My dad walked me to the counselor office
What can we help
I need help I cried
Have seat
What happening
I don't feel human and I want hurt myself to feel human again
Why do you want to hurt yourself
Everything going wrong
Everything
Yes I'm done with life
Sweetie you are loved
No no no I'm not loved
You are loved
I'm not loved I never will be I sobbed out loud
You are okay here
I made a fucking mistake now the entire school is upset
Yes you but I promise they will accept you
I have to go
Oaky
I went to the theater room for my audition
Who going for
Main character
What you serious he laughed
You don't think I can do it
You are such an idiot
Wow
I grabbed my stuff
Stop it
I won't let you degrade me like that anymore
Go sing your song
I let my emotions out
Good luck
I walked out the hallway and went to my father classroom and collapsed on the cold floor
How was your audition
Good hopefully
Then why you on the floor
I'm tired
It was tiring day
Stormy
What
I'm sorry for the way you acted
You should be
I understand what you going through
Okay
My dad sat on the floor
How was your day
I lost my best friend and I became the laughing stalk of the school
I love you
Dad thank you
Of course
Two weeks later
The cast list was emailed
What
You okay
Yes
After the bell ringed
I rushed to public speaking
I slam my books on the desk
What's wrong
You have the main part of the play to girl who didn't try out
I did that for the reason I can't just hand the part over
I tried out
I gave you the role of Anna
I wanted Elsa
Fine I'll just hand the part without you trying
Thank you
I sat down and I looked at my iPad
Where Emma
Who cares really
Stormy
She stole my FM system
I'm sorry I'm late
Did I truck hit you
No I had family emergency
Was that emergency taking my FM system
My grandpa is dying and is on hospice care
Im so sorry
Thanks
Today partnering up
Can we
Yes
Write a story about a difficult time explain how you overcame it
Instead doing the assignment I wrote my suicide note as joke
Emma wrote the real thing
Bye the way you need turn separate pages
I'm done hit submit
Good all groups done
He scanned them
His eyes were concerning
He wrote a pass
Stormy
Go to the counselor there awaiting for you
Okay
I walked up stair
What up
Why you write
It was joke
Really a joke death is not joke
It is to me
You okay
I'm perfectly fine goodbye
I went back down
Let's presents
Can we go first
Emma can
Why not me
You know what
Oh yeah
Three minutes later buzz
I went to the lunchroom listened to the frozen soundtrack and blasted Let it Go all favorite song
Well you please shut up
No
You good singer
Thanks
After lunch I went to my math class and I played games all day
You done
Yes
Can I see your homework
No
Please
I'm good
He wrote me demerit
Why
Just sign
Whatever
He took my iPad
What the heck
You lost the privilege
There on they games
They didn't lie to me
Can I leave
No
Please
No
I got up and walked out and I went to the bathroom and cried a lot
I texted my father and he came running
What wrong
I can't be here I have to go home
I'm sorry you miss to many day at school
I can't handle this anymore
You can hold in their for me I promise you can get a donut
I want my Mom
Oh sweetie I'm so sorry
I WANT MY MOMMY
Calm down
No I can't
Just breath