dear jaemin,
you know? it's getting really really tough in my part of life, it's stressing, frustrating and complicated. it's hard because i don't get to scream my feelings out to anyone.. i don't trust anyone anymore.. well i try to, but i always fail to do so, as my thoughts invade every inch of my positivity left. i hope you're doing better than me, i'm glad i get to see that smile again, at least i've got an inspiration now, keep that smile on your face, okay? don't ever feel sad.. it'll make me sad too.. but don't worry, i'll accompany you in your worst, whether you'll push me away or not, i'll stay, i always will.
love, y/n