THE WEEKEND (October 2nd)
•Jenelle Dior Wright•
It's been about a week since my birthday party, and honestly I just feel like our celebration was straight bullshit and I feel like we could do better. So I'm bout to call our gc to see what they doing today bc I'm tryna go out tonight.
Calling the group chat....
Me- heyy y'all
Lailah- heyy
Vallyk- what y'all want?
Me- damn I can't just say hi?
Vallyk- I'm downstairs come down here
Me- boy hush
Camryn- heyy y'all
Devante- wassup y'all
Me- what y'all doing?
Lailah- not shit
Vallyk- on the game
Devante- vallyk hop on cod
Vallyk- bet join my party.. Derek already in here
Devante- solid
Lailah- y'all and this game🤦🏽♀️
Camryn- man forreal, and you bet not ask for the new 2k, ian getting it
Lailah- right
Vallyk- nobody even said anything about that. Yall wanna be heard so bad
Devante- man
Me- not too much on my girls
Kaylani- right
Lailah- y'all let's go out, that party did not do yall justice
This bitch really my friend. Read my mind and all.
Camryn- where?
Lailah- the club, duh. I have friends that work there, they'll let us in
Me- ong? I'm so down. I need to get drunk
Camryn- that's so real, especially after y'all party
Vallyk- I'm saying
Devante- ong lets go
Lailah- alr lemme text them so they could hook us up with a vip section
Me- your so clutch
Kaylani- damn all yall cuffed up, ima be by myself
Me- girl no you not
Lailah- right, know damn well you finna call up your bestfriend up
Kaylani- y'all got me fucked up 😭. Idk I might call up Jaylen, if he act right
Camryn- this girl play all day
Devante- we going tonight?
Me- yup
Devante- alr lemme text my supervisor and act sick
Vallyk- trifling
Me- no tf it's not. Laii you better do that too. Cause who tf going to work?
Lailah- I assign my own hours so I'm good
Me- perioddd we outsideee
Lailah- ayeee
Derek- nooo *joining the call*
Vallyk- shut that shit up
Lailah- boy
Me- Derek where tf you come from?
Camryn- right
Derek- I just joined
Me- oh. Well we all going out later, that's what we was talking about
Derek- who's we? And for what?
Lailah- all of us and for they birthday, fool
Derek- oh *laughing*
Camryn- he's slow
Me- and y'all homeboy is not invited so don't even bring his ass
Derek- ima bring him just cause you said that
Me- play with me if you want to
Devante- hell nah we not doing no drama tonight
Laii- yeah that ain't gone work
Camryn- at all
Vallyk- y'all gotta co-sign each other on everything?
Kaylani- and do
Me- well what time we leaving?
Lailah- 9:00 pm
Me- alright well y'all could come over here later if yall want and we could leave together
Vallyk- or we could meet up there
Camryn- yeahh causeee..
Laii- it's them 2 all the time
Kaylani- y'all nasty fucks
Derek- gone head and just have virtual sex on the phone den
Me- eww bye, ion even wanna hear that *hanging up*
Mom- Jenelle! *calling me*
Me- here I come
I walked in her room, she was in the bathroom looking in the mirror.
Me- wassup momma
Mom- hey boo, come in here and zip me up real quick. I wanna see how this dress look on me
I did as told, she's wearing a bodycon dress that's like color blocking.
Me- it's cute, what's with all these crazy colors though?
Mom- themed event
She went in her closet and grabbed 2 pairs of heels, one was blue and the other was white. She held them up, asking which one to pick, I pointed at the blue ones.
Me- girll where are you going? Thinking you grown n stuff
Mom- I am grown. I'm going to a kickback, somebody party idk, one of Trey's friends are hosting it. The theme is multi-color, don't even ask me why, they just said wear a bunch of different colors.
Me- weird
She began taking the rollers out her hair, releasing the bouncy curls coming from her head.
