Shehnaaz: don't lose hope in life like this. Instead, you should find reasons to live, not for someone but for yourself. By the way are you married?
Sidharth: nahi mujh jese se koi pyar aur shaddi na he kare toh behtar ( no. It will be better if nobody marries me and fall in love with me)
Sidharth said with disappointment in his voice, he looked down to hide his tears which were threatening to fall from his eyes. Sidharth clenched his hand into a fist to control himself from breaking down in front of her. When he knows and believes that he is a stroke of bad luck then what's the point of argument? And why?
Shehnaaz: don't think like this. Maybe God has other plans for you. And let's go towards my car
She said and dragged him towards her car as Sidharth was reluctant to come. She is happy to see him calm now, her heart is at rest now. But suddenly Sidharth said something breaking her thoughts
Sidharth: you are not understanding. My whole life is destroyed and I will destroy others also. Please leave me alone because I know I am bad luck. I'm cursed that's why I have no one in my life
Shehnaaz: believe me. That's all a lie. I don't believe all these things, you look so innocent. Please stay with me, I will prove your assumptions wrong. You are not bad luck and also not cursed Mr.
Sidharth: sorry I can't. Why are you asking me to come? Your family won't mind?
Shehnaaz: I also don't have a family so sit
Sidharth: please don't take me. I will make your life hell, and I can't tolerate someone's loss again.
Shehnaaz: please it's a request. Are you going to reject my offer? Look how innocent and cute I'm. I have heard that we should not hurt someone by rejecting and here you are rejecting me
Sidharth: ok fine but I will leave your life if something bad happened to you
Shehnaaz: that I will see with time but please don't ever try to commit suicide. You can't imagine how scared I was
Sidharth: why? And won't your boyfriend mind my presence if you have any
Shehnaaz: I'm still a bachelor. Nobody came into my life till now. This is unfair, right? I also want to go on a date.
Shehnaaz: aww your smile is so cute. Keep smiling
Sidharth immediately covered his smile with a frown and looked out because he can't answer her now. They sat inside Shehnaaz's car and she started to drive. She turned the radio on and started to hum a soft tune while searching for channels. She stopped in one and decided to check if she need to attach Bluetooth or if upcoming songs are beautiful
Radio: hello everyone. So presenting you with a melodious song which is very soothing and loving. Dedicate this song to your loved ones and tell them how they mean to you
Kehte hain Khuda ne is jahan mein sabhi ke liye
Kisi na kisiko hai banaya har kisi ke liye
Tera milna hai us Rab ka ishara
Maano mujhko banaya tere jaise hi kisi ke liye x (2)
As the song started Sidharth stared at Shehnaaz. He looked at her from tip to toe. How beautiful she is and sweetheart. Sidharth smiled hearing the lyrics as the meaning is deep if someone hears this closely. He was never in love and, never believed that these things exist because he only got hate but now hearing this song he started to wonder. Is she someone for him too? He looked outside to think about his future deeply if people stopped calling him bad luck. Will he get a salary?
Kuch to hai tujhse raabta
Kuch to hai tujhse raabta
Kaise hum jaanein hamein kya pataa
Kuch to hai tujhse raabta
As Sidharth looked outside Shehnaaz looked towards him. She was tense as she never thought that he will become like this. She wanted to hug him but she can't as he don't know her. She could have slapped him if she was having any right. She thanked God for sending her there. How he will remember when he doesn't have any idea who she is?
