Author/creator: Iamlalash
Genre: Shounen Ai, Drama, Romance
Summary:
Shin doesn't want to get close with anyone, being afraid of his own dad. New school, new people, same problems. After running away from abuse of his father one night, he encounters his classmate Joy. Something in Shin is not letting Joy ignore him, on the contrary, he wants to help this fragile boy with all he's got.
Read:
Webcomics (Ongoing)
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For me, this is so underrated. The emotion I got from reading this is too much to handle but I'm a bit sad to know that it's not that well-known.
At first I hate manhwas with short episodes. I feel like it's so incomplete and very hassle to scroll but as I read more I got used to it. And then I heard this has an English translation in Webcomics so I downloaded the app and found out that you'll have free access to all stories in 24 hours after downloading the app. That calls for unlimited reading!
I got sad that it's not yet done but it's okay! By the way, if you already downloaded the app and finished the free 24 hour reading, DM me 😉
I personally want you to read in Webcomics because it's free. Trust me, you'll finish in a day. I binge read this and I'm not regretting it. Webcomics has 95 chapters.
I don't know anymore. I just want to hug them tight. Please end their dilemma. Let them be happy please 😭
And I hope they get the justice that he deserve.
By the way, the story depicts self-harm, suicide, abuse and emotional trauma. If you are weak for this, then maybe this is not your cup of tea.
But as a reader who already read this kind of story, it's not that bad. Just beware of the emotional impact you'll get because the character is so pitiful.
I'm sad that not everyone knows this, the story is really good! The lesson you can get from reading this might help you too, especially if you are dealing with the same experience like Shin.
I'll drop some to make you decide whether to read it or not. Please recommend this to readers!
The art is getting better. It's much more cleaner and brighter than the first episodes.
Their friendship is really the best.
Those precious smile despite the pain 😭😭😭
Someone's mad 👀
Spoilers!
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You know I'm happy that I found this story. I've learned a lot and this helped me realize things.
No matter how unlucky you are, no matter how the world turn back against you, there will be someone who will offer a hand for you. There will always be someone to help you because God doesn't leave us behind. He's there to guide us. Always. At a right time.
Here's what I thought:
Someone stepped up and helped Shinji before...but the outcome isn't what they expected. Worst case scenario, someone died or get seriously injured for helping him, the reason why Shin find it hard to fight back.
Because he'd seen the outcome. Asking help made him tremble in pain, as if talking based on experience.
But why is his father hurting him?
From the flashbacks and dreams it seems that they are once a happy family. What's the reason his mother died? He said he became like that after her death. Does it mean his father developed an emotional trauma and hurting him is the way to relieve it? Or is he basically blaming him for their loss? Either way his method is never right and acceptable. He seriously needs an expert to cure him.
Joy is strong but I'm having this feeling that it won't be easy. They are trying to think for a way to get Shinji out of his father. However, Shin's father is influential so that makes it difficult. But there's always a way, right?
I like how Joy's parents felt so protective to Shinji. They understand his place but they never go down scared. He even accompany Shin to meet his dad. You don't know how scared I was when they talked. I feel like his father won't back down anytime, so I'm worried about what he can do to Joy's father, and how would it affect Shin.
Joy got his strong sense and protectiveness from his parents, but how long can he protect Shin?
He's aware that he can't do anything and protect him anytime, also, Shin hides everything to him. If not for his attentiveness he won't know what's really happening to him.
It's normal to feel this but what we have to wait is for Shinji to finally stand on his own, regardless of the consequences.
Remember not all problems have the same result. Problems can have different solution so there's a chance for a different outcome. Shinji needs to be strong for himself first, but that's what makes it harder. He already did, but failed miserably. Now he went back from the start, and he's afraid to try again because of the awful experience.
Let's wait for Shinji to evolve as well as his relationship with Joy. Both are precious, they really deserve each other. I feel like he will be soon, considering how much support and love Joy is giving him. I'll be watching them in their journey because I'm dying to see their happy end.
Please love them too 😭
Today is Valentines Day and this girl is a mood. Ugh 😣