Me- you look cute though, you finna eat all them up.
Mom- thank you, boo
My mom is the type of girl who is always done up. She be eating everyone up wherever she go. Yall should see her work outfits. She in her "bougie girl, high maintenance era" and I'm so here for it. Can't ever say my momma ugly, tf
Me- you finna be gone all night?
Mom- yeah most likely, we're going out into the city and might stay for the night. Cause I'm not driving late. And you don't have to worry about Brooklynn, I'm dropping her off at my mom's house so you can enjoy your night.
Me- perfect!
She looked at me, with a suspicious look on her face, through the mirror.
Mom- why? *putting on her jewelry*
Me- I can't ask?
Mom- what you tryna do, Jenelle, don't play with me
Me- nothing! Just going to hang out with a few friends, since our birthday didn't turn out the way it was supposed to.
Mom- and how many is a few, and where are y'all going?
Me- only 8 of us and to the club
Mom- you do know that you are only 18 right? Not 21
Me- momma i know, it ain't gone be crazy I promise
Mom- just be careful, and I'm not gonna tell you not to drink or anything because you're gonna do the opposite, just be responsible. And make sure someone in that group is gonna look out for you.
Me- there is, Vallyk and Kaylani going, and Laii. They got me.
Mom- you leaving some stuff out, that boy going? What's his name again?
Me- Devante. And yeah he's going. He got me too
Mom- oh I know *smirking*
Me- momma
Mom- what? I been young before, you forgetting I birthed yall at your age. Use protection
Me- we don't even do that, I haven't even kissed him yet..
Mom- mhm.. you will though tonight huh?
Me- anyways, enough of that
Mom- don't do too much tonight though, cause we getting up in the morning and going to church
Me- okay. Um where Trey at? I wanna see his outfit.
Mom- girl why he walk out wearing all black? He don't ever wanna participate
Trey- don't nobody wanna these bright ass colors. *walking in* wassup up Jenelle?
Me- hey
Trey- look at you😍 *admiring my mom*
Me- don't she look good? Tryna show out
Trey- man, tell her again
Mom- you like? *smiling*
Trey- hell yeah, baby. I love it *kissing her*
My mom motioned for me to get out, before I see anything else I don't wanna see.
Trey- I can't wait to marry yo pretty self
That was the last thing I heard before walking out. I'm so glad she finally found someone who genuinely makes her happy, she needed this. Especially after everything she's been through. I went back in my room, where I was before
FaceTime call from Devante❤️...
Me- hello?
Devante- wassup ma
Me- heyy
I looked in his background and it looks like he's driving
Me- where you going?
Devante- I'm coming to you.. got anything planned today? Besides all of us going out later?
Me- mm no. Actually yeah, I wanted to go to the store and find me some to wear tonight
Devante- bet get dressed, I'm on the way
Me- *laughs* where are we going?
Devante- to the mall, duh
Me- okay, just come in my room when you get here, my mom will let you in
Devante- alright *hanging up*
I went in my bathroom and got ready to go. I put on a black body suit and put a zip up hoodie over it, with my air forces. I brushed my hair into a claw clip and that's when Devante came up to my room.
Me- heyy *looking at him through the mirror*
I turned around and gave him a hug. Yall he smell so mfn good like omggg.
Devante- you look good *hugging me back*
Me- thank you
•
So right now, we are in the Gucci store, because Devante wanted to look at a few belts. But while we're here, I decided to try on a few bathing suits, and we're in the fitting room now.
Devante- this is not what we came in here for
Me- *laughs* it sure wasn't. But I had to, these are so cuteee
Devante- your trying on bathing suits and it's cold as hell outside
Me- and what about it?
Devante- whatever. You done yet? I'm tryna show you what I got on
Me- yeah *coming out*
He put on this outfit he got from another store, it was a black button down shirt and some white pants. He had put on one of the Gucci belts that he picked out. I nodded.
