Dear Diary,
I read the note. It hurts knowing I could be part of the reason he died. I started crying without realizing it. The girls walked in on me reading it and told me they heard me crying. I apologized and showed them the note and Himiko looked like she wanted to cry too. They said that I should probably tell Byakuya, so I texted him. I told him I had new information on Ouma's side of the story, sending him a picture of the note. He responded asking me why I would tell Ouma something like that. I honestly don't know myself, all I know is it's my biggest regret and never should've said anything that day. I've been quieter since I read that. Maki's been really concerned by that but I never answer when she asks about it because I'm scared I ruin another friendship. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't even know why I keep living.
-Shuichi Saihara