Once I have calmed myself down
I reach for my phone on the bedside table
I need to phone masie
She is the only one who will understand
I didn't give Masie a chance to say hi
When I said
She broke her heart
What?
Masie asked
Just now Mum broke her heart
I knew I wasn't making any sense
I was still shaking with anger
That didn't matter though I just had
To get it out there in the open
Ok start from the beginning what happened
I told her Holly asked mum if she was coming
And mum had said no
Holly didn't want to go without her
Seeing my baby sister ger her heart
Broken broke my heart
I couldn't protect her from this
I wish I could
Did you know about going to the
Lake District?
I asked
I was the one who suggested it to
Grandad
You had thrown me a fantastic birthday party
For me I just wanted to thank her for it
And don't worry about Holly
Once she gets there she will forget
There is someone missing
She will have fun
So will Samuel and Jack
Just trust me on this
Masie reassured me
Masie wants me to bring
Our bikes
She wants to take the triples
On a bike ride and have
A picnic just like the ones we
Had when we were younger
Masie promises me
One more time the triplets
Will have fun
I just hope she is right