Me- ok you look good, I like this. And the belt match, yeah
Whole time he was just looking down at me
Me- stop looking at me like that *blushing*
Devante- my bad, ma. This hard though
Me- hard? Thats it?
Devante- you know you look good, ion needa tell you that. Now hurry up and change fore I go crazy
Me- what if I want you to? *stepping closer*
Devante- stop playin
Me- who's playing?
He looked me up and down then at my lips, I smiled.
Me- what are you waiting for? *smiling*
He bent down, I kissed him softly, and he sped up the kiss, sticking his tongue in my mouth. He pulled away, smirking, causing my cheeks to heat up. Ouu he a lil freaky fuck, I like dattt😏
Devante- don't ask for nun you can't handle
Me- boy please. Cause it could get down like that. Don't play
Devante- oh it could?
Me- I'll pull in this dressing room and you could find out
Devante- you ain't ready for all that, ma *going to his stall*
Me- don't tell me what I'm not ready for
Devante- *laughs*
Me- shit are you ready? Put your ass right to sleep. Playing on ma top *mumbling*
Devante- speak up
Me- huh?
Devante- oh ok
Me- we bout to fight
Devante- youn need it
Me- wait till we get out this store. Since you wanna be ghetto
Devante- oh girl
Me- oh boy, why you taking my lingo?
•
By this time we were done with all our shopping, Devante got his belt from Gucci, I just bought a dress for tonight, I didn't wanna do too much cause I was only there to get an outfit. We're at the food court right now.
Devante- what you want to eat?
Me- you tried them Korean corn dogs, that be on tiktok?
Devante- nah but I want to, they be looking fire
Me- let's go try it, they just opened a place up over here
Devante- let's go *putting his arm around me*
He always tryna give me a reminder that I'm little. Like ok boy, you 6'7 we get it🙄. Ian gon complain too much tho cause I like when he do that. Anyway, we got to the place and we ordered our food. I got the spicy one, that got hot Cheetos on top and the potato one w the hot Cheetos too. We sat in his car while we ate.
Devante- these hitt
Me- mmm forreal tho *taking a bite*
Devante- nah you gotta try this
He picked up his elote and held it up to my face for me to try. I took a small bite.
Me- that's good, and ion even like corn forreal. We gotta come back here.
Devante- got to
We continued to eat and just chilled in here, listening to music for a lil while. I started to roll a wood but ion even know if he smoke forreal, and ian gon do it in front of him if he don't.
Me- do you smoke?
Devante- yeah, you tryin to right now?
He answered that so fast😭
Me- I like that we think alike
I pulled my tray out and started to roll up. He rolled one up too. We passed them back and forth, smoking for awhile. I took my shoes off and put my feet in his lap, he rubbed them slightly
Me- *taking a pull*
Devante- *looking at me*
Me- whattt 🥰 *blushing*
Devante- I didn't say anything *laughing*
Me- why are you looking at me like that?
Devante- I can't look at you?
Me- you making me nervous
Devante- how?
Me- I don't knoww
Devante- give me a kiss
I leaned and pecked his lips. I turned my head to the window, blushing hard as fuck. He looked at me laughing.
Me- stoppp🥰 *covering my face*
Devante- aight so talk to me, how you feeling? We haven't talked about your situation with ya pops since you was at my crib, you straight?
Me- I think so
Devante- yeah?
Me- yeah, I been doing a lot of thinking. I am gonna talk to him eventually and get those answers I've been looking for. But it's gonna take some time, you know? It's still fresh to me, I'm still trying to process everything because I just got more information and stuff. And if I don't I might just cuss him out or break down crying or whatever.
Devante- right *hitting the blunt*
Me- right now, I'm just tryna figure out what questions I have for him, I know he lives out here now so there's that. I just don't wanna get hurt again. Every time he says he gonna do something, he lies and does the opposite. Disappointing us.
