Isn't it a lovely day

The Unknown

I know most of your feeling are hidden from me
I know you stay up tell 1am
Wondering whether or not life
Is worth living for.
I know the feeling of regret as the clock passes 2 o'clock
Wondering if someone loves you or not
Or if your family loves you like a family should.
I know the feeling of burning heart ache and the regret that pulses through your veins
I see the pain that is a shadow in your eyes
An unknown presence lurking behind you and watching your every move
Chains around your wrists and ankles to cage the inner demon
A sign on the door saying beware the Monster
I know the lonely glances you throw at everyone and nobody will help
Pleading eyes, burning for someone to grab there attention.
Old memories turn into regrets
Old friends turn to enemy's
No friends to whimper to for help
She's too tired to try
Waiting for someone she can call hers...
Nobody wanted to try
Only to push her away
With the track "sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me"
But she knows that her heart hurts more then a broken bone.
........
Anger...
SHe cant control
Trying to cage the inner demon that wants to demolish her from the inside out
Scaring her insides tell she can get to the surface.
Debating whether or not life on this earth is So BEAUTIFUL
Like society plays it out to be.
Watching out the window of the house
Watching the trees sway and the children playing in the field across the street
Wondering what it felt like to be free again