"Pshh, Y/N, wake up!", Spencer whispers.
"Oh oh shoot. I'm sorry, I-", you stuttered out words trying to figure out what to say when you just fell asleep on Reid's shoulder.
"Oh, it's fine. Don't worry about it." Spencer replied.
"Since it's late we're heading to the hotel and starting bright and early tomorrow. We got put together for sleeping arrangements.", Sencer says.
"Oh! Okay I guess we should get going then.", You reply.
You walked silently and you couldn't help but imagine what holding his hand would feel like. Your imagination couldn't get far before you guys got to the hotel room.
"I'm surprised there isn't one bed.", you giggled, nervously.
"What?", Spencer asked.
"Have you ever read fanfiction? Whenever the main characters have to sleep in one room there always ends up being one bed.", you said as you put your bags down and plopped on the bed.
"No, I've never read uhm fan fiction." Spencer says.
"Oh, well I shoudlv'e assumed that Doctor Lame.", you giggled, grabbing all the things for your shower out.
"Are you showering first?",Spencer asks.
"Yep." you say walking into the bathroom.
While you get washed up Spencer can't help but think if there was one bed he'd get to make a move on you.
Fast forward, bot of you are changed and you turn the lights off since it was almost eleven.
"Hey! I was r-reading.", Spencer stutters out and you can tell something is off. You didn't need to be a profiler to know he was scared of the dark.
"Are you scared of the dark, Reid?", you ask.
"If I tell you, do you promise not to tell anybody? I don't want to get made fun of.", Spencer asks.
"Yes, yes. I won't tell.", you reply.
"Well, yeah. I am scared of the dark. Because of the inherent absence of light!", Spencer responds
"Want to cuddle?", he asks.
But before you can even respond he speaks again,"Only because cuddling release oxytocin which calms you.".
"Sure", you say and waddle over into his bed. It all just naturally comes and you wrap your arms around each other.
"Y/N?", Spencer asks.
"Yes, Spencer?", as you speak you can't help but think of how gracefully his name rolls off your tongue and if his last name would sound as good with your first name as you imagime. Y/N Reid.
"I'm sorry.", he says.
"For what?", you know he probably means for being rude to you but you have to be sure.
"For everything. I was just nervous you'd take my spot as resident genius because my intelligence is really the only thing I have.", he says and lets out a dry chuckle.
"I'm sorry too,it wouldv'e probably been best to not try and fight fire with fire.", you say and also let out a dry chuckle. You can't hel but inhale his warm sent.
"What's one of your fears? But a weird one, I mean it's only equal since you know mine.", he says.
"Well, promise no judging first?"you ask and he brings you picky to his and interlocks them and nods, "Okay, all my stuffed animals have to sleep with me at once because I'm scared one will get jealous and kill me in my sleep.".
"I think that's quite cute actually.", Spencer compliments and you blush a bit.
"I think you're quite cute actually.", now it was his turn to blush.
"Why do you take so much pride in your intelligence?",you ask purley out of curiosity.
"I was bullied in school, I'm not exactly what you would say popular in school. I wasn't very athletically talented and I had trouble making friends and talking to girls. ", Spencer said and you felt bad for him.
"I'm sorry..", you spoke quietly and nestled into his warmth more.
"I was in the library and, um... Harper Hillman comes up to me, and she tells me that, uh... Alexa Lisbon wants to meet me behind the field house. Alexa Lisbon's like, easily, the prettiest girl in school.", Spencer spoke and you could hear the pain in his voice and you knew his eyes were watering at the memory.
"Did she stand you up or?", you asked.
"No, she was there. So was the entire football team. They... stripped me naked and tied me to a goalpost. So many kids were there, you know, just watching.", Spencer spoke and you felt a tear drip down his face.
"And nobody interfered?", you asked.
"I begged... I begged them to, but they just... just watched. And... finally, they got bored and they left. It was like midnight when I finally got home. And my mom had... mom was having one of her episodes, so she didn't even realize I was late." Spencer spoke and was sobbing.
"Oh my god, Spence I'm so sorry." you speak and he seems to calm down at the nick name.
"Please don't tell anybody, only Derek knows.", he spoke and you could tell he was scared.
"I promise I won't.", you interlocked your pinky with his again and pressed a kiss to his shoulder.
"I'm scared.", Spencer states.
"Why are you scared Spence? I mean I promise I won't t-", you say, confused.
"No, I'm scared of falling in love.", Spencer states and you don't knowwhat to say.
"I fell in love with this girl Maeve and she, an unsub killed her. It took me awhile to get over her and I don't know if I ever will. A part of me will always love her and I thought that she was "the one" for me", Spencer says and you can tell he's about to cry again.
"Shh it's okay." as you say that he looks down at you a presses a kiss to your temple.
"Can we get some rest?", Spencer asks.
"Of course.", you reply and you fell asleep together.
The morning comes quicker than expected and Spencer was already dressed and ready when you woke up.
"Good morning, Spence!", you say happy you resolved your differences.
"What?", Spencer asks.
"Aren't we friends now?", you ask, confused.
"No? Our conversations last night meant nothing. As long as you keep your promises.", Spencer says and you had to admit that you were hurt that he opened up to you last night and just like that it's all reset.
"I will.",you respond. You hurry and get ready and head out with Spencer and eet with some of Cleveland's Police.
"Okay,Emily and Rossi with me, Derek and J.J. on the scene and Y/N and Spencer work on the geo profile." Hotch says.
"Could I possibly switch with somebody?", you ask.
"This little feud can't disrupt work, remember? Now get to it." Hotch says and you sigh.
You and Spencer headed inside a room to work and you sat as far away from him as possible.
"Just leave this to me.", Spencer says.
"Okay, Doctor Loser." you replied. It had been about 20 minutes and to say you wer ebored was an understatement.
"I'm going to grab some coffee, Doctor Lame. I doubt you care though.", you stated and walked off to the nearest coffee machine.
Of course when you thought you could get a break a sleezeball police officer comes up to you, "What's a pretty little lady doing all alone here?", he asks.
"I am getting a cup of coffee, if you must know.",as you say that he comes up behind you and rests his hand on your back.
"Excuse me? What are you doing here touching an FBI?", Spencer comes in the break room and asks.
"Well, if she dresses like this she's practically asking for it.", he says and chuckled. You decide to remove yourself fro his grasp and stand off to the side.
"No girl is asking for it. The only reason women are harassed is because of people like you. In 2011, 20% of women had been raped or somebody had attempted rape towards them. Studies show that 1 in 3 men would rape a woman if they had no consequenced. Clearly, you are one of those men. Now please back off of her and I will be reporting you to the chief of police.", Spencer states and you couldn't lie and say you didn't find him standing up for you attractive.
"Please don't! I could lose my job and- and this could go on my record forever.", the officer pleads.
"Nope, you made that choice when you tried to do something. C'mon Y/N.", Spencer says and you follow him out. Although what he did was nice, he should know that you can handle yourself and after him being an asshole all morning he doesn't get to pull this shit.
"I couldv'e handled myself, Spencer.", you state.
"I know that but I wouldn't forgive myself if something happened to you and I couldv'e stopped it.", he replies and your heart fluttered a bit at his response.
"Oh.", you reply. What else were you supposed to say? Confess you're undying love for him and tell him although you've known him for less than a month you think you want to marry him?
You spend the rest of the day working on the case and Spencer lets you help a little bit.