Dear Ross
When you said those three words, I miss you, and I froze. Why didn't I tell you I miss you too. I need you, Ross. You are the only reason I am alive and I just keep pushing you away. But in reality I need you close to me, I need you to touch my skin, I need to hear the beating of your heart.
Maybe I can tell you why I am like this. Maybe one day I can trust you with my secrets. But let's be honest that most likely won't happen in the near future. You would probably read it in one of these letters after I'm dead.
Yours truly
Iris xx
P.s If you are ever reading this listen to a song "The only reason - 5 seconds of summer". I want it to be our song.