Ok so I'm going to answer question one by one like answer one comment so put your question here - - >
Hm I actually don't know what motivated means but I read some fanfics where people do QnA so if I answer it wrong I'm so sorry
Well, you can said I start to make story ideas back in 2020 when I was 9
And I found fanfics oof I actually don't remember I think the first story I read is Agent 03 or Dreamnotfound smut & fluff Either that it gave me ideas on making story's so I began making story's in my brain but I wanna make People can read it so I write at AppStore "Make your story's" and WATTPAD pop out so i Begin to make story's,
My first story was "Dreamnotfound (HIGHSCHOOL AU)" and the thing that motivated me is all of the fanfics I read
And the end part of your line is maybe tried not to gave up! When I make the HIGHSCHOOL AU it was super hard I almost gave up because it was to cringe but I decide still doing it! And if you didn't know if I didn't even make that fanfic in the first place I couldn't had this fanfics idea that I make so I suggest to keep trying even if the story is cringe!