-I wanted to start with thank you so much for 400 followers, I barely have time to notice but this story has over 70k views now, *internally screaming* 💖
- I had no time to work on this story since it's coming to end it's making me sad BUT I have two more about Tom riddle and Weasley twins
-this book was written SO SO SO bad At the beginning with no plot, no emotions, no povs, not enough descriptions of how characters felt, so I will be redoing it and making it so much since I realized how to write Wattpad finally
- I have been spending my time writing extra chapters for my other fanfics since now I know the beginning is good and the storyline can go good or bad... we would never know
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-that's how I imagine Silas looks like since he's turning 3 in September^^^
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Over the past month, it was terrible, I have been seen Mattheo this stressed before, over kids or me, he would simply not come home whenever he was unstable and psychotic
Where was he off to?
I don't know.
But there will be days when he was calmer and he kept writing, writing, and writing. Mattheo would spend his hours in my craft room ruining paper and getting mad over ink since the color was not black
What was he writing?
I don't know.
He was more himself with Alvin, it was like the dog got glued to him. I mean it was cute to see them together but he still could talk to me. From time to time he would not even sleep with me anymore, I would wake up he would either be on a couch in the morning or the twins' room sleeping on a rocking chair spending his time with them like he was going to see them for the last time
Charlotte would be with me since she finished Hogwarts last year, which I never knew that she was the same age as Tom but a class upper
Voldemort came back from hiding. It was terrifying to see him be gone for 2 years and destroy half of the Diagon Alley in seconds just to make sure everyone knew he was back
I on the other hand I would spend my remaining time writing the biggest letter I have ever written after I finally realized what was Mattheo writing in his. I wrote mine just in case if something happened to me, I would not want to leave this place without saying a goodbye
But Silas would grow day by day, his curls didn't look like his dad's anymore and he was taller than Elora, but she learned how to pronounce words faster and she was more intelligent. She could define colors and place them in the right bins while Silas would throw them around as they could fly
One night he came home okay surprisingly, no bloody shirt, no beaten knuckles, or no bruises on his face from fighting. He simply collapsed on my thighs and fell asleep, for the first time in a month he was close to me and was not drifting away from me
After past events, he acted okay, like he came to his normal senses and got passed through the events or thoughts that would keep him wondering... or awake
~~present day~~
"I missed you so much" Mattheo was finally around me again, sleeping in a bed like a normal person and I finally could feel his presence around me like it used to be
"I'm sorry" all he replied before kissing me on the lips, it was a small kiss but the feeling, oh I missed it so much
"No I'm sorry to break off whatever is happening here but we need to get going" Tom walked in through the door but it was shut the first time, I could hear his head slam against the door
"Oh" all I could reply, today is the day I thought I would never experience, was I supposed to kiss my kids goodbye and expect to see them or not see them ever again was the real question
"Mommy loves you okay?" I make my way downstairs seeing them playing, I hug both of them at the same time not wanting to leave them just for one second
"mommy cry?" Elora was saying, of course, she already knew what was crying
"no mommy is not crying" Charlotte gave Elora a warm smile making my baby go back to her toys
"dada cry?" Silas pointed at Mattheo
Is he seriously shedding a tear about ALVIN? I can't believe him
"no, but go hug him" I kiss Silas one more time before he ran out over to his dad
"after it's all gone, if I don't come back please let Mattheo know to check my red jackets pocket" Charlotte was so close with the kids now, they felt safe around her, and the house was safe so there was no reason to leave
"don't overthink you'll come back for El and Silas" she braced me into a warm hug before going back to the kitchen, and I look around Mattheo was gone, he stormed out outside and I followed him
"ill marry you when I come back" Tom was in the doorway of the house saying goodbye to Charlotte
"take me on a real date first" she kissed him goodbye shutting the door closed
"What a gloomy day" Tom looked at the sky making his way to us with a happy face
"no shit" Mattheo mumbled placing his hand around my shoulder
"Why are you so cheerful," I ask as we walk away from the house and a thin path going into the dull forest
"why wouldn't I be... my father is going to die today, who wouldn't be excited about that," he says back as Mattheo breaks into laughter
"you are right" his mood was better now than before placing his wand in the air and making us appear somewhere
Mattheo's hand grabbed my hand, inverting our fingers together as he stood inside the walls of Hogwarts, professors and teachers were able to secure and add some protection spells to the castle before The Dark Lords followers spread on the other side of the bridge
"Olivia?" A tall girl was talking over my shoulder making me turn around and see who it was
Pansy.
"oh my god it is you" she wrapped her arms around me like she hasn't seen me in years
Well, technically...