Tu humsafar hai, phir kya fikar hai
Jeene ki wajah hi yehi marna issi ke liye
Kehte hain Khuda ne is jahan mein sabhi ke liye
Kisi na kisiko hai banaya har kisi ke liye
Sidharth remembered how she saved him from dying and now she is taking him with her. God made someone special for everyone
Meherbani jaate jaate mujh pe kar gaya
Guzarata sa lamha ek daman bhar gaya
Tere nazaara mila, roshan sitara mila
Taqdeer ki kashtiyon ko kinaara mila
Shehnaaz looked towards him after applying a break because of the signal. She noticed how his tension decreased after hearing the song. She made in her mind that she will eat something with him now before reaching the Mansion
Sadly on se tarse hain jaisi zindagi ke liye
T
eri sohbat mein duaayein hain usi ke liye
Tera milna hai us Rab ka ishara
Maano mujhko banaya tere jaise hi kisi ke liye
Kehte hain Khuda ne is jahan mein sabhi ke liye
Kisi na kisiko hai banaya har kisi ke liye
Tera milna hai us Rab ka ishara
Maano mujhko banaya tere jaise hi kisi ke liye
Kuch to hai tujhse raabta
Kuch to hai tujhse raabta
Kaise hum jaanein hamein kya pataa
Kuch to hai tujhse raabta
Tu humsafar hai, phir kya fikar hai
Jeene ki wajah hi yehi marna issi ke liye
Kehte hain Khuda ne is jahan mein sabhi ke liye
Kisi na kisiko hai banaya har kisi ke liye
As the song ended Shehnaaz turned the radio off and played this song again on her mobile phone
Shehnaaz: sorry but I love this song a lot.
She said and started singing along with the girl. Sidharth took her phone and turned the music off which caught her attention
Sidharth: tum khud gao na. Tumhari aawaj kitni aachi hai... Is singer se bhi jada aachi
(You should sing the song. Your voice is so melodious. It's More soothing than this singer)
Shehnaaz smiled and played music and started singing along with the instrumental video
Sidharth: tumhain kabhi esa feel ni hua ki tum iss dunaia mai bojh ho ya... Tumhara iss dunia mai koi nai
(Didn't you ever feel that you are a burden and don't have anyone in your life? )
Shehnaaz: no because I don't want someone's presence to make me weak, moreover I am enough for myself. I enjoy my whole life alone and I feel happy so there is no chance to feel like this
Sidharth: ok
He said and lowered his gaze as he felt this every time, he then looked outside as his eyes were getting watery remembering the insult he is facing from start. Those taunts and curse words hurt him every time.
Shehnaaz understood that maybe he is sad so she placed her hand on his shoulder and rubbed it softly
Shehnaaz: you can share your problems with me
Sidharth: I am a problem. First I ate my parents, then those who adopted me and then the place where I started to work. I burnt that and place
He said in low voice with tears. Shehnaaz stopped the car and asked him to face her. She knows he was not the reason, he is just having a misunderstanding that he is a problem. He is just telling his perspective whereas reality will be different. Because every coin has two sides which have the same value as one side of the coin
Shehnaaz: what was the exact reason for the fire?
Sidharth: me. I joined the company and burn it into ashes
He said which angered Shehnaaz and she shouted at top of her voice.
Shehnaaz: will you stop blaming yourself? Aag tumhare phoonk marne se toh lagi ni hogi. Obviously, koi short-circuit hua hoga ya kuch aur. Tell me that
Sidharth: cylinder leaked and when the cooks opened the gas to cook, whose office caught fire
Shehnaaz: what is your fault then? Were you cooking there? Were you a chef there?
Questioned Shehnaaz angrily as she was not angry after hearing about his blame. He was not having another topic rather than blaming himself for nothing
Sidharth: no, but that place caught fire after I left the kitchen
Shehnaaz: stop blaming yourself
Sidharth: I went to the kitchen then I could have noticed that right? But I didn't so isn't it my fault?
Shehnaaz: Can't you use your mind? Jo kitchen mai roj kaam karte hai jab unhone nai dekha toh tumhe sapna thodi aana tha. (Those who work in the kitchen daily if they didn't notice them do you think you would have seen a dream of this problem?)
Others have eyes too but they also failed to notice that then why are you so blaming yourself? Dare you behaved like this from now. Think of yourself as a Goodluck
Shehnaaz glared at him angrily and started driving very fast
Sidharth: please slow
Shehnaaz: if we had an accident who will be responsible?
Sidharth: me?...
Shehnaaz: yes why not because you were driving right?
She said sarcastically and slowed down the speed as it was getting difficult for her to handle the car
Shehnaaz: now don't blame yourself because you are not at fault. It depends upon how people think.
Shehnaaz said and decided to take him hospital tomorrow as she felt like he is depressed otherwise nobody will think low of himself and nobody will try to commit suicide
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