Devante- why don't you focus on what you could control? Figure out what questions you wanna ask him, try to forgive him. You can't control what he's gonna do so why focus on it?
Me- yeah that's true
Devante- and if he does disappoint you again, then that's it. At the end of the day you're 18 now. You don't have to feel bad about not having a relationship with someone who keeps making you feel like this. But in the end at least you'll know.
Me- Vallyk and I are thinking about meeting with him, one of these days, this week.
Devante- yeah? That's good
Me- we'll see how that goes
Devante- this could be a good thing, stop looking at it negatively
Me- I'm trying
Devante- I'm proud of you *grabbing my hand*
Me- why? *looking confused*
Devante- cause you're trying. I noticed that this situation is like a very sensitive topic for you, and you like to avoid it getting brought up
Me- I do
Devante- And I know you don't really open up to people because of him. So the fact that you're doing with me is lowkey kinda dope.
Me- well the fact that you even care to listen is why I talk to you about stuff.
Devante- that why I keep asking you about it. im getting to know you more and more everyday as we talk
Me- I appreciate that
Devante- I don't know why, but something bout you keeps me invested.
Me- *smiles* And the wise words of Devante Davis strike again
Devante smiled and shook his head.
Me- I'm so serious, if this football thing don't work, you could be a therapist fr
He laughed. He then grabbed his phone and switched the song that was playing.
🎵When I'm alone in my room, sometimes I stare at the wall. And in the back of my mind, I hear my conscience call🎵
He started playing "I need love"- LL Cool J. I smiled and shook my head. He think he so cute.
Me- oh, you think you cute? You thought you ate?*laughing*
Devante- I ate that, I did *nodding*
He started saying the lyrics, this boy😭🙄
Me- you are not cuteee *recording him*
He took my phone out my hand and recorded the both of us. He over here tryna be a lightskin.
Devante- I don't know why you fighting it, acting like you don't wanna sing it
Me- okayy give me my phoneee
Devante- come mere
He pulled my face closer to his, we posed and then I kissed his cheek. I went sit back in my seat but he pulled me again and kissed me. He ended the video and handed me my phone. I started blushing again. This is crazy, why am I folding like thisss.
Devante- over there folding *laughing*
Me- stop laughing at me *covering my face*
Devante- allat talk
Me- yeah, yeah
Devante- what time is it? *starting his car*
Me- almost 6 *putting my feet down* we should probably start heading back to get ready and stuff
Devante- your house or mine?
Me- mines
Devante- alright
He turned up the music and drove to the house.
•
Devante- go ahead, I gotta go pick up something. I'll be back
Me- okay
I grabbed my bags and went in the house. Onyx was sitting on the couch watching tv.
Onyx- wassup
Me- hey *locking the door* where your sister at?
Onyx- I was gone ask you
Me- she might be at her bestfriend house
Onyx- ion kno, shit
Me- you the only one here?
Onyx- yeah
Me- oh *going upstairs*
I know what you're thinking, "when tf did he become cool?" Well he's not, I'm just tryna be cordial with him in respect for my mom. It's still fuck that nigga.
I laid out my outfit on my bed and headed to my bathroom. I started with my shower, making sure I shaved, then I did my hair after. I put on my lotions and perfume and put my Versace robe on. I decided to do some barrel curls with a middle part. And since it was still early, I put in some rollers so they don't fall out. As I was starting on my makeup, I get a FaceTime call from Lailah
Me- hey
Laii- oh ok. I had to make sure you getting ready, knowing how you be.
Me- not too much on me.
Laii- yeah, yeah. Real quick how this outfit look
She had on this black long sleeve cropped shirt with some black leather pants and her big puffer jacket.
Me- you look cute, what shoes you wearing
Laii- my clear heels. Got the dogs out tonighttt
Me- perioddd
Laii- what you wearing?
Me- it's a surprise, I went to the mall with Vant today, we bout to stepp.
Laii- awh shit. Yall bout to stunt on us, huh?