"he shouldn't be here.. didn't you hear" she looked back at Mattheo
"what are you talking about," I asked her
"Draco... Draco told me about the reward you would get for killing him" she said looking to my back in terror. I look back seeing them circle the castle with black face masks on not revealing who they are
"where's Draco?" I ask her and she points her way down the line, right in front of the doorways he was standing
My eyes couldn't believe what I was seeing, Voldemort himself being able to pass the barrier of protection spells, leading an army of death eaters. Mattheo's hand dropped when he saw his father like he forgot how to move
With his long black and blue cloak, he made his way proudly, meters away from terrified students nervously waiting for him to come. My wrist was burning as it was about to fall off, I forgot I had a death mark
"it's burning isn't it" Mattheo whispered back at me, giving me a Slytherin robe to put on to hide my face
"where did you get that from?" I ask him as he points out to all students wearing their robes
"it's okay mine is burning too" he rolled up his shirt up to his forearm showing his mark color of red
"meet me in the library where we first met?" I pull him a little closer
"I promise" all he manages to say kissing my cheek for the last time
"Finally this day has come" Voldemort gestured his hands towards his followers making them take a step closer, "I have noticed all of you have come to witness the end of your family bloodlines" his laugh was ringing in my ears like a ringtone of a melody
"Perhaps my old friend is not here to view this but Olivia send her my regards and love" he moved a little, letting his snake get past through the cold stone floor
"I'm going to kill him" Mattheo mumbled under his breath, he was not even scared at this point, it felt like he was used to his dad threaten him since he was a child
The weather was doomed, a nice may sun was gone and all dark clouds covered the sky with some lighting from time to time. Every student in the front standing and professors were waiting for Voldemort to attack
His wand rose to point exactly at a blonde boy in front of the line, "Draco" he pronounced his name so loudly, "join me.. make your parents proud for once" I got sick looking at Draco take a step forward down the stairs, making his way through the crowd of students and walking over to the other side to see his family
I looked over to the other side seeing a line of kids going down the stairs with hands-on their wrists, they must've had a dark mark too, since it was burning at the exact place
"Now.." Voldemort flicked his wand, "give me the boy" as everyone gasped looking around for the specific boy and he was not right next to me anymore, Mattheo was gone
"give me my son and I'll spare your life's" tons of mumbling and whispering went around filling the air, and the chaos spreading all over people's faces, "I'll let every child live if you give me my son" awe how promising does that sound
The whispering got worse as the crowds' eyes snapped at the exact boy I was in love with making his way to stand by professors
"Olivia don't" Tom grabbed my wrist from letting me get down, my whole body ached to see him stand in front of the person he hates the most, "but he's going to kill him" I pull my hand away from Toms grip walking down but Blaise stops me, not letting me go
"ill go, you stay please" Tom let go of me making his way down
Heads snapped to each other, and death eaters on the other side started lowering their masks, revealing who they were. Two tall brown-haired boys standing in front of Voldemort waiting for him to speak up
"I need to- I need to go" I turn around to see Blaise facing me watching me frightened
"No you can't- think about your kids Malfoy, you can't go" he was yelling
Did he just call me a Malfoy?!
"no-no, I need to see him- right now please" I reply as he lets go of me
"you don't understand-" he cuts off
"I DONT UNDERSTAND?" I felt my whole body go cold, seeing two brothers all alone down there, not knowing if any of them will make it out alive
"Olivia stop it, he is going to kill you too if you don't hide," he said making me fall on stairs
"come on" Pansy nodded back at Blaise as he moved back to his place, "please come with me" she whispered dragging me away to hide
"I need to go back- I can't leave him" I look back at the doorways of Hogwarts seeing both crowds get mixed up and so many spells in the air
"Hello girls" and death eater was standing in front of us all we could do is run, making our way to the library hiding behind piles of books
"I don't have my wand" Pansy screamed in horror hiding in the back of the bookshelf
"I do" I stopped hiding facing the person standing in front of me
"I'm not here to hurt you" he whispered, "but she is" another girl came out of nowhere
"send Bella my love," she said before mumbling a spell under her breath letting the biggest bookshelf fall on another making its way to us
It all happened so fast
The shelves were heavy, old, filled with million books, falling on us, making my wand fly away to the other side not able to get it
"Pansy no-" I looked over at her bleeding out, and blood coming out of her mouth, "please don't, not right now Draco needs you" tears roll down my cheeks looking at her slowly dying
"it's okay-" she says coughing out blood, "I love him" she smiled at me, grabbing my hand before shutting her eyes
"no no no please open your eyes" I try to move but the shelf is too heavy and is right down my chest, I could barely feel my legs, "Pansy not right now, please open your eyes" all I could do cry, but it hurts so bad down there
Blood dripping down her mouth and carpet becoming color of red from her torso, as she bled out to death laying next to me with no help
"Is anyone there?" I know that voices from miles away
Ron.
"no" Hermione walks into the library looking at me, with a look, "you go I'll catch you," she tells Ron as he runs out
"and this is for hurting Fred you bitch" she pressed her shoes against the shelf making them press on me harder, not letting me breathe
"im- going to kill you" I cough out blood, oh no I'm bleeding out
She walks away leaving Pansy and me all alone in the library
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-I'm sorry ✋🏽
-thoughts?
-have a good day:)❤️
(Feb 17 2021, so I unpublished the book today, because some comments were making me really sad but then I thought people are always going to be hating no matter what I write so I published them back, but after I'm done with this story, I'll edit it so SO SO much and write a better plot:)"