I paced outside of the room 136. The room Amy was sitting in completely confused about the world she was in. I felt mad about the person who has hit that night. I also felt helpless because I couldn't do anything to help her get her memory back. The doctor told us that we could finally see her and try to talk to her. They told me that they want me to go first. I take a deep breath and then I put my hand on the cold shiny door knob. I opened the door to see Amy sitting up in the bed with two white pillows sitting under her back. She looks up at me with her hazel eyes with a twinkle and she gives me a small smile. I give her a smile back. "Hey Amy," I say walking in all the way. She smiles at me very sweetly like she did at Band camp before I had ruined her life by getting her pregnant.
"Hi Ricky," she says. I look at her confused how did she remember my name. I would think my luck that I would be the person she would forget about.
"How are you feeling?" I ask her sitting down in the chair next to her. I grab her hand and I hold it.
"Pretty good. How's John?" She asks moving her other slightly under her pillow.
"Fine he is with my foster parents," I say with a smile. I am happy that she remembered me and John that's a good sign. At least John will still have a mother that remembers him.
"Foster parents?" She asked confused. Oh great here we go with the people she forgot.
"Umm yea they are my foster parents who adopted me away from my birth parents," I say sliding a little bit closer to her. She nods her head in understanding. She looks at me for a couple more seconds, but then drifts off to sleep. I smile at her and I lean forward a bit and I kiss her on the forehead. She stirs a little in her sleep. I take one more glance at her then I walk out of the room. I look down the hall to see George and Anne talking to the doctor who specializes Amy. I walk down there to let them know the information I know.
"Hey," I say getting their attention. They turn to see me looking at them.
"Oh hi Ricky how is she?" George asks. I shrug my shoulders with a small smile.
"Well she remembers me and John for the most part," I say with a smile still on her face. I hear someone walking behind me and I turn around to see Ashley walking our way.
"So did I miss anything?" Ashley asks coming up to them and standing by Ricky. Ricky shakes his head.
"No, but I did go see Amy. If you want you can go and see her," I say. Her eyes light up. She takes on more look at us then turns around and walks to Amy's room.
Ashley walks into Amy's room and slightly knocks on the door to get Amy's attention. Amy looks up from her peaceful slumber and sees a girl standing I'm front of her. "Can I help you?" Amy asks her. Ashley starts feeling tears come down her face and not because her sister is in pain. Its because she doesn't know who she is.
"Amy," Ashley says walking up to her bed and giving her sister a big hug. Amy looks at her sister still confused.
"Oh umm... Hi," Amy says to the girl that she is still confused about. The girl who is hugging her and crying in her shoulder.
"Amy remember that I love you forever," Ashley says getting of her hug. She looks at her sisters confused light hazel eyes.
"Who are you?" Amy asks the girl.
"I'm Ashley your sister," Ashley says to her. Amy shakes her head at her.
"I don't have a sister. I only have a mom and a son," Amy says to her. Ashley shakes her head as more tears come down her face.
"No Amy you have a dad and a sister and a mom and a son who all love you soo much you can't believe it," Ashley says to her. Amy feels a tear fall down her face and hit the bed she is laying in.
"I love you too even if I don't know who you are," Amy says as she starts crying in her sisters shoulder.
"We love you too," Ashley says as she fells Amy pull out of her shoulder.
"Can you promise me something?" Amy asks her in a serious tone. Ashley nods her head at Amy. "Can you promise me that no matter what you will stay strong and help us out of this no matter what," Amy says with a smile. Ashley smiles at her and wipes away her tears.
"I promise Amy," she says leaning down and kissing Amy on the forehead. "I am also sorry for everything I have done to you," Amy shakes her head.
"No please don't say that," Amy says grabbing a tissue on the table side. Ashley grabs one too.
"Can you go get someone for me please?" Amy asks her. Ashkey nods and keeps looking at Ashley.
"Can you go get Ricky for me?" Amy asks. Ashley looks at her with big eyes.
"You remembered him, but not me?" Ashley asks in an annoyed voice. Amy shakes her head at her sister mad voice.
"I'm sorry I just can't help who I remember," Amy says. Ashley looks at her and then walks out the door to hunt down Ricky for her.
Ashley looks up and down the halls looking for the guy to fill her sisters wishes. She wanted her sister to be happy, so she decided to do this for her. She sees him sitting in the lounge part with his head in between his legs. "Hey Ricky," she says walking toward him. His head snaps up to his name being called. He looks at her slightly confused.
"I thought you weren't talking to me," Ricky says looking straight forward not looking Ashley. Ashley smiles and then chuckles a bit at her words.
"I am talking to you only for Amy. I am Amy's sister and your her boyfriend we need to be on good terms," Ashley says. Ricky nods in agreement until he remembers what she just said about him being Amy's boyfriend.
"I am not Amy's boyfriend," Ricky says defensively. Ashley laughs again.
"So Amy is soo confused which makes me want to help her so bad," Ashley says heartly to Ricky. Ricky nods in agreement.
"Yea me too. I hate seeing her like this. I wish I could just take her away from all of this confusion to a happy life some where else," Ricky says with a small smile.
"I miss the old Amy," Ashley says. Ricky shakes his head in disagreement.
"Right now I don't because she is being super nice to me," Ricky says with a small smile. Ashley laughs.
"Yea I know right," Ashley says laughing again and Ricky joins her.
"Okay so why did you come out here anyway. You are not a person to just start talking to someone for no reason at all?" Ricky asks her. She smiles at him.
"Okay well I came in here to grant her some wishes she wants to see her hero named Ricky," Ashley says sarcastically. Ricky nods his head and stands up and walks out of the room to Amy's room down the hall not to far.
Ricky walks down the hall to see Amy sitting up waiting for his arrival. "Hi," she says with a small smile and then bites her lip. He gives her a small. She pats the bed part next to her indicating that she wants him to come and sit down by her. He walks over and takes a seat on the small part of Amy's bed that is left. He looks at her giving her a small smile.
"Hey Amy," he says grabbing her hand and setting it on his pant leg. She scoots a little closer to him.
"I'm scared," Amy whispers into his shoulder. He wraps his strong arms around her.
"I know Amy," He says. "I know," He feels a small tear come down his face. He wipes it away before she sees that he is crying, but she notices.
"Ricky are you okay?" Amy asks in a worried voice. Ricky shakes his head as more tears come down in his face. "Ricky I'm fine," Amy says trying to reassure him.
"Amy no you are not. I hate seeing you so confused. I don't like seeing you unsure if you are suppose to be here," Ricky says. Amy smiles a bit and then slides her hand down his cheek bone to his jaw.
"Ricky I promise to you that I am fine," Amy says as a tear comes down her face. They are staring at each other that they don't even notice when they hear a knock at the door. Amy looks up to see a women doctor standing there with a smile on her face.
"Well Amy the good news is that you can go home," she says with a small smile. Amy shakes her head excitedly.
"Wait really?" Amy asks with a small smile. The doctor nods her head.
"Yep all you have to do is take it a easy beacsue you have a broken arm from your fall," the doctor says to Amy. Amy nods her head. "Now all you need to do is have your parents sign you out and you will be ready to go," She says with a small smile.
Amy nods her head as the doctor leaves. "So you excited to fianlky go home?" Ricky asks her. She nods her head again.
"Yea I miss John soo much that it is crazy," Amy says with a little bit of excitement in her voice. Ricky smiles back at her.