Me- and is.
Laii- I'm here for it. Yall cute or whatever.
Me- bitch, lemme tell you. She been purring ALL DAY. *whispering the last part*
Laii- whattt?
Me- Girl. It's bad. And he been more and more clingy too. I been tryna control myself but fuckkk I can't.
Laii- You have to, girl, you have to. Find some self controlll.
Me- I'm trying, girl. It's hard
*knocks on my door*
Me- come in
I heard the door open and close.
Devante- where you at mama?
Me- bathroom
I watched him come around the corner through the mirror, he came in with a pretty ass bouquet of roses, like 50 of them. They was pink and white and it had a label on them that read: "Happy Birthday Mama" Yall they were so cutee
Laii- aww perioddd *taking pictures*
Me- *gasps* aw oh my goshhh *covering my mouth*
Devante- *smiling* happy birthday!
He handed them to me. I couldn't stop smiling. No one has ever done this for me before.
Me- these are for me?
Devante- yeah, who else they gone be for?
Me- omg stoppp🥰🥰 I'm gonna cry. These are so prettyy
Devante- you like them?
Me- yes, I love them. Ouu and they smell good. Laii you see this?
Laii- yeah they're cute. You ate that up Vant not gone lie
Devante- I'm valid?
Laii- hell yuh
Devante- hell yuh. Come here *pulling me up* she over here crying
Laii- i would be too, shitt
I put the flowers down and stood up. I gave him a hug, wrapping my legs around his waist, as he picked me up.
Devante- look at the big baby *rocking me*
Me- stopp, I wasn't expecting this. *wiping my eyes*
I lifted my head from his shoulder and gave him a lot of kisses.
Me- thank you, D
Devante- of course, ma.
Laii- *laughs* best, you want me to call you back?
Me- oh shit, my bad laii, yeah
Laii- alright. *hanging up*
He finally put me down, I kissed him again.
Me- thank youuu. I love them
Devante- of course, of course.
Me- *laughs* I was sitting here doing my makeup and talking to Lailah. I didn't expect you to do thiss.
Devante- I know, it was a surprise, baby
Me- ouuu calling me baby n stuff, you showing outtt
Devante- got to
Me- I want another hug *hugging him* you are so amazing, D. This was so sweet
Devante- I'm glad you like it *kissing my forehead*
Me- ok I gotta finish getting ready *walking out the bathroom*
Devante- me too *turning on the shower*
I finished doing my makeup, spraying some setting spray, then I put my outfit on. I decided to wear this white ruffle dress with my white laced heels. I put on my gold necklace, earrings, and bracelet. After that I took my rollers out and played around with the curls a little bit. I sprayed some hairspray and applied my lipgloss then I was ready to go.
By the time I was done with everything, Devante came out the bathroom. He had on his outfit that he tried on at the mall, he put on the black long sleeve dress shirt with some of the buttons left unbuttoned and the white pants with the Gucci belt. He got on some dress shoes that match.
Yall he look good as fuck, just fine for no reason🤦🏽♀️
Me- *looking at him* look at you, cleaning up nice. You look good, D
Devante- 'preciate it, ma. You look good too. *smiles* you ready to go?
Me- yeah I'm ready
I grabbed my purse and keys, then turned my lights off. I took my flowers with me because I wanted to pictures with them.
•
When we arrived at our destination we met with the rest of the group, they were at the front entrance. Devante went the boys, while the girls came to me.
Lailah- ouu ok! Yall ain't have to stunt on us like that! Friend you look good as fuck
Camryn- hol on perioddd she got the flowers too *recording us*
Kaylani- bomb as fuck
Me- thank youuu
We were in the front taking pictures until the boys started complaining about going inside.
Derek- can we PLEASE go inside now? Yall got enough pictures
Me- it's my birthday, I get to take as many as I want
Jaylen (kaylani bestfriend)- that shit was last week
Me- my birthday all month shut up
I grabbed Devante's hand and we all went inside to our section. One of the ladies that worked here was on there waiting on us.
