I blocked it. he knew he had to switch arms and so he did.
as he was doing that i kicked his legs causing him to fall. I eventually let him get back up. I felt bad so I let him get a hit on me, and he chose a good spot to right in my left leg but if only he knew my adrenaline was pumping and I wouldn't have felt shit.
i let him try to strike again but doges, it has been five minutes and he has hit one show only because i let him.this time he tried turning me around to hit me in my back but i cached onto his little trick and turned around to put my sword into his lower stomach my sword was a bit dull from all the times it scraped against sapnaps so i pushed harder until it went through.
i was on my high the voices seemed to be fulfilled with what i did but i wanted more. i hated myself for getting close to someone again let alone multiple people at a time. i wanted to ride out my high while i was still on it. I heard George and dream yelling at me but I didn't care. I was just way too happy to let this go to waste.
Sapnap was now on his knees looking at me with tears in his eyes. The sword was still in his so I pushed it deeper and started twisting it to now make a hole in his gut. I may have just lost my best ally but who cares this is better than friendship.
dream and george finally made their way to us, dream immediately put his netheright sword to my neck. while george was tending to sapnap of course they were prepared they brought instant health potions.
dream seemed pissed holding the sword close to my neck, to the point where if he were to apply the smallest amount of pressure it would rip open some skin. "Come one dream do it, kill me i know you want to" i said pushing myself against the blade so i can start bleeding. but he immediately retreated a bit to not hurt me.
"no. we need you" his voice was shaky i can tell he was looking back at sapnap and george on the floor. "and why do you need me so, you can get your land back. i would love to help you. betray a country. kill people, take their lives."
i know some people are born with 3 lives but you have to be someone, make yourself someone to have them. My family and all the villages I massacred, they all had one life, because they weren't shit but i made something of myself so i earned them. i know everyone that is in the dream smp and l'manburg have 3 lives. no matter if they like it or not in every war everyone has them, even if you're a healer.
I had no weapon on me dream had all the power here. I saw him reach into his pocket and take out a potion of weakness. "fuck" i muttered to myself knowing that if its strong enough then it can put anyone to sleep no matter who you are. he splashed it on the ground and everything went black.
~a/n~
hi hope you liked the chapter i didnt really know how to write like fighting stuff but i tried my best. 2135 words in this one i didnt proof read because im to lazy but idc. im gonna split dye my hair blue and im scared :[ but make sure to eat/drink something and i am very proud of you if you did or are going to. have a nice day/night to my guys, gals, and non-binary pals :]