Laii- Hey Mercy
Mercy- Welcome in! Glad you guys could make it.
We all sat down and she went over everything that was available.
Mercy- So here's a menu if yall want any food, we have all types of drinks available and hookah also. So yeah, if you need anything, tell Lailah, she'll text me, and yeah
Vallyk- Solid, thank you
Me- thank youu
Mercy- no problem, Happy Birthday twins! *walking out*
Me- ok what first?
Lailah- CASAMIGOSS *grabbing the bottle*
Vallyk- everyone gotta take one too
Me- right don't be lame
She poured everyone a shot and we each grabbed one.
Derek- what we toasting to?
Vallyk- aye, toast to me and my day one being legal in this bitch *drinking his*
Me- on my soul *taking mines*
Everyone laughed then took after us.
Kaylani- y'all so uncoordinated, we supposed to be saying cheers
Me- fuck that
•
Me- If you a bad bitch fuck it up! Freak bitch, she touch her toes like what? *yelling the lyrics*
Lailah- she said it's summertime she tryna have some fun
Kaylani- If you a freak do yo shit don't run. Don't do no running
I sat down hitting the hookah, vibing to the music.
Camryn- shit, I done fucked up the whole program! I beat her off the wall, dick her down. GET NASTY ON CAM! perioddd, that's me *going off*
She started twerking on Vallyk all off beat. This girl drunk as fuck. We hyped her up anyway.
Me- ayeeee, whattt? *dancing*
Lailah- fuck it uppp *smacking her butt*
Kaylani- yeahhh *recording*
the boys- *clapping* TELL HER DONT RUN FROM THIS PIPE
The song got to that one part and everyone was turnt.
🎵Left, right. Lemme see you do it. Left do it, right do it.🎵
Me- LEFT DO IT, RIGHT DO IT. *doing the dance*
We danced until the song was over. We having to much fun.
Me- it's too hot *fanning myself*
•
I started to feel a buzz after all the shots we had, and I had like 2 of the drinks they made for Vallyk and I for our birthday. I was close to being completely out of it. Ion care though I needed this. I'm having too much fun. I sat back down on Devante's lap.
Me- heyyy *dragging my words*
Devante- wassup ma, you straight? *holding me*
Me- I am... incredible *cheesing* and you're incredible, we incredible together.
Devante- *laughs* you drunk?
Me- as fuck
We both started laughing
Me- I want another shot, where the bottle at?
Devante- youn need no more
Me- please baee? It's my birthday
He grabbed my neck, tilting it back, and poured a shot in my mouth straight from the bottle. That shit went straight to the chest
Devante- dont drink no more aight?
I ignored him
Me- bae you so finee *grabbing his face*
Devante- you keep calling me bae, you want me to be yo bae? *biting his lip*
Me- mhm
Devante- yeah?
Me- *smiling*
He grabbed my neck and kissed me and I kissed him back with the same intensity. This turned into a whole make out session, I'm talking French kissing and all. This how you know I'm drunk bc ion even act like this on the regular. He eventually pulled away and slid his hands down my waist. He got all my lip gloss on him
Devante- chill out *licking his lips*
Me- nope *wiping his mouth*
Devante- we got to, yo brother hawking me down rn
Me- *turns around* ain't worried bout him *kissing him again*
The girls was looking at us recording n shit. They so aggy bro.
Lailah- period frienddd
Camryn- ouu she love her man, look at them
Kaylani- real bad
Devante- here yall go *laughing*
Me- right, yall are irritatinggg. Send me that tho *smirking*
They sent the videos, I might just post this on the close friends later, idk. We danced, drank, and just had our fun together up until the club closed.
TBC...
Don't be mad at me yall😭 I know I was been posed to post this, but life been lifeing real bad. I